the last malay dance performance was a whirlwind of emotions - sleepiness due to waking up at 430 in the morning! panic and stress due to the rush to get everyone's makeup done in time excitement due to the presence of miracle water's owner HAHA. incredible pain due to quyen's plate hitting my little finger and face, which i think is karma's work cos i accidentally hit huiwei's face with my plate on syf day as well :X and by the way, my finger is still swollen and painful that i can't write properly ): anxiety due to the nerve wrecking wait backstage. relief due to the fact that we managed to pull off our dance on the pathetic lt5 stage. happiness cum sadness as we camwhored and laughed our hearts in the ds - emotions that made each and every moment of today memorable and unforgettable. though this moment may never match up to the moments after syf, it will forever be etched in my heart as my last dance with NJC Malay Dance - the last dance where we literally showed the WORLD what we're truly made of (:

i will most definitely miss being in malay dance, having being a malay dancer for almost 10 years now. dancing has always been my passion and will always be. so i hope to find more opportunities to dance malay dance. even so, i know that no matter what, i can never find a dance group that will be able to replace the dance family i have now. you all are special and unique in every way. and most importantly, you all are most definitely loved by me in every single way possible. 

I WILL MISS NJC MALAY DANCE SOOO MUCH! T.T

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