5 straight days of no school plus another 2 to come really feels like the holidays are already here. And I don't wanna go back to school 'cos that would just mean another trip down to hell - PW! I hate PW! I hate PW! I hate PW! And that is a serious understatement. And after months of no CCA, I actually feel kinda lazy to go for dance practices when it resumes. I'm such a lazy bum, aren't I? Haha.

Ok. My chores aren't quite done yet. But before I go, 

To all my muslim friends out there,

Kalau ada tersilap kata, terkasar bahasa, 

dan apapun salah-silap yang confirm ada, 

harap maafkan ya? (:

May you grow up to be more mature and less irritating!

Hahaha

I was introduced to this song: 'Goodbye' by Miley Cyrus. It's really nice and the lyrics, they really speak to me especially very very recently. Have you ever done something you wished you regretted doing? And that the one thing you would really like to do is to turn back time and undo your mistake? Well, that's exactly how I feel. More than a year has passed and I'm still regretting it. And well, you're not making me feel any better. I mean why after all this time do you choose right NOW to tell me that it was a mistake for you too? If you had told me sooner, maybe just maybe things would be different and in a good way. Even though we're in the same boat now, it just won't work. There's just so much that time can't erase. So much hurt. So much betrayal. So much pain. Too many tears shed. Don't get me wrong. I would do anything to go back to where we left. But the scars aren't going away. Not anytime soon. So please don't make things anymore complicated than they already are. Let's slowly patch things up. Maybe start from the very beginning. Besides, she still needs you.

Enough said. Since my days were filled with mugging, there's really nothing else to blog about. I'm serious. I can't think of anything else at all. Guess my brain's still fried up from Promos and whatnot. Haha. Oh, I forgot...

Well actually I'm not really in the best of moods these days. There's all these feelings in me and even my superman can't save me this time. Cos I know he's going through a rough patch right now and I don't want to place my burden on him. But it's really killing me from the inside. And it's not helping that promos are coming and I'm freaking stressed out about it. My heart can only take so much. Sometimes I feel like locking myself in the room, blast the music out loud, scream my lungs out and just bawl my eyes out. I really can't take it. And all I can do is to bottle it up. Bottle them all up and just smile and reassure myself that I'm ok. But I'm scared no I'm so terrified. And now my heart is so battered and bruised. And I'm trying to put back the pieces but it's just hurting so much more. Maybe it's true what they say - that a broken heart is like a broken mirror; it's better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself trying to fix it. I need to find the strength in me to get through this. I gotta have faith. Heart, please please don't fail me now. Courage, don't desert me 'cos I need you to get through this. 

But on the flipside, watching Camp Rock has brightened my mood. I think it's waayyy better than High School Musical. And the Jonas Brothers are awesome! Especially Joe Jonas who is damn damn haaawwwtttt! Need to buy soundtrack. Need to buy DVD. Haha. Plus, I'm happy that Roger Federer won the US Open! Yeah, go Federer!! (:

There isn't more for me to say simply 'cos I'm just too lazy. And if you're worried about me, don't be. I'll be fine. Really.