Posted on: Monday, April 28, 2008
Posted at: 11:21:00 pm
Posted at: 11:21:00 pm
today was a supposed half-day cuz of good PW results. like wth right. nj has many random holidays and half-days. but hey, who's complaining? hehe. so, had lessons as per normal.
first up was H1 Lit. same old witty whitby. ooh alliteration. heh. H1 lit lessons are never a bore. (: then, had international history. nothing much lah. just hoping that u-noe-who wont be back so soon. hehe. then, had break during which i emo-ed. my life is seriously fucked up k. but that's not the point of concern here. then, had econs. i actually had interest during lessons. omg. that's a first. haha. after that, had a free period and then, was contact. we had to clean our classrooms in preparation for college day. so kecoh lahh. it was fun cuz u-noe-who wasnt there. hehe. and the tap water was damn hot lahh. as if it was heated up. and my classmates are damn gross, they actually washed the mop in the toilet bowl. eww.
by the time contact ended, it was 12.30 and BY RIGHT, i was dismissed but super nice me helped to clean the cca room, something i probably shouldn't have stayed back for. oh man. had the most traumatising experience ever!! and i think they know or at least supect. not sure about him though. but if they suspect, they'll sure tell him right?!? oh fuck. and i will get my revenge on all of you who sabo-ed me just now. believe me, i will. *evil laughter*
enough said. still have loads to do. ciao! :D
first up was H1 Lit. same old witty whitby. ooh alliteration. heh. H1 lit lessons are never a bore. (: then, had international history. nothing much lah. just hoping that u-noe-who wont be back so soon. hehe. then, had break during which i emo-ed. my life is seriously fucked up k. but that's not the point of concern here. then, had econs. i actually had interest during lessons. omg. that's a first. haha. after that, had a free period and then, was contact. we had to clean our classrooms in preparation for college day. so kecoh lahh. it was fun cuz u-noe-who wasnt there. hehe. and the tap water was damn hot lahh. as if it was heated up. and my classmates are damn gross, they actually washed the mop in the toilet bowl. eww.
by the time contact ended, it was 12.30 and BY RIGHT, i was dismissed but super nice me helped to clean the cca room, something i probably shouldn't have stayed back for. oh man. had the most traumatising experience ever!! and i think they know or at least supect. not sure about him though. but if they suspect, they'll sure tell him right?!? oh fuck. and i will get my revenge on all of you who sabo-ed me just now. believe me, i will. *evil laughter*
enough said. still have loads to do. ciao! :D
i can put back all the pieces,
they just might not fit the same.
Posted on: Thursday, April 24, 2008
Posted at: 10:14:00 pm
Posted at: 10:14:00 pm
ok. so the reason why i'm blogging today is because i have no hmwk due tmr. and me being me, i wont do my other hmwk due next wk till its the last minute. haha. old habits die hard lah. anyway, i'm so damn tired lah. this week, i had dance practice on tues, weds, this morning AND afternoon and there's still technical run tmr and practice on sat. gosh. fucking tired seh. my back hurts like nobody's business and i think i strained a muscle in my right foot. damn it.
honestly, i have nothing else to blog about lah. cuz if you havent noticed, my life has been filled dance practises and cramming hmwk. haha. so to fill the space, i decided to do the quiz that dear FIQAH tagged me to do :D
1. At what age do you wish to marry?
hmm. at most 26, preferably 24-25.
2. How many children do you want?
three (plus minus one) :D
3. What I want the most now?
at this very moment, SLEEP (or maybe TTC. hehe)
4. What do you want to be when you grow up?
hmm. not too sure. but either a psychologist or teacher or maybe nurse. i wanna work with children :D
5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
one more dream? none of dreams have come true yet. haha. but hmm... a dream... i want a special someone in my life right now.
6. What are you afraid to lose now?
my sanity - seriously.
7. Do you believe in being in love forever?
oh yes definitely (:
8. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
hmm. tough one. i guess i would want to but i usually don't have the guts to do so.
9. How strong (in your heart) can you be?
not strong enough
10. What are the requirements that you wish from other half?
i literally have a list for the my Mr. Right but its too long. haha. but seriously, though i may seem picky, ultimately if he loves me for who i am and doesn't try to break my heart or hurt me in any way, i'm perfectly fine with that :D
11. Which type of person do you hate most?
those who show-off alot when they really have nothing to show off
12. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
like DUH. stupid question.
13. Have you ever loved someone but never got a chance to tell him/her till it's too late?
unfortunately, yes. and it still hurts.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
LOVE with friends and family :D
15. Do you find it a necessary for you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
maybe not necessary but i want to ):
16. What do you want your friend to be like?
anyone who can get along with me
17. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
caring and approachable
18. If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
my procrastinating habits
19. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
no one. i have a habit of not showing others how i really feel - bad, i know.
