Posted on: Friday, February 29, 2008
Posted at: 6:17:00 pm
Posted at: 6:17:00 pm
sorry for the lack of updates because well, there really isn't much to update about. let me see...
malay dance practices have been damn slack these days. and i'm so damn happy that i don't have to dance contemp for aristal! haha. i really can't do contemp lah. so far, i'm only dancing the traditional dance :D
currently, me and my classmates have been obsessed with boybands and bubblegum pop songs all over again. i don't know how the hell it happened. but it did. haha. we sound like some super outdated bunch of people. and currently, our fave song (with actions) is byebyebye by nsync. we sing it anytime and anywhere. it should be our trademark. haha. i think we should form our own bubblegum pop band or something. we can 'sing' and 'dance'. LOL.
& lately, i've been thinking. maybe it's just time for me to let go of you. i shouldn't hang on much longer. 'cause i know what i'm trying to hang on to just isn't real anymore. they're just memories. and it's so fucking hard to be strong. it's so hard to live everyday telling myself that it's ok. 'cause it's not. it really isn't. i do regret. i regret letting you go before. now, i can't have you back. and all i want is for you to tell me that it really is going to be fine and that you'll always be here for me - at least as a friend. is that too much to ask?
enough said. now, i feel to depressed to carry on. hehs.
malay dance practices have been damn slack these days. and i'm so damn happy that i don't have to dance contemp for aristal! haha. i really can't do contemp lah. so far, i'm only dancing the traditional dance :D
currently, me and my classmates have been obsessed with boybands and bubblegum pop songs all over again. i don't know how the hell it happened. but it did. haha. we sound like some super outdated bunch of people. and currently, our fave song (with actions) is byebyebye by nsync. we sing it anytime and anywhere. it should be our trademark. haha. i think we should form our own bubblegum pop band or something. we can 'sing' and 'dance'. LOL.
& lately, i've been thinking. maybe it's just time for me to let go of you. i shouldn't hang on much longer. 'cause i know what i'm trying to hang on to just isn't real anymore. they're just memories. and it's so fucking hard to be strong. it's so hard to live everyday telling myself that it's ok. 'cause it's not. it really isn't. i do regret. i regret letting you go before. now, i can't have you back. and all i want is for you to tell me that it really is going to be fine and that you'll always be here for me - at least as a friend. is that too much to ask?
enough said. now, i feel to depressed to carry on. hehs.
the worst thing i could do
is to cry in front of you.
Posted on: Friday, February 22, 2008
Posted at: 6:35:00 pm
Posted at: 6:35:00 pm
today was the road run at njc. simply put, it was hot and tiring. and i didn't see my eyecandy. haha. so, i shan't elaborate more about it.
yesterday was a much more eventful day. i went to acjc in the morning and met huifang and jiawei. huifang told me that one of her friends who appealed thru chinese dance has already receieved a phonecall the night before, saying that her appeal was successful. & of course, i was damn scared and nervous 'cause i havn't received any call. my chances seemed to be diminishing by the moment. in my heart, i was preparing myself for the worst and i told myself that i just have to make my stay in acjc as memorable as i can. i'm already so miserable, i shouldn't make it any worse.
so, attended orientation. watched a super long video. then, there was the walk in which honestly, wasn't fantastic at all (to put it nicely). then, we were split into our clans and ogs. we were having icebreaking sessions when i got a call from my malay dance tic. she told me that , my appeal was successful. i was dumbfounded. i was already preparing myself for the worst. of course, i was ecstatic and overjoyed.
i received the call at 9.15am. after some admin work to leave acjc early, it was already 9.30am. and i had to reach nj by 10am. like wtf right? but i was just too happy to even care. called my dad to be my taxi for the day. haha. and so, i made it in time. but they made me wait for 2 freaking hours for my turn to get the transfer form! then, had to go back to acjc to acknowledge the form and then, return to njc by 4pm. after all that rushing back and forth, my paperwork was finally done. and i'm officially an njc student again. :D words cannot express how happy i am. and i really really thank miss cheng and mrs marian tan, my malay dance tics, for helping me thru my appeal!! a million thanks from the bottom of my heart.
