Posted on: Friday, August 31, 2007
Posted at: 8:47:00 pm
Happy Teachers' Day! i want to thank you guys but i don't think any of you will read this blog. so, forget it lah. hahaha.

celebration in school wasn't that fun. food delight as per normal. blabla. saw my ex-crush. haha. he's still cute. but i'm over him lah. haha.

after we were released, me and all the slps people rushed to head back to school. and for some reason, the bus was so damn late lah. luckily, we reached there by 1pm - just in time. saw a bunch of my ex-classmates. ahh. i missed them lah. was just so happy to see them. we went in the school and met with Mrs Suhaimi and Cikgu Ros. missed them too.

after reunion with the teachers, we went to Causeway for lunch. decided to eat at Seoul Garden. it was damn crowded. so, we had to wait a loooong time for our seats. but i think it was worth it, though not all stayed for the lunch. let me see, only me, Nurul, Hanif, Dong Hui, Cheah Ling, Wan Ting, Karen, Pao Xian, Esther, Brandon, Bao Rong, Rasyiqah, Zeenath, Ammar, Faris, Zhi An, Ghan Yean and Zubair stayed. yea. i got all their names. haha. had a fun time catching up and reliving all the 6I memories. i'll try upload the pictures later. hope that we'll have a proper gathering after olevels or else i'd miss them all too much lah. haha. but it's quite sad to think that my current class will never be this united 'cause i personally feel we are quite segregated. hmm. but i do think that 6I might still be united even after secondary school. i hope...

tomorrow marks the start of the one week holidays. i know i should be studying again. but i feel that i wanna slack off first - at least for the first few days lah. haha.

enough said. till next time, ciao! (:

i think i've made up my mind
i think i'm gonna take the risk

Posted on: Thursday, August 30, 2007
Posted at: 5:09:00 pm
Prelims are officially OVER. finally, i can take a breather - at least for a while. and i know i screwed up so many papers. so, i will NOT talk about it anymore. what's done is done. so, that's one more hurdle down, one last, big one to go. looking forward to 13 Nov. (:

looking forward to tomorrow. teachers' day! actually, i'm not so thrilled about the day itself. it's just that i can't wait to go back to slps and see all my ex-classmates. i miss them like hell. and this is most probably gonna be the last time i'm returning to slps for teachers' day. considering that next year will be time to return to bpghs. it's still so hard to believe that i'm graduating already. argh. time passes by too fast...

and i've been thinking. thinking if i should make a move. or should i let it be. is it worth the risk? part of me wishes there could be more but part of me is too afraid to find out. the reasons why i shouldn't do anything is so painfully obvious. argh. i don't know what i should do. everytime i try to turn for help, no one ever takes me that seriously. and i don't think this is just a phase.

in the words of Eminem (wow. i'm actually quoting from him. haha), "If you had one shot, or one opportunity to seize everything you ever wanted - one moment, would you capture it or just let it slip?" and that's it. i only have ONE SHOT.

on a lighter note, i just bought the new Yellowcard CD - finally. and i'm so totally in love with it. i highly recommend you to buy it. i'd give it 4 and 1/2 stars. it's really that good. definitely worth the buy.

next week will be the one week break that i really need. i want to go SHOPPING. i think i'm suffering withdrawal symptoms for not being able to shop for nearly a MONTH. hahaha. i need to search for new clothes, particularly for Hari Raya and Prom Night. and i really hope they don't delay our ROD any longer. it's like going to be September already lah.

enough said. ciao.

Posted on: Monday, August 20, 2007
Posted at: 5:57:00 pm
no paper today.
so, no school.
other than mugging, i did nothing else.
zzz...

and the song playing now is so stuck in my head
it's nice
but i can't get it out of my head
since sat night!
thanks to ash.

maybe i'll delete this post later
it's too much excitement for anyone to handle. >.<
sense the sarcasm people...

well, off i go
to mug some more
till next time
ciao!

Posted on: Friday, August 17, 2007
Posted at: 5:35:00 pm
prelims have started. and i'm screwing up every paper so far. ahh. english paper 1 was a disaster. i never once expected a magazine article to come out. tak tau format pulak tu. haish. then, next day was chem. i thought i did ok until people started to discuss answers and i realised that my answers were ALL WRONG. damn. and today was bio prac. and i know i screwed it up big time. even with nadia's helpful hints (hehe), i still managed to screw it up. nice one lissya.. tmr is hml and i hope i don't screw this up too..

well, other than screwing up my papers and mugging, my life is pretty much mundane. i'm sooo bored. i can't wait for 30 August - last day for prelims. and to think there's still another round of exams in oct/nov. urg.

enough said. must get back to mugging. how fun! till next time, ciao!



still head over heels with HIM!!

Posted on: Monday, August 13, 2007
Posted at: 7:17:00 pm
It's frustrating to love someone,
and not have that someone return your feelings.
But it's more frustrating to love someone,
and not have the courage to even tell your feelings..



damn. that's exactly how i feel now.
and it's not fading, it's not going away.. help!

Posted on: Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Posted at: 6:05:00 pm
today is the eve of national day. like, duh. i guess i had fun today, in school. the bazaar wasn't that bad. i did enjoy myself. last ndp celebration in bp. sobs. gonna miss my dear school and everything about it. and yet, i cant wait for olevels to be over. 13 Nov, waiting for it...

ooh. i saw him many times today. maybe that's why i'm extra happy today. hehe. he's so adorable lah. aah, shouldnt be thinking about guys now. should be studying. haha. but there's a question that's been tingling in my mind: should i let it be or do something about it? hmm. shall think over it after prelims. hehe. dont want this to affect my studies. (:

prelims are starting next week and i can't wait for it to be over. yet, im no where near finishing my revision. but lucky me, i don't have to go to school till next wed. haha. there's still time!

enough said. wishing everyone an advanced national day. and all the best for the prelims. till next time, ciao!


infatuated

Posted on: Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Posted at: 6:18:00 pm
hey, it's already august and prelims are just around the corner. my life's been pretty much mundane. been busy mugging for prelims, though, i've not really gotten far yet. hmm.

oh, and i'm confused about where to go after o levels and what to do.
i thought i had everything planned out.
guess i was wrong.

i think i'm losing a friend but i don't understand why.
i really need him now but he's slipping from my grasp.
it's making me lose focus.
and it hurts.

and this may sound silly, but i think i might have developed feelings for a certain someone.
actually, i'm not even sure if its a crush or what.
but it feels so, so wrong.
maybe it's the stress of prelims and whatnot. >.<

and since prelims are so damn near, i don't think i'll be updating much. i might still do so once in a blue moon. so, in the meantime, wish me all the best for the exams!

enough said. ciao.


I WISH I COULD SLOW DOWN TIME