Posted on: Saturday, March 31, 2007
Posted at: 10:12:00 pm
Posted at: 10:12:00 pm
St John flag day was today. damn tiring i tell you. we first asked for a very short while at the market near school. being the lazy us, we ate at Mac first. haha. then, headed to Jurong cuz Anugerah auditions were there. we hoped to get alot of donations from those people auditioning. but all of us were too paiseh to ask from the audition line. haha. so wasted. finally, our last resort was to got to Bt Gomabak market. at least we progressed. people there are much more kind! hehe. then, went back to school to return the cans and off i was.
after reaching home, went out again with my family. went to Adidas at Cathay. my dad wanted to exhange shoes or something like that. after that, went to Vivo cuz that Adidas outlet didn have the bag i wanted. too bad that both cute guys were not there today. so disappointing. haha. but at least i got my bag. (: went window shopping too. simply loved the clothes at Forever 21 and Mango. need to save up more to buy them all. and i really2 want that Adidas: Stella McCartney shoes/flats. so pretty! but costs a whopping $139. haish. i want it for my birthday which is on 18 MAY. *hints* (:
i have so many tests to study for next week. how i wish it was the holidays. im so sick of school. there's nothing to look forward to. and SYF is only 10 days away but our dance is still not complete. left the last two eights of the song. hope we can make it. i want a Gold. i have never gotten a Gold for SYF since in Primary School. hope this year will be better.
enough said. ciao.
there are some things you just can't deny...
after reaching home, went out again with my family. went to Adidas at Cathay. my dad wanted to exhange shoes or something like that. after that, went to Vivo cuz that Adidas outlet didn have the bag i wanted. too bad that both cute guys were not there today. so disappointing. haha. but at least i got my bag. (: went window shopping too. simply loved the clothes at Forever 21 and Mango. need to save up more to buy them all. and i really2 want that Adidas: Stella McCartney shoes/flats. so pretty! but costs a whopping $139. haish. i want it for my birthday which is on 18 MAY. *hints* (:
i have so many tests to study for next week. how i wish it was the holidays. im so sick of school. there's nothing to look forward to. and SYF is only 10 days away but our dance is still not complete. left the last two eights of the song. hope we can make it. i want a Gold. i have never gotten a Gold for SYF since in Primary School. hope this year will be better.
enough said. ciao.
there are some things you just can't deny...
Posted on: Sunday, March 25, 2007
Posted at: 5:06:00 pm
Posted at: 5:06:00 pm
yesterday was CIP day. went to the old campus at CCK in the morning. i seriously miss it. it's so much better than the campus we are in now. oh wells. CIP day was like every other CIP day for the past three years. there were interesting moments but at the end of it all, we are just in it for the 6h of CIP.
after that, went for my piano lessons. i think my teacher was rather pissed with me. what can i do? i haven't had much time to practice my piano pieces. anyway, after that, went to Pizza Hut to eat. yumm. hehe. then, went to Vivo City to shop! went to Adidas but that cute guy wasn't there. i wonder if he even works there still. i hope so! haha. but there was this other guy who is not as cute as the other guy but still quite good-looking. haha. i love this Adidas outlet. so full of eyecandies! anyway, finally bought myself a pair of Adidas shoes. and threw in a bag as well. i loved yesterday.
today is boring. just stayed at home, finishing up homework. i need a break.
enough said. ciao.
if only i could turn back time...
after that, went for my piano lessons. i think my teacher was rather pissed with me. what can i do? i haven't had much time to practice my piano pieces. anyway, after that, went to Pizza Hut to eat. yumm. hehe. then, went to Vivo City to shop! went to Adidas but that cute guy wasn't there. i wonder if he even works there still. i hope so! haha. but there was this other guy who is not as cute as the other guy but still quite good-looking. haha. i love this Adidas outlet. so full of eyecandies! anyway, finally bought myself a pair of Adidas shoes. and threw in a bag as well. i loved yesterday.
today is boring. just stayed at home, finishing up homework. i need a break.
enough said. ciao.
if only i could turn back time...