but the sad part was that none of my other classmates who appealed got thru. and it really breaks my heart 'cause i'm back and u guys are not. but i really do hope we will always keep in touch. 'cause i really love you guys, even those who got into better jcs. so, to samantha, marian, xiaoxi, hocksing, elson, pinxuan, navin, fanghui, huifang, lishuo and nicholas, I'LL MISS U GUYS. and to yitong, yihfang, lizhu, raja, jiaqiang, jiaomei, wantian, zhixin, chuanmin and yanhui, it will be great to be able to see you guys again in njc. but like what i said earlier on, we will always be the original 08AOI! :D
back to yesteday. went for the 2nd orientation's dance party. and it totally sucked. tried to be high but the atmosphere didn't allow. firstly, there were too little people in the hall and most of them weren't really dancing. secondly, most of the A01s weren't there, which was quite disappointing. and those who were there were really emotional. and i understand how you guys feel. i can't bear to see you guys leave. on the plus side, i got my last dance with my mass dance partner - elson! haha. and yah, i saw ttc when i walked into nj yesterday. he was the first person i saw. and ttc actually said hi to me! haha. i thought he won't recognise me but he did. at least now he knows i'm alive. LOL. (:
now that i'm back in nj, i must work hard in both my studies and also malay dance. i will not disappoint anyone! ((:
yesterday was a much more eventful day. i went to acjc in the morning and met huifang and jiawei. huifang told me that one of her friends who appealed thru chinese dance has already receieved a phonecall the night before, saying that her appeal was successful. & of course, i was damn scared and nervous 'cause i havn't received any call. my chances seemed to be diminishing by the moment. in my heart, i was preparing myself for the worst and i told myself that i just have to make my stay in acjc as memorable as i can. i'm already so miserable, i shouldn't make it any worse.
so, attended orientation. watched a super long video. then, there was the walk in which honestly, wasn't fantastic at all (to put it nicely). then, we were split into our clans and ogs. we were having icebreaking sessions when i got a call from my malay dance tic. she told me that , my appeal was successful. i was dumbfounded. i was already preparing myself for the worst. of course, i was ecstatic and overjoyed.
i received the call at 9.15am. after some admin work to leave acjc early, it was already 9.30am. and i had to reach nj by 10am. like wtf right? but i was just too happy to even care. called my dad to be my taxi for the day. haha. and so, i made it in time. but they made me wait for 2 freaking hours for my turn to get the transfer form! then, had to go back to acjc to acknowledge the form and then, return to njc by 4pm. after all that rushing back and forth, my paperwork was finally done. and i'm officially an njc student again. :D words cannot express how happy i am. and i really really thank miss cheng and mrs marian tan, my malay dance tics, for helping me thru my appeal!! a million thanks from the bottom of my heart.
but the sad part was that none of my other classmates who appealed got thru. and it really breaks my heart 'cause i'm back and u guys are not. but i really do hope we will always keep in touch. 'cause i really love you guys, even those who got into better jcs. so, to samantha, marian, xiaoxi, hocksing, elson, pinxuan, navin, fanghui, huifang, lishuo and nicholas, I'LL MISS U GUYS. and to yitong, yihfang, lizhu, raja, jiaqiang, jiaomei, wantian, zhixin, chuanmin and yanhui, it will be great to be able to see you guys again in njc. but like what i said earlier on, we will always be the original 08AOI! :D
back to yesteday. went for the 2nd orientation's dance party. and it totally sucked. tried to be high but the atmosphere didn't allow. firstly, there were too little people in the hall and most of them weren't really dancing. secondly, most of the A01s weren't there, which was quite disappointing. and those who were there were really emotional. and i understand how you guys feel. i can't bear to see you guys leave. on the plus side, i got my last dance with my mass dance partner - elson! haha. and yah, i saw ttc when i walked into nj yesterday. he was the first person i saw. and ttc actually said hi to me! haha. i thought he won't recognise me but he did. at least now he knows i'm alive. LOL. (:
now that i'm back in nj, i must work hard in both my studies and also malay dance. i will not disappoint anyone! ((:
Looking at you, holding my breath,
For once in my life, i'm scared to death.
Posted on: Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Posted at: 10:03:00 pm
Posted at: 10:03:00 pm
& so posting results are out today. i got mine at around 6.15am thru sms. i was eating breakfast when i got the msg. & i so did not want to believe what the msg said at first. i kept checking and rechecking. only 5 mins later did the reality of it all sunk in. i wasn't going to stay in njc. i'm going to acjc. & i did the only thing logical. i cried. i cried from 6.20am all the way till morning assembly at 7.30am. i was tired. but i couldn't stop crying. i couldn't hide my disappointment.