20. Who will you trust more, your friends or your kins?
no one in particular, i trust them all :D
Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question to make it a total of 20 questions.. Then tag 8 people in your links list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
i'm too lazy to tag pple. so if you wanna do the quiz, by all means do it (:
honestly, i have nothing else to blog about lah. cuz if you havent noticed, my life has been filled dance practises and cramming hmwk. haha. so to fill the space, i decided to do the quiz that dear FIQAH tagged me to do :D
1. At what age do you wish to marry?
hmm. at most 26, preferably 24-25.
2. How many children do you want?
three (plus minus one) :D
3. What I want the most now?
at this very moment, SLEEP (or maybe TTC. hehe)
4. What do you want to be when you grow up?
hmm. not too sure. but either a psychologist or teacher or maybe nurse. i wanna work with children :D
5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
one more dream? none of dreams have come true yet. haha. but hmm... a dream... i want a special someone in my life right now.
6. What are you afraid to lose now?
my sanity - seriously.
7. Do you believe in being in love forever?
oh yes definitely (:
8. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
hmm. tough one. i guess i would want to but i usually don't have the guts to do so.
9. How strong (in your heart) can you be?
not strong enough
10. What are the requirements that you wish from other half?
i literally have a list for the my Mr. Right but its too long. haha. but seriously, though i may seem picky, ultimately if he loves me for who i am and doesn't try to break my heart or hurt me in any way, i'm perfectly fine with that :D
11. Which type of person do you hate most?
those who show-off alot when they really have nothing to show off
12. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
like DUH. stupid question.
13. Have you ever loved someone but never got a chance to tell him/her till it's too late?
unfortunately, yes. and it still hurts.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
LOVE with friends and family :D
15. Do you find it a necessary for you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
maybe not necessary but i want to ):
16. What do you want your friend to be like?
anyone who can get along with me
17. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
caring and approachable
18. If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
my procrastinating habits
19. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
no one. i have a habit of not showing others how i really feel - bad, i know.
20. Who will you trust more, your friends or your kins?
no one in particular, i trust them all :D
Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question to make it a total of 20 questions.. Then tag 8 people in your links list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
i'm too lazy to tag pple. so if you wanna do the quiz, by all means do it (:
the people who loves us least
are the ones we'll die to please
Posted on: Monday, April 21, 2008
Posted at: 12:34:00 am
Posted at: 12:34:00 am
I get the best feeling in the world
when you say 'Hi' to me or even just smile
because I know for a second, I crossed your mind.
the quote above is purely random. ok. maybe just maybe it has some reference to a certain somebody. oh damn. im so infatuated. get a grip on yourself lissya! actually, the only reason why i decided to blog at 12.30am on a SUNDAY night was just to post the above quote. haha. cuz its so nicceee and true. don't you agree? :D
ok. better get back to editing my pi. argh. SCREW PI.
when you say 'Hi' to me or even just smile
because I know for a second, I crossed your mind.
the quote above is purely random. ok. maybe just maybe it has some reference to a certain somebody. oh damn. im so infatuated. get a grip on yourself lissya! actually, the only reason why i decided to blog at 12.30am on a SUNDAY night was just to post the above quote. haha. cuz its so nicceee and true. don't you agree? :D
ok. better get back to editing my pi. argh. SCREW PI.
Posted on: Friday, April 18, 2008
Posted at: 11:02:00 pm
Posted at: 11:02:00 pm
hello :D sorry for being m.i.a for the past week. haha. been really busy lah. like i said, school sucks the life out of you.
yesterday was great (: had dance enrichment in the morning. did basic stuff and some endurance exercises. i bet the seniors had a kick in torturing us. lol. and i'll miss waking up late on thursday mornings. boos. but i guess we do need the extra practice since aristal is like only one and half months away. oh gosh. after that, had school, same old same old. except that we had relief teachers for intl history and pw. and it felt like i was taking the subjects for the first time (if you know what i mean la). and the relief pw teacher was so cute. he was commenting on my pi and circled one of my points cuz it needed to be improved on and i thought he was going to write comments or something but he drew a sad face instead. haha. damn funny lah.