Posted on: Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Posted at: 5:37:00 pm
Posted at: 5:37:00 pm
prize presentation was today. woohoos. got our shiny trophies!
the best part: we managed to get GOLD for CAA again!! GO BP! hehs.
interesting bit of today: the real fire alarm went off. and nobody moved until the principal's announcement. after assembling, we found out that it was just a false alarm. haha.
enough said. ciao.
the best part: we managed to get GOLD for CAA again!! GO BP! hehs.
interesting bit of today: the real fire alarm went off. and nobody moved until the principal's announcement. after assembling, we found out that it was just a false alarm. haha.
enough said. ciao.
Posted on: Sunday, March 18, 2007
Posted at: 5:35:00 pm
Posted at: 5:35:00 pm
so dreading school tomorrow. loads of homework still not done. don't think i even want to do them. this "holiday" has been dreadfully tiring. i didn't get the break that i really2 need. ergh. the only positive thing is that yesterday i managed to do some shopping! went to Isetan and Far East Plaza. since i'm almost broke, couldn't buy much. bought 2 tops for less than $50. that is a HUGE accomplishment for me. haha. gonna save alot of money to buy those Mango tops i've been eyeing for some time. hehe. (:
enough said. ciao.
he's so cute!!
enough said. ciao.
he's so cute!!
Posted on: Friday, March 16, 2007
Posted at: 12:07:00 pm
Posted at: 12:07:00 pm
finally, i don't have to go to school today. excluding the weekends, today is the only day i have no activity in school during this so called "holiday". unfortunately, i have to spend it finishing up all my homework which i've barely started.
the past two days have been packed with St John activities. we had our non-residential "camp". it was so tiring. my legs are still sore from The Amazing Race game on Wednesday. haha. nevertheless, i still found the "camp" quite enjoyable. i liked the Potted Games that we played yesterday. me and nadia were station masters for "In Search of The Ball". we had a blast making them all wet and soapy, and pouring flour on their heads. haha. of course, there were instances when we had to shout and scream at them. but i honestly feel that there has been some improvements in discipline level. did i mention that i had a great time being the PC of group 1 and 2. they are really fun. if it were a real camp, i could have had so much more fun with them. hehe. i still wish it had been a residential camp, with proper campfires and sleeping in the school.
this camp will be our last big project as NCOs. as relieved as i am, i guess i will kinda miss having fun with the cadets and bossing them around. haha. oh wells, life goes on. and this camp has left a great impression on me - both literally and metaphorically cuz my face, especially my nose, is slightly sunburned and my tan-lines have gotten worse. haha.
enough said. back to dreadful homeworks. ciao.
the past two days have been packed with St John activities. we had our non-residential "camp". it was so tiring. my legs are still sore from The Amazing Race game on Wednesday. haha. nevertheless, i still found the "camp" quite enjoyable. i liked the Potted Games that we played yesterday. me and nadia were station masters for "In Search of The Ball". we had a blast making them all wet and soapy, and pouring flour on their heads. haha. of course, there were instances when we had to shout and scream at them. but i honestly feel that there has been some improvements in discipline level. did i mention that i had a great time being the PC of group 1 and 2. they are really fun. if it were a real camp, i could have had so much more fun with them. hehe. i still wish it had been a residential camp, with proper campfires and sleeping in the school.
this camp will be our last big project as NCOs. as relieved as i am, i guess i will kinda miss having fun with the cadets and bossing them around. haha. oh wells, life goes on. and this camp has left a great impression on me - both literally and metaphorically cuz my face, especially my nose, is slightly sunburned and my tan-lines have gotten worse. haha.
enough said. back to dreadful homeworks. ciao.
Posted on: Monday, March 12, 2007
Posted at: 4:47:00 pm
Posted at: 4:47:00 pm
had dance today. damn tiring, i tell you. got blasted alot. i guess everyone is just so stressed since SYF is like less than a month away and we don't really have a decent dance yet. must stay positive. work hard. and strive for that Gold, which we want but have not gotten it - YET. haha.
he called me today. i was shocked. he asked me how i did for the competition. and i told him everything. i was happily chatting away about our success. and then, he said it. the words i've been dreading to hear. my heart literally skipped a beat. he told me he had found a new girl. without realising, he revealed that he had liked her for a long time. since we were together. fuck. my hopes of us ever being together again were crushed - just like that. though he has put me through a lot of pain, i can't deny that i miss him. i miss us. shucks. i've got to learn to move on. someone please show me how.
enough said. ciao.