& so i'm appealing to stay in nj. i'm appealing thru malay dance. i did all that i could. & so i'm just praying and hoping and wishing that i get this one last chance to stay. i really really do. 'cuz i'm going to miss my classmates though less than 10 are staying in nj. i'm going to miss malay dance. i'm going to miss ttc! which btw, was introduced to me (and several other classmates) by raja today. *melts* he seems nice and friendly. and definitely HOT!! tnx raja!! but should have introduced earlier. haha.
maybe this is retribution. sometimes your wishes do come true. and it's true that you have to be careful of what you wish for. 'cuz sometime last year, i was wishing that i won't get in nj. i so regret that thought. cuz i fucking want to stay in nj ok. i don't want to go acjc tmr. but what choice do i have? haish. i feel so depressed. and so emotionally drained.
the only silver lining is that i don't have to go for road run this friday. LOL. but seriously, i don't mind running 3.1km than go acjc. but don't fret, i'll be back this thursday to crash dance party!! and hopefully, also be back after my three day vacation in acjc! *fingers crossed* so people, do pray hard for me ok? i need all the well wishes, luck and prayers i can get. :D
WAIT FOR ME NJC! I'LL BE BACK!! :DD
& so i'm appealing to stay in nj. i'm appealing thru malay dance. i did all that i could. & so i'm just praying and hoping and wishing that i get this one last chance to stay. i really really do. 'cuz i'm going to miss my classmates though less than 10 are staying in nj. i'm going to miss malay dance. i'm going to miss ttc! which btw, was introduced to me (and several other classmates) by raja today. *melts* he seems nice and friendly. and definitely HOT!! tnx raja!! but should have introduced earlier. haha.
maybe this is retribution. sometimes your wishes do come true. and it's true that you have to be careful of what you wish for. 'cuz sometime last year, i was wishing that i won't get in nj. i so regret that thought. cuz i fucking want to stay in nj ok. i don't want to go acjc tmr. but what choice do i have? haish. i feel so depressed. and so emotionally drained.
the only silver lining is that i don't have to go for road run this friday. LOL. but seriously, i don't mind running 3.1km than go acjc. but don't fret, i'll be back this thursday to crash dance party!! and hopefully, also be back after my three day vacation in acjc! *fingers crossed* so people, do pray hard for me ok? i need all the well wishes, luck and prayers i can get. :D
WAIT FOR ME NJC! I'LL BE BACK!! :DD
& i know it's a wonderful world
but i can't see it right now
well, i thought i was doing well
but i just wanna cry now.
Posted on: Monday, February 18, 2008
Posted at: 8:35:00 pm
Posted at: 8:35:00 pm
first of all, MY HAIR SUCKS. the fringe is too short lah.
anyway, tmr is jae posting results as we all know. though the real feeling of anxiety hasnt really sunk in yet, i still feel nervous. i really really hope i can stay in njc. i dont want to go to acjc. some pple might say that i may go through the same dilemma i was in the last time. you see, i really didn't want to go to nj. i seriously hated it but after i while, i came to enjoy my stay in nj. i may not love it yet but yeah, i definitely will miss it if i can't stay...
what i will miss most if i don't get to stay is definitely my classmates. pae is damn cruel i tell you. it bonds a group of pple together just to break us up. screw pae. i love my classmates, each with their own unique character. its this uniqueness that makes us so united i guess and so whacky. haha. and though im very aware that even if i do stay in nj, there will be very few of us left in A01. but it's fine cuz most of them will be staying in nj (i hope!) and seeing them around school is just as good. but no matter what, we will always be the original 08A01! ahh i love you all sooo much!! :D
another thing i'll miss will be malay dance. i've been in malay dance since like pri 2 and i don't want to stop now. i get high everytime im dancing. it's like im on drugs. it numbs my pain (as in all the muscle aches. haha) and i feel liberated. there's no malay dance in acjc. and that simply sucks lah. dance is my passion. i'd rather die without it.
and of course, i'll miss ttc! haha. to come to think of it, i havent seen him since fri. that's been like 4 freaking days lah. i feel so deprived. LOL. must see him tmr just in case i don't get the chance to see him again!
if i don't get into nj tmr, i swear i will cry. but then i will defintely appeal. if i still can't get in after it all, then someone just kill me please. i'm not a big fan of changes. so, just let me stay k?
