Posted on: Friday, October 30, 2009
Posted at: 12:25:00 am
Posted at: 12:25:00 am
savour these days and nights, for they will never come again.
that's what the quote of the day was for yesterday according to my daily calendar. like what the shit. why would i ever want to savour these torturous days? yes they better not come again but i would rather get it over and done with than to savour it. heh.
right. just 10 more days till the start of my alevels. (oh and 12 more days to the premiere of Iris on KBS World! can't wait tho i can't watch! haha random) mugging's not done yet. but i believe that i can get through this! (: don't give up lissya! and same goes to all you lot whose suffering too! (: we can do it! hwaiting! :D
oh and congrats to seungri oppa for getting accepted by Chung-Ang University! :D haha he (and SNSD's Yuri -blergh-) got accepted and will be attending classes in 2010 as freshmen. i should now be inspired by to work hard for alevels so that i can get into a good university just like him right? must follow in the footsteps of my darling :D
and right now, one of the songs that i'm listening to to get help me stay stress free is park bom's new solo song 'you and i'. it's really nice, makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. actually it makes me wish i was in love haha. and the mv below is really sad but sweet! enjoy~
You And I by Park BomNo matter what happensEven when the sky is falling downI'll promise youThat I'll never let you goOh~ Yeah~You, when I fall,You held me back up with an unfaltering gazeAnd you, through those sad timesHeld my hands till the end of the worldI might be a shabby person who has never done anything for youBut today, I am singing this song just for youTonight, within those two eyesAnd smile I can see the pains from protecting meYou and I together, it just feels so rightEven though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just youYou and I together, don't ever let go of my handsEven though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just youOur love has changed a bit by bit just like othersBut don't be sadHopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friendAnd someone you can lean ontoI promise you that I'll be right here babyI might be a shabby person who has never done anything for youBut today, I am singing this song just for youTonight, within those two eyesAnd smile I can see the pains from protecting meYou and I together, it just feels so rightEven though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just youYou and I together, don't ever let go of my handsEven though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just youI close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely againI no longer fear when your breath holds meNo one in the world can replace youYou're the only one and I'll be there for you babyYou and I together, it just feels so rightEven though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just youYou and I together, don't ever let go of my handsEven though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just youJust you and IForever and ever...
Posted on: Friday, October 23, 2009
Posted at: 12:26:00 am
Posted at: 12:26:00 am
it's nice to take a little break from mugging and go online once in awhile :D all that mugging is driving me insane. but shucks, i'm like hooked on this latest k-drama 'My Fair Lady' that's currently showing on KBS World. not a good timing tho i tell myself that it's my stress relief every wed and thu night heh
if you have not noticed, i changed my blog song and no, it's not another korean song. this time it's titled 'Go', a song off BLG's latest album (which i'm so loving). and the reason why i changed it to this is cos a good friend of mine introduced this song to motivate me and told me that this song could help me get through this horrible phase, whenever he can't be there for me. thanks friend. and so, it's now my motivational song to get through the A's. i listen to it whenever i feel stressed, whenever i think of my prelim results and feel like giving up, whenever i feel hopeless. and i hope that it can motivate you too, cos surely you feel just as stressed out as i am. this song reminds you to forget about sucky prelim results and just move on and work towards the A Levels. it will all end soon (:
Go by Boys Like Girls
Little change of the heart
Little light in the dark
Little hope that you just might find
Your way up out of here
'Cause you've been hiding for days
Wasted and wasting away
But I got a little hope today
You'll face your fears
Yeah, I know it's not easy
I know that it's hard
Follow the lights to the city
Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back; just go
Take a breath, move on
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on
Believe the tunnel can end
Believe your body can mend
Yeah, I know you can make it through
'Cause I believe in you
So let's go put up a fight
Let's go make everything all right
Go on and take a shot
Go give it all you got
Oh, yeah, I know it's not easy
I know that it's hard
No, it's not always pretty
Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back; just go
Take a breath, move on
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on
Don't wanna wake up to the telephone ring
Are you sitting down?
