Posted on: Friday, March 31, 2006
Posted at: 2:31:00 pm
finally, the weekends are here. time for me to unwind and just relax a while. it has been a pretty hectic week. there was the student leaders' investiture yesterday. i think it went as planned - which is very good. i really enjoyed it, especially the part when we just sat there and listened to speeches. hehe. i thought that was the investiture is over, the cca council would die down for while or at least cool off. i guess i was wrong. now, we have to plan for band comp. haish. it's true what they say : great things come with great responsibilities. but it's all worth it. haha.

hmm.. i guess that's about it for now. i promise to update more if i have the time. till then, take care pple.

he's so cute and nice!!!

Posted on: Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Posted at: 10:11:00 pm
had training today. so damn tired. haven't finish homework. still have amath. amath sux. tomorrow have investiture rehearsal. rehearsal rocks. did i mention i'm tired? yup. i'm very tired... ((:

Posted on: Sunday, March 26, 2006
Posted at: 5:50:00 pm
have to make this a short one cuz i have a lot of homework to do. a lot of things happened this week. and a lot of things to look forward to this coming week. for instance, tomorrow is 3T1 hardballs' care and share. don't forget to support pple! :)) and the student leaders' investiture is this thursday. hehe. can't wait. ok, that's it for now. i'll try to update more when i have the time. till then, take care!

life goes on...

Posted on: Friday, March 17, 2006
Posted at: 5:45:00 pm
just came back from the UG camp. and i just woke up from my 4hr nap. hehe. i'm so tired but too bad, i have to start on my homework... haish. okay back to the camp...


Day 1
went to school at 7.30am. joined jia jie and the other sec 4s at the st john room. did all the last-minute preparations and so. then, checked into our bunks. ours was on the 4th floor, class 3T2. we were sleeping on the same level as the guides and npcc helpers as well. then alot of boring things, which i cant remember, happened. then, prepared for lunch. then, prepared for the activities. i helped out with nursing first. then, prepared for tea break. okay, basically you get the idea. we either prepare for meals or lessons. boring but quite tiring. and for the first time, i got to take my time for wash up. hehe. slept at 11+++ and woke up at 4.30am because i had food duty with jia jie at 5am. went to toilet alone. ish. it was scary...


Day 2
the highlight of today was mass field cooking and campfire. i like field cooking cause we didnt really have to cook. we just used boiled water. hehe. as for campfire, it was BORING. i practically slept through the whole thing. wanted to get high but in the end ... and the mood was definitely spoiled when a guy said a vulgar word over the mike. and was reprimanded by the GOH himself. tsk tsk. they seriously lack discipline especially the lower sec. washed up at 11+++ and slept at 12+++.


Day 3
woke up at 5.30am to help prepare breakfast. did public duty for the telematch. no offense, but it looked kinda boring. it took so long to get them settled but so little time to complete the match. then, had the debrief and awards ceremony. then, went home. home sweet home.


that's about it. i did get to know some of the other ccas when teaching the various watches. overall, the camp was not that bad for me. i got closer with the sec 4 squad and got to know their good and not so good sides too. but i definitely love my squad more. hehe. hmm. i better start doing my homewok now. have alot of amaths to do. haish. take care everyone.

Posted on: Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Posted at: 5:34:00 pm
i feel so jaded. and if i were to tell anyone about what's on my mind right now, i bet i will get the "i don't give a damn anyomore" look or maybe some nagging. haish. it's just that things are taking a turn once more. i just don't feel appreciated. i feel kinda neglected somehow.

on a happier note, the student leaders investiture rehearsal just now wasn't that bad. it was kinda cool actually. and there are so many cute guys in the cca council. haha. especially that guy. hehe. i get to sit next to him! whee~ haha. i'm going nuts.

and you know what, forget about what i said that camp will suck. it won't - at least i hope not. hopefully, during camp, i will make a final decision, once and for all. as nadia has said, i am fickle-minded. hehe. that's all. and to all going for camp tomorrow, enjoy your luxurious bed and delicious food while they last. muahahaha. *grins*

Posted on: Monday, March 13, 2006
Posted at: 6:34:00 pm
i just returned from malay dance practice. like wtf lah. haish. i'm just damn tired. had to go to school at 9.30am. went home at 12pm. and went back to school at 3.30pm. eergh! and i'm so not looking forward to camp. i hope i get sick on those days or better still, DIE! haha.

at least yesterday i had some fun at sentosa. it's the only day i can unwind and just chill. i have barely started my homework. hmm. i've only completed EW and lit and half of emaths. like go to hell with homework. i'm not sure what' s wrong with me today. i just filled pissed off with everything and everyone today. i feel like... eergh! maybe i'm just stressed. and you know what, i haf to start eating these pills cause i'm too stressed out and am very prone to ulcers. wtf.

well, that's it for today people. have a nice day... =)

Posted on: Saturday, March 11, 2006
Posted at: 8:53:00 pm
today, wnet all the way to beach road to buy mess tin, stove and solid fuel. what a waste of time. then, wnet bugis to eat. then, went back with rasyid. he's so self-obsessed! hehe. hmm. nothing much happened lately. life has been pretty boring except for the fact that he LIED to me. haish. and i thought i could trust him. nvm. it's nothing.


holidays are here. homework is piling. especially amaths! and i have to go to sch every BLOODY day of the week. EERGH! im not looking forward to camp at all, though i will be able to slack through it. haish. that's all for now. happy holidays pple. may u have more fun than me... ((:


the grass is always greener on the other side...

Posted on: Friday, March 10, 2006
Posted at: 10:31:00 pm
IGNORANCE is BLISS.

Posted on: Sunday, March 05, 2006
Posted at: 4:23:00 pm
i'm stuck. i'm caught in a dilemma. what should i do? my mind says i should just do it but my heart is holding me back. eergh. i'm so confused. sometimes, i feel like going back into the past and just change things. i hate this feeling. i feel guilty all the time. it sucks. everytime i make a decision, i change my mind. i'm having bad headaches these days. i really am lost. haish. i need help!!! :((