(lizhu told me not to put "enough said". so, i shall try not to. haha.)
anyway, tmr is jae posting results as we all know. though the real feeling of anxiety hasnt really sunk in yet, i still feel nervous. i really really hope i can stay in njc. i dont want to go to acjc. some pple might say that i may go through the same dilemma i was in the last time. you see, i really didn't want to go to nj. i seriously hated it but after i while, i came to enjoy my stay in nj. i may not love it yet but yeah, i definitely will miss it if i can't stay...
what i will miss most if i don't get to stay is definitely my classmates. pae is damn cruel i tell you. it bonds a group of pple together just to break us up. screw pae. i love my classmates, each with their own unique character. its this uniqueness that makes us so united i guess and so whacky. haha. and though im very aware that even if i do stay in nj, there will be very few of us left in A01. but it's fine cuz most of them will be staying in nj (i hope!) and seeing them around school is just as good. but no matter what, we will always be the original 08A01! ahh i love you all sooo much!! :D
another thing i'll miss will be malay dance. i've been in malay dance since like pri 2 and i don't want to stop now. i get high everytime im dancing. it's like im on drugs. it numbs my pain (as in all the muscle aches. haha) and i feel liberated. there's no malay dance in acjc. and that simply sucks lah. dance is my passion. i'd rather die without it.
and of course, i'll miss ttc! haha. to come to think of it, i havent seen him since fri. that's been like 4 freaking days lah. i feel so deprived. LOL. must see him tmr just in case i don't get the chance to see him again!
if i don't get into nj tmr, i swear i will cry. but then i will defintely appeal. if i still can't get in after it all, then someone just kill me please. i'm not a big fan of changes. so, just let me stay k?
(lizhu told me not to put "enough said". so, i shall try not to. haha.)
ain't it funny how you think you're gonna be ok
till you remember things will never ever be the same again
Posted on: Friday, February 15, 2008
Posted at: 8:28:00 pm
Posted at: 8:28:00 pm
sorry for the lack of updates. honestly, i can't find the time nor anything interesting to blog about. i've been so phyisically and mentally drained. and at most, i only get 4h of sleep every night. and what worries me is that it's only february. how the hell am i going to make it through the whole year?!
anyway, the highlight of this week was definitely yesterday which was Valentine's Day. although i celebrated it as a lonely single, it was nice. haha. cuz i at least got a rose and alot of chocolates and candy :D and now, i think almost the whole class knows abt my likeness for ttc. even raja, who offered to help me give something to him for vdae. haha. tnx but no tnx. for now, it's alright just the way it is and to admire him just for his looks. maybe when i'm more ready, i'll try and get to know him. i dont want to get my hopes up so soon. cuz i may not even be able to stay in nj lah. ):
i seriously have nothing else to say. oh, maybe that i now officially hate that certain someone. he just pisses me off lah.
enough said.
anyway, the highlight of this week was definitely yesterday which was Valentine's Day. although i celebrated it as a lonely single, it was nice. haha. cuz i at least got a rose and alot of chocolates and candy :D and now, i think almost the whole class knows abt my likeness for ttc. even raja, who offered to help me give something to him for vdae. haha. tnx but no tnx. for now, it's alright just the way it is and to admire him just for his looks. maybe when i'm more ready, i'll try and get to know him. i dont want to get my hopes up so soon. cuz i may not even be able to stay in nj lah. ):
i seriously have nothing else to say. oh, maybe that i now officially hate that certain someone. he just pisses me off lah.
enough said.
My knight in shining armour turned out to be
a loser in aluminium foil.
Posted on: Sunday, February 10, 2008
Posted at: 2:43:00 pm
Posted at: 2:43:00 pm
After Death
You took my hands one night
And promised, "Till death do us part"
You held me in a warm embrace
I believed you with all my heart
But still you walked away that day
Oh, how foolish was I
You broke my heart into pieces
And left me with just a lie
Do you know how much my heart ached?
I shed a million tears just for you
Though I know you may never come back
The promises I made still hold true
Babe, should the world walk out on you
You know I'll be the only one left
Here I stand, with my heart in my hands
I will love you even after death.
-Written By: Lissya ♥
You took my hands one night
And promised, "Till death do us part"
You held me in a warm embrace
I believed you with all my heart
But still you walked away that day
Oh, how foolish was I
You broke my heart into pieces
And left me with just a lie
Do you know how much my heart ached?
I shed a million tears just for you
Though I know you may never come back
The promises I made still hold true
Babe, should the world walk out on you
You know I'll be the only one left
Here I stand, with my heart in my hands
I will love you even after death.