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on,
It gets so hard to walk away...
I'm gonna remember you,
You're gonna remember me.
he called me today. i was shocked. he asked me how i did for the competition. and i told him everything. i was happily chatting away about our success. and then, he said it. the words i've been dreading to hear. my heart literally skipped a beat. he told me he had found a new girl. without realising, he revealed that he had liked her for a long time. since we were together. fuck. my hopes of us ever being together again were crushed - just like that. though he has put me through a lot of pain, i can't deny that i miss him. i miss us. shucks. i've got to learn to move on. someone please show me how.
enough said. ciao.
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on,
It gets so hard to walk away...
I'm gonna remember you,
You're gonna remember me.
Posted on: Sunday, March 11, 2007
Posted at: 12:24:00 am
Posted at: 12:24:00 am
today has been a busy day for me. in the morning, i had my piano theory exam. could only leave the exam hall in 40mins. and that's exactly what i did! hehe. i rushed through my paper and at exactly 10.40am, i left. surprisingly though, i managed to finish everything. hope i pass, at least. (:
after that, rushed to HQ for competition. was earlier than expected. after the usual formalities, we were sent to the waiting room to wait for our turns at the different stations. as soon as everything was settled, we started to EAT. hehe. we had to wait a LONG time for our first station which was First Aid (Short Case). overall, i think we did fine. except for the fact that i didnt know my casualty drowned, my ulcer bled in the middle of CPR, i was not so sure about the 12 rescue breathing for new CPR. other than that, i think we improved alot.
next was home nursing. again, we greatly improved from last year. we actually had extra time some more. heh. but we didn't do blood pressure. that was our biggest blunder. other than that, it was rather fine. last was footdrill. it was damn funny because we were all in the midst of eating when in like less that 5mins, we were called out. we even had to leave pieces of pringles on the chair. haha. i am proud of our footdrill. nadia's boots didn't fly off! hehe. though there were instances when the wind was too strong and our berets felt like flying off. but we definitely did better than last year. according to Rasyid, we got 43.5 out of a possible 50! (:
the results were great. we got a tie for champion with Riverside. but since they solely base the tie-breaker on the home nursing, we got runner-up. really happy we don't have to train again to go Nationals. and we improved from 4th to 2nd. yeah. though it's abit unfair because we beat Riverside in the other two components, footdrill and first aid. generally, we performed better. oh wells. i'm still happy though. and i'm happy and proud for the other teams. AA got champion (predictable one lah!), AC got second (very good!), NC got champion (highly unexpected!). congrats to all. and there WONT be a next time for me anymore! yea.
then, went Pizza Hut at JEC to eat and "celebrate". some things happened but that's another story.
enough said. ciao.
GO BP!!!
after that, rushed to HQ for competition. was earlier than expected. after the usual formalities, we were sent to the waiting room to wait for our turns at the different stations. as soon as everything was settled, we started to EAT. hehe. we had to wait a LONG time for our first station which was First Aid (Short Case). overall, i think we did fine. except for the fact that i didnt know my casualty drowned, my ulcer bled in the middle of CPR, i was not so sure about the 12 rescue breathing for new CPR. other than that, i think we improved alot.
next was home nursing. again, we greatly improved from last year. we actually had extra time some more. heh. but we didn't do blood pressure. that was our biggest blunder. other than that, it was rather fine. last was footdrill. it was damn funny because we were all in the midst of eating when in like less that 5mins, we were called out. we even had to leave pieces of pringles on the chair. haha. i am proud of our footdrill. nadia's boots didn't fly off! hehe. though there were instances when the wind was too strong and our berets felt like flying off. but we definitely did better than last year. according to Rasyid, we got 43.5 out of a possible 50! (:
the results were great. we got a tie for champion with Riverside. but since they solely base the tie-breaker on the home nursing, we got runner-up. really happy we don't have to train again to go Nationals. and we improved from 4th to 2nd. yeah. though it's abit unfair because we beat Riverside in the other two components, footdrill and first aid. generally, we performed better. oh wells. i'm still happy though. and i'm happy and proud for the other teams. AA got champion (predictable one lah!), AC got second (very good!), NC got champion (highly unexpected!). congrats to all. and there WONT be a next time for me anymore! yea.
then, went Pizza Hut at JEC to eat and "celebrate". some things happened but that's another story.
enough said. ciao.
