Posted on: Saturday, December 31, 2005
Posted at: 8:36:00 pm
2005 is coming to an end very soon. it has been a really great year full of ups and downs. but i hope 2006 would be even greater. HAPPY NEW YEAR! cant wait to get back to school. :)

Posted on: Thursday, December 29, 2005
Posted at: 11:52:00 am
havnt been updating my blog. sorry for that. been busy mugging for the emaths and amaths tests. done the emaths test. got full marks! havnt done the amaths though. have yet to start on coordinate geometry. amaths isint that bad. quite managable. (im not bragging okay).

really not much to type about. life has been pretty dull these past few days. and im so damn confused about a lot of things. eergh! so stressed out! well, 2005 is coming to an end and hopefully, 2006 brings new hope for me. by the way, 2006 is a leap second year. that means that there is an extra second. hmm, wonder what i'll do in that extra second. hehe. ;)

gtg now. need to continue mugging for amaths. haish.

Posted on: Friday, December 23, 2005
Posted at: 6:20:00 pm
today had comp training from 9am to 12pm. supposed to be concentrating on first aid and home nursing but we ended up doing more footdrill instead. haha. but we did manage to practise our cpr and do a case study - sort of. saw our future sec 1s today. gosh. they're so small. hehe. i only saw 2 si ling pri students. so disappointing. really expected more of them to come to bp. haiz. but i heard si ling's standard dropped greatly. like i give a damn. hehe.

wokay. after that, headed home. on the way home, so a lot of malay guys on the bus. duh! it's friday. stupid me. hehe. when i was walking back to my block, i passed him, my ex. he's so damn sombong. what did i do to him. he was the one who dumped me. haish. nvm. let bygones be by gones. i also met 'big buffalo'. hehe. he's much friendlier. hmm. i just noticed that i have been dating my neighbours. how interesting. hmm...

oh yar, i forgot to mention that i saw desmond from tango at bpghs! i guess his younger bro/sis is in bpghs. i will always remember him as the guy who brought the apple to the bunk/the tulip guy/the guy who cried during lunch/qian cheng's buddy. haha.

well, thats it for today. gtg now. bubbye.

Posted on: Thursday, December 22, 2005
Posted at: 6:02:00 pm
A dozen red roses plus one

had nothing much to post about. so, decided to put this poem instead. unfortunately, its not written by me. but its just so sweet that i cant resist. enjoy :))

I love your gentle hand on mine,
The softness of your skin.
I love the way you make me laugh,
The way you smell like spring.
I love the way you do your hair,
So I might love you more,
Although your hair could be a mess,
And I'd love you just as sure.
I love the way you look at me,
When you think I won't notice.
If we are actors in a play,
I thank the one who wrote us.
I love the way you speak to me,
As though I understand.
I love the way you're such a boy,
And yet, you're such a man.
I love the way you're just yourself,
The way your head's on straight.
I love the way you smile at me,
The way you're never late.
Of all the things I love you for,
There's one that's beat by none.
I love the way you seem to think,
That you're the lucky one.

*i love my baby :))*

Posted on: Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Posted at: 12:31:00 pm
im baaack! hehe. had loads of fun during my short stay at malaysia.

sunday (18 Dec)
checked at Sunway Lagoon hotel and resort at bout 4pm. had a swim at the pool there. blah blah. nothing much happened today.

monday (19 Dec)
went to sunway lagoon today. whee! went with my cousins from kl. had loads of fun. we went to the dry themepark but we got soaked in the end. hehe. since we didnt bring extra clothes, we had to walk back to the hotel through the mall in drenched clothes. haha. everyone was like staring at us.

tuesday (20 Dec)
checked out from the hotel today. then, went to do a bit of shopping at sunway pyramid. after that, we visited my cousins at their house in putrajaya. then, went to melaka to visit my grand-uncle (is there such word?) who is in hospital. then, we made our way back home. stopped at Pagoh to eat and guess who i saw. haha. i met Fauzie Laily. out of all places, i met him at malaysia. he was with his friends and relatives. on the way back to Singapore, i guess. every time i meet him by coincidence, its always at unthinkable places. for instance, the cemetery just recently. haha. we reached home bout 11pm.

i was and am still tired but i seriously enjoyed myself though it was a short trip. :))

Posted on: Saturday, December 17, 2005
Posted at: 7:32:00 pm
today marked the last day of our advance NCO course. woke up at 5am and met the rest at wdlands mrt by 6.50am. we reached there early just to find out the gate was locked. pathetic! okay. then, had the theory exam . it was easier than expected. however, the last page was like anyhow do one. its about ranks.