-Written By: Lissya ♥
Posted on: Friday, February 08, 2008
Posted at: 6:15:00 pm
Posted at: 6:15:00 pm
hey all. today is the second day of cny holiday and i'm so lovin it. haha.
yesterday, went for a bbq at east coast park with my dad's friend and family. and yep, he was there. and i cant emphasise this enough - he looks damn good lah. haish. anyway, the outing was relaxing more than anything cuz we didn do much. we just lazed around, enjoying the wind, eating the bbq-ed food, listening to music, played uno while the 'men' played chess. haha but nonetheless, had fun. and the scenery is great (if you know what i mean. haha.)
spent the whole of today indoors. cuz most shops are still closed. but all's good cuz im having fun doing nothing at all :D
enough said.
here are a few pictures of yesterday's bbq. there's not much since no one was in a camwhoring mood. ):
yesterday, went for a bbq at east coast park with my dad's friend and family. and yep, he was there. and i cant emphasise this enough - he looks damn good lah. haish. anyway, the outing was relaxing more than anything cuz we didn do much. we just lazed around, enjoying the wind, eating the bbq-ed food, listening to music, played uno while the 'men' played chess. haha but nonetheless, had fun. and the scenery is great (if you know what i mean. haha.)
spent the whole of today indoors. cuz most shops are still closed. but all's good cuz im having fun doing nothing at all :D
enough said.
here are a few pictures of yesterday's bbq. there's not much since no one was in a camwhoring mood. ):
Posted on: Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Posted at: 10:31:00 pm
Posted at: 10:31:00 pm
first and foremost,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
ok. so it may be a day early but who cares rite? haha. well, today sch ended early lah. we could wear our festive costumes to sch. so, me and dinah came in half-kebaya which is kebaya top with pants. but when we reached sch, everyone was like wearing casual clothes lah, as in tshirt and jeans and stuff. so paiseh lah. but its ok cuz people were like commenting that my costume was nice. :D hehe. we had two separate concerts. the j1s, ip1s and ip3s went to the one in lt5. in short, it sucked. it was a major screw up. the only highlight was syamil's beatboxing for the cny talentsearch thingy. luckily he won la. if not, i have nothing to say. and the only good thing of being in lt5 was that i got to see ttc! hehe. he was sitting in the same row as me. so damn cute lah. he definitely made my day. :D
after that, went home and went out again. met shirin and nurul and later, nina. we spent like 2h doing nothing lah. we were at plaza spura and couldnt decide where to eat. so, we just walked around and window shopped abit. at least most of the shops were not closed yet. then, we changed location to bugis. initially, planned to eat at banquet at raffles hospital but it was closed seh. so, ate at zamzam. then, walked around the area and camwhored in some alley. haha. but it was fun la.
after camwhoring, went to starbucks at bugis junction. had chocolate cream chip! my fave. (: we camwhored more and had girl talk. then, went into bugis junction and the place would have been better off closed la. basically all the shops were closed. but it was kinda cool yet creepy cuz there was no one else. haha. had fun with my dearies la. too bad arifah couldnt make it. we have never ever had a complete outing before seh. and we should one day. and we must have at least one gathering every month tau! :D
having a bbq tmr with my dad's friend and family. cant wait due to undisclosed reasons. :D
enough said.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
ok. so it may be a day early but who cares rite? haha. well, today sch ended early lah. we could wear our festive costumes to sch. so, me and dinah came in half-kebaya which is kebaya top with pants. but when we reached sch, everyone was like wearing casual clothes lah, as in tshirt and jeans and stuff. so paiseh lah. but its ok cuz people were like commenting that my costume was nice. :D hehe. we had two separate concerts. the j1s, ip1s and ip3s went to the one in lt5. in short, it sucked. it was a major screw up. the only highlight was syamil's beatboxing for the cny talentsearch thingy. luckily he won la. if not, i have nothing to say. and the only good thing of being in lt5 was that i got to see ttc! hehe. he was sitting in the same row as me. so damn cute lah. he definitely made my day. :D
after that, went home and went out again. met shirin and nurul and later, nina. we spent like 2h doing nothing lah. we were at plaza spura and couldnt decide where to eat. so, we just walked around and window shopped abit. at least most of the shops were not closed yet. then, we changed location to bugis. initially, planned to eat at banquet at raffles hospital but it was closed seh. so, ate at zamzam. then, walked around the area and camwhored in some alley. haha. but it was fun la.
after camwhoring, went to starbucks at bugis junction. had chocolate cream chip! my fave. (: we camwhored more and had girl talk. then, went into bugis junction and the place would have been better off closed la. basically all the shops were closed. but it was kinda cool yet creepy cuz there was no one else. haha. had fun with my dearies la. too bad arifah couldnt make it. we have never ever had a complete outing before seh. and we should one day. and we must have at least one gathering every month tau! :D
having a bbq tmr with my dad's friend and family. cant wait due to undisclosed reasons. :D
enough said.
if i could hold you close like you were never gone
if i could hear your voice, you'd tell me to be strong.