GO BP!!!
Posted on: Saturday, March 03, 2007
Posted at: 9:23:00 pm
Posted at: 9:23:00 pm
the past week has been a living hell for me.
to my parents:
i'm so disappointed. you have been wanting the best out of me and i know that with one less subject, i can spend more time on my other subjects. you have know idea how i absolutely detest Physics. and just when i was so happy to have submitted that damn form and officially dropped Physics, you had to call my teacher behind my back to retrieve the form. do you have any idea how betrayed and hurt i was? do you know that i cried all night because of that? that is how much i hate Physics. so much that i'll sit through the lessons for your sake but i won't give a damn and i won't sit for any of the exams. it seems silly to be arguing just over me dropping a damn subject. but you just can't understand. you control my life as if i'm a puppet. i never had the rights to make my own decisions. you were the ones who had always made most of the important decisions for me. i'm no longer the little girl i used to be. i'm all grown up now and all i'm asking for is just a little freedom. it hurts to know that i have to take this fucking subject just to please you all. don't you give a damn to how i feel?
to him:
everything ended on Thursday night. i poured my heart out, saying how much you've disappointed and hurt me. but all you could say was "ok. fine. see you during the holidays". do you even bother about how i feel? do you care that your words and actions have hurt me? we were so close but we grew apart this year. what happened to us? you complained that i never made time for us but you were the one who stood me up and you were the one who lied and made up excuses to cancel our dates to hang out with your friends. i never knew you would lie to me. if only you would have been more truthful.. you have no idea how hard it was letting you go. i fucking love you but the pain you caused me is too much to bear. it's not fair for me to be the only one in this relationship who shows love with all of my brutally broken heart. maybe we were just never meant to be. but in my heart, i hope that we still are. maybe not now. maybe in the future. whatever it is, i hope that this will not affect our friendship of more than 10 years.
well, on the bright side, i'm now a staff sergeant. yay.
enough said. ciao.
i wasn't lying,
when i said "i miss you".
i wasn't joking,
when i told you how much i loved you.
i wasn't playing around,
when i gave my heart to you.
but i guess neither were you,
when you broke it into two.
7 more days till competition!
to my parents:
i'm so disappointed. you have been wanting the best out of me and i know that with one less subject, i can spend more time on my other subjects. you have know idea how i absolutely detest Physics. and just when i was so happy to have submitted that damn form and officially dropped Physics, you had to call my teacher behind my back to retrieve the form. do you have any idea how betrayed and hurt i was? do you know that i cried all night because of that? that is how much i hate Physics. so much that i'll sit through the lessons for your sake but i won't give a damn and i won't sit for any of the exams. it seems silly to be arguing just over me dropping a damn subject. but you just can't understand. you control my life as if i'm a puppet. i never had the rights to make my own decisions. you were the ones who had always made most of the important decisions for me. i'm no longer the little girl i used to be. i'm all grown up now and all i'm asking for is just a little freedom. it hurts to know that i have to take this fucking subject just to please you all. don't you give a damn to how i feel?
to him:
everything ended on Thursday night. i poured my heart out, saying how much you've disappointed and hurt me. but all you could say was "ok. fine. see you during the holidays". do you even bother about how i feel? do you care that your words and actions have hurt me? we were so close but we grew apart this year. what happened to us? you complained that i never made time for us but you were the one who stood me up and you were the one who lied and made up excuses to cancel our dates to hang out with your friends. i never knew you would lie to me. if only you would have been more truthful.. you have no idea how hard it was letting you go. i fucking love you but the pain you caused me is too much to bear. it's not fair for me to be the only one in this relationship who shows love with all of my brutally broken heart. maybe we were just never meant to be. but in my heart, i hope that we still are. maybe not now. maybe in the future. whatever it is, i hope that this will not affect our friendship of more than 10 years.
well, on the bright side, i'm now a staff sergeant. yay.
enough said. ciao.
i wasn't lying,
when i said "i miss you".
i wasn't joking,
when i told you how much i loved you.
i wasn't playing around,
when i gave my heart to you.
but i guess neither were you,
when you broke it into two.
7 more days till competition!