then, had moi. was okay, i guess. hoped i passed. we finished everything much earlier and then had to do footdrill. dont know why but my footdrill kinda sucked today. haha. then it started pouring like mad and we were kinda locked indoors. just now locked out then locked in. hehe. btw, the nominated best cadets are nigel *shocked*, qian cheng (nus high) and jasmine (fajar). i not nominated again. heng ah!

after that, went eat with my family at vista point. then, go causeway to buy my new schoolbag. after much persuasion, i got my mum to buy for me a $79.90 bilabong bag. hehe. saw eileen ma'am and ivan sir at causeway too. they look so sweet. aww.

going to kl tomorrow to visit my aunt. wont be back till tuesday. very short one. hmm. well, that's it for now. i try to update during my holiday. if not, see u guys later. :)

Posted on: Thursday, December 15, 2005
Posted at: 9:08:00 pm
im so damn tired. i havnt finish my 2 page report and am yet to start studying for exam. both are due this sat. im so lazy. haish.

well, today had a meeting for the mass dance for sec 1 2006. went there at 10am and did nothing for an hr until someone told us we could go back. wtf. nvm, then had a mini comp training with nadia, shirin and nina. not forgetting sufyan representing the ac team. oh ya, he wore his long pants. haha. he still looked short. we did footdrill with rasyid and did the whole sequence frm top to bottom. im getting the hang of being the commander. *grins* but i still dun wanna be it.

hmm. gtg now cuz i wan to try to start my report. hehe. as if. :))

Posted on: Monday, December 12, 2005
Posted at: 9:16:00 pm
just came back from advance course! so damn tired. went home, took a shower and slept for 5 hours and i'm still sleepy. the camp was not as tough as basic. actually, its kinda slack for a training camp. quite fun really. i love my PC and APC, eileen and wei lin mdm. they are really nice! honestly, i'm gonna miss having camps with my sjab mates for zone 6. last camp together. haish. will miss all the bread that we ate and the laughs we had together. haha. actually, i noticed something interesting during the course. those who got nominated for best cadet for basic including me really slack during this course. even the best cadet himself. guess we all cant be bothered anymore.

will miss the officers and my platoon mates. they all so cute. hehe. especially the nus high guy. he's so... erm.. interesting. my topic for MOI first aid is heat stroke. quite easy actually. but really lazy to study and everything. somemore, we got to do a 2 page report on the camp. very malas seh. well, that's it for now. bubbye! :)

Posted on: Thursday, December 08, 2005
Posted at: 3:20:00 pm
im trying to enjoy every single moment today. tomorrow is advance course! im so not looking forward to it. kinda scared actually. right now, all my muscles are aching. i guess it was because of yesterday's training. so long never exercise what! hehe. at least im physically prepared for camp.

im gonna miss a lot of things during camp. like my bed, my tv, my handphone. haish. but most importantly, i will miss him a lot. spent our last moments yesterday before my camp. haish. will miss him a lot. :/

that's about it. wont be updating my blog till after i return from camp. DUH! till then, toodles! :))

Posted on: Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Posted at: 2:52:00 pm
was banned from using the computer these past few days. dont ask. went to school today for a stupid dental appointment. then, ate at kfc with nina and huda. then, went home to change. then, went out again with him. he was just so sweet. love him loads. :)

well, i have to go now. i havnt polish my boots and whatever. so lazy. and camp's really drawing nearer. haish.

Posted on: Thursday, December 01, 2005
Posted at: 4:41:00 pm
i have nothing to post really but i was looking through my stuff and found the poem below. it's not written by me though. can't remember the poet's name. enjoy! :))

First Kiss

She fell in love with a boy quite young.
Her heart he held tight.
His quiet words could comfort her fears,
help her forget her years of tears.

She loved him with a passion,
so deep not even the ocean could compare.
And his love for her was equal,
Square.

Though one night this "life" became too much,
with images of death,
he did not think,
was in a rush.

He must have been blinded by his sadness..
For that was the only way he could miss...
miss the fact that her love was stilll there,
Burning bright like a fire.
But soon his descision was down to the wire.

In sadness she heard the next day,
that with us her one love did not stay.
Oh how much she cried,
mourning the loss.

One life gone,
a beautiful love lost.

She sits now sad,
Alone.
Her love gone to a better place,
somewhere...
Unknown.

He took his life
and others tried to take theirs,
but alone she sits,
and stares.

Though what she sees
is what she will miss,
Everything they never got to have...

Their First Kiss.