Posted on: Monday, February 04, 2008
Posted at: 8:44:00 pm
Posted at: 8:44:00 pm
wah. im like so damn tired lah. had pe in the morning. i was praying hard that it will rain then at least dont need to run but it didnt lah. like wth. and we ran 9 freaking rounds today which is 3.6km! basically, we had to pair up with someone who has similar running speed as us. since im the only one from A01 there, i dont really know anyone. so i simply paired up with anybody lah. we both have to start running in the third lane and after every round, we would play scissors-paper-stone and the winner gets to run in the 1st lane while the loser remains in the 3rd lane for that round. but in the end, me and my partner decided to just alternate. more fair what. haha. oh and i found out that my partner is from track lah. so she's like always ahead of me and will jog on the spot to wait for me. haha. i'm like freaking slow lah. but at least i ran all the way and didnt stop. yeah lissya! lol. :D
and went back to bp after school today. see, im such a good senior. haha. helped cikgu to sort out the make-up and stuff and watched their new dance. its much better than the previous one. like waayy better lah. haha. although it's simple, it looks decent enough to be performed for cny. but i dont quite like the fact that they're each wearing their own costumes. it doesnt look so together. oh and the new instructor doesnt seem that bad. cikgu says he's from sri warisan. so should be good right? haha. and now, im in a dilemma cuz i dont know if i should go for nj or bp cny concert. i want to go both can? lol.
enough said. like i said, im damn tired.
and went back to bp after school today. see, im such a good senior. haha. helped cikgu to sort out the make-up and stuff and watched their new dance. its much better than the previous one. like waayy better lah. haha. although it's simple, it looks decent enough to be performed for cny. but i dont quite like the fact that they're each wearing their own costumes. it doesnt look so together. oh and the new instructor doesnt seem that bad. cikgu says he's from sri warisan. so should be good right? haha. and now, im in a dilemma cuz i dont know if i should go for nj or bp cny concert. i want to go both can? lol.
enough said. like i said, im damn tired.
so infatuated.
Posted on: Sunday, February 03, 2008
Posted at: 2:29:00 pm
Posted at: 2:29:00 pm
ok. my mood has improved slightly, just slightly. (:
anyway, went for malay dance practice as per normal yesterday. learnt too many new steps. im sure i've forgotten most of them already. haha. but we did more traditional dance yesterday. yeah! at least it wasn't totally zapin or contemp - which i suck at lah. there was lenggang, ronggeng, etc - which im not that excellent at but at least more familiar with. although dance ended an hour later than expected, i really had fun yesterday. :DD
after dance, went to a kenduri at my cousin's house. it was something like kenduri cukur rambut but without the cukur rambut part. haha. just doa selamat for my 3 month old nephew - whose name i forgot. oops. haha. sadly, alot of my cousins couldnt make it, the youngest who did come was the-soon-to-be-pengantin-baru. haha. but all my little nieces and nephews were there. so cute lah. had fun playing with them. at least they brightened my day. ((:
there's sch tmr - like duh. and i'm actually kinda looking forward to it due to undisclosed reasons (TTC!!). haha. but i have barely touched my homework. my lazy self is finally back. haha.
enough said.
anyway, went for malay dance practice as per normal yesterday. learnt too many new steps. im sure i've forgotten most of them already. haha. but we did more traditional dance yesterday. yeah! at least it wasn't totally zapin or contemp - which i suck at lah. there was lenggang, ronggeng, etc - which im not that excellent at but at least more familiar with. although dance ended an hour later than expected, i really had fun yesterday. :DD
after dance, went to a kenduri at my cousin's house. it was something like kenduri cukur rambut but without the cukur rambut part. haha. just doa selamat for my 3 month old nephew - whose name i forgot. oops. haha. sadly, alot of my cousins couldnt make it, the youngest who did come was the-soon-to-be-pengantin-baru. haha. but all my little nieces and nephews were there. so cute lah. had fun playing with them. at least they brightened my day. ((:
there's sch tmr - like duh. and i'm actually kinda looking forward to it due to undisclosed reasons (TTC!!). haha. but i have barely touched my homework. my lazy self is finally back. haha.
enough said.
Ain't it crazy how you think you've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever in your hands.