I need to tell you something
Enough is enough
You can stop waiting to breathe
And don't wait up for me
Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back; just go
Take a breath, move on
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back; just go
Take a breath, move on
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on
Don't spend your whole life holding on
Posted on: Saturday, October 17, 2009
Posted at: 1:02:00 am
Posted at: 1:02:00 am
it's been a long time since i last updated huh. oh well since i need to do something online, i might as well pop a few sentences here :D
well there's nothing really new. it hasn't been long since prelims ended, but i'm back to mugging mode already. with only three weeks away till the start of As, i really can't afford to waste much time. i really hope that i can get those distinctions though right now, they still seem so so far away ):
and oh today was our farewell assembly (or graduation ceremony) despite having had the week off for our study break already, which is not really a break cos i go to school almost everyday for consultations and whatnot. they're helpful and much needed but it takes out alot of time and energy from me just to travel to and from school. eh wait i'm digressing. right so farewell assembly. it was really nothing much. just the usual boring speeches and supposed-to-be touching videos. but they really could have provided us with proper chairs rather than us having to sit for two hours on the hard floor! and the worst thing was that it definitely did not end on a good note bcos of the cca/cip verification exercise thing. it was utter chaos. and i had a shock when my malay dance records were not reflected at all - the greatest irony being the fact that i actually appealed through malay dance -.- but oh wells, after all that running around and messiness, it's all kind of sorted out now. so thats one big headache solved :D though i really was hoping for a more memorable farewell assembly - one that didn't involve so much chaos. haha.
urgh i'm still stuck with writing my personal statement for my teaching internship application. though i don't think i'll get it with my horrible prelims results. but oh wells, i've got nothing to lose (:
ok i think that's more than a few sentences already. i need to go back to cracking my brain over that personal statement. i guess i'll be back with another update as soon as possible? which won't be very soon cos i'm trying to refrain from using the computer too often. the sacrifices i make for those seemingly out-of-reach distinctions :/
Posted on: Friday, October 02, 2009
Posted at: 9:46:00 pm
Posted at: 9:46:00 pm
first, i would like to thank all those who gave me encouragements with regards to my previous. they really mean a lot to me (: though i feel abit selfish cos i know that i'm not the only one who feels that way. but i just needed to vent it all out, i've been keeping it all within me and i just gad to let it out. i can't say i feel fine, i don't think i'll ever be (at least till after this ordeal is over) but i've decided to let bygones be bygones and move forward. i shall work my hardest and hopefully, it'll be more than enough. i must be optimistic and believe in myself right? A-GO-GO-GO LISSYA! :D and A-GO-GO-GO to everyone out there stressed out by exams and whatnot too! we can do it! :D
but i'm pissed off with something. the other day, i found out smth on fb. it hurts cos you didn't tell me yourself and i had to find out through some website. it really hurts. and all these while, i was deluding myself, thinking that you're busy and that's we've been out of touch lately. and all these while, i had my hopes up, thinking that we could at least be friends again. but i was so wrong. i don't know if you were using me but it sure feels that way. it's like you only need me when you're lonely. sometimes i wish i'm wrong and that it's all just in my head. cos deep down i still want to believe that you are the same friend i've had all those years back. i want to believe that you wouldn't hurt me this way. urgh EVERY TIME i get my hopes up, they just get crushed over and over again. i know i should move on. i know it's just pointless to be waiting for you anymore. i know i deserve someone much better than you. yet still why must every guy compare to you, the one who broke my heart?
ok and currently i'm really in love with this song - In The Club by 2NE1. it's really nice and right now i can relate to the lyrics - or at least i should.
In The Club by 2NE1[Minzy]
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh[CL]
I'm trying to erase your scent now
I'm trying to forget your touch now
Why did you have to be like that
I can't believe it, in the end you were that sort of guy[Minzy]
I'm trying to find my life now
I'm trying to meet my friends now
You obviously lied, and again, like a fool
I doubted that it was true[Dara]
Can you please take away all the promises you made?
Even the petty habits, even the small memories
I'll burning them all away
I'm putting you, who lives in me, to sleep
The image of me you knew up till now won't exist anymore
[Bom]In the club, tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, just like the way you were with that girl
I'll love easily
In the club, tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, please embrace my painful scars too
So that only for tonight, I'd be able to forget you[Minzy]
See your figure dancing inside the dazzling light
You place your hand on the hip of first girl you see
In the loud club, I shout out louder for you
You seem like you don't even hear a thing[CL]
Tonight, I'll also forget you for a while
I'll erase all the pictures of you and me on my desk
It's tiring, I want to escape from you but
Why do I keep remembering you? I'm not okay
[Dara]Can you please take away all the promises you made?
Even the petty habits, even the small memories
I'll burning them all away
I'm putting you, who lives in me, to sleep
The image of me you knew up till now won't exist anymore[Bom]
In the club, tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, just like the way you were with that girl
I'll love easily
In the club tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, please embrace my painful scars too
So that only for tonight, I'd be able to forget you
[Minzy]When this night completely ends
Seems like I'll be left alone in my room
Seems like I'll be crying like a fool[Bom]
I still see you in my dreams
Now I'll let you go
You shouldn't look for me again either
[Bom]In the club, tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, just like the way you were with that girl
I'll love easily
In the club, tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, please embrace my painful scars too
So that only for tonight, I'd be able to forget youIn the clubIn the clubIn the club