supposed to have dance practice in the afternoon but it was cancelled. so i could watch the soccer match against TJC. watched it with zhixin. then, pin xuan, samantha and marian came to join in (: missed them soooo much. me and sam were camwhoring for most of the time lah. haha. and marian was so funny cuz she was cheering for nj when we scored but realised she was in tj uniform so she hid. haha. in the end, we won! 3-1 :DD
today was nice too :D minus the lessons part lah. i was like a zombie throughout most of the lessons. oh and finally finished my napfa today. had five items first thing in the morning. and i managed to get my gold :DD but my arms are so sore from stupid inclined pull ups. lol. had cip after school and while waiting in school, me, yijun aka gorgeous, yanhui and raja were like crapping about dream guys, bitchy girls and all. haha. very entertaining. and now i'm so dead beat. went home and was knocked out. actually, i just woke up. haha.
oh man. i just realised that i have a HUGE pile of homework to be done. plus there's a math and econs test next week ): i can never relax during the weekends. i'm only human k, I NEED A BREAK or i'll break down ):
listen to: bye bye by mariah carey :D
and watch this vid even if you're not a fan of the latest american idol season. it's david cook's performance of mariah carey's 'always be my baby'. freaking nice lah. and i forgot to mention that i'm so happy that kristy lee cook is out. HAHAHA.
yesterday was great (: had dance enrichment in the morning. did basic stuff and some endurance exercises. i bet the seniors had a kick in torturing us. lol. and i'll miss waking up late on thursday mornings. boos. but i guess we do need the extra practice since aristal is like only one and half months away. oh gosh. after that, had school, same old same old. except that we had relief teachers for intl history and pw. and it felt like i was taking the subjects for the first time (if you know what i mean la). and the relief pw teacher was so cute. he was commenting on my pi and circled one of my points cuz it needed to be improved on and i thought he was going to write comments or something but he drew a sad face instead. haha. damn funny lah.
supposed to have dance practice in the afternoon but it was cancelled. so i could watch the soccer match against TJC. watched it with zhixin. then, pin xuan, samantha and marian came to join in (: missed them soooo much. me and sam were camwhoring for most of the time lah. haha. and marian was so funny cuz she was cheering for nj when we scored but realised she was in tj uniform so she hid. haha. in the end, we won! 3-1 :DD
today was nice too :D minus the lessons part lah. i was like a zombie throughout most of the lessons. oh and finally finished my napfa today. had five items first thing in the morning. and i managed to get my gold :DD but my arms are so sore from stupid inclined pull ups. lol. had cip after school and while waiting in school, me, yijun aka gorgeous, yanhui and raja were like crapping about dream guys, bitchy girls and all. haha. very entertaining. and now i'm so dead beat. went home and was knocked out. actually, i just woke up. haha.
oh man. i just realised that i have a HUGE pile of homework to be done. plus there's a math and econs test next week ): i can never relax during the weekends. i'm only human k, I NEED A BREAK or i'll break down ):
listen to: bye bye by mariah carey :D
and watch this vid even if you're not a fan of the latest american idol season. it's david cook's performance of mariah carey's 'always be my baby'. freaking nice lah. and i forgot to mention that i'm so happy that kristy lee cook is out. HAHAHA.
Posted on: Friday, April 11, 2008
Posted at: 11:55:00 pm
Posted at: 11:55:00 pm
this week has been terribly tiring. (ooh. alliteration. cool!) i feel so overwhelmed with homework and cca and stuff. but i've got to admit that i've had more stressful times in my life especially waaayyy back in st john. haha. so, hopefully i won't have to experience that kind of stress anymore.
had my 2.4km run today. it was raining damn heavily in the morning. and when my pe lesson started, the rain just stopped - which is a good thing. cuz the weather was damn nice and cool. but my timing sucks lah. i deprove so much from last year ): my timing was 14:15. is that a B at least? i hope so. cuz i'm aiming for a gold and i need to get at least a C for all 6 items. and when running, Joycelyn was giving me moral support. she was like shouting "ttc is in front!" and i actually did imagine him running in front of me, giving me moral support. haha. but it's only all in my head. too bad. LOL.
after school, met nina, shirin and huda at KAP. yay! haven't met them since the march holidays. and i missed them soooo much. although i only got to see them for like 1h cuz i had to go back to school for cip, it was really nice to see them again. after i left, they went to town. too bad i couldn't follow ): but i think this sort of short meet-up sessions after school is great too. at least we get a chance to see each other and catch up on each other's lives. and i miss arifah so terribly. haven't seen her since pae. omg. that's a freaking long time. ):
something random: a song that sure describes my state of mind right now is Upside Down by A*Teens. haha. i know it's a super old and bubblegum poppish song. but it really does suit me. the song is about a girl/guy having a crush on someone - THAT'S ME. and i must say, i'm terribly obsessed. haha. and the song is all bouncy and cheery - which i usually am in school when i see my EC. whee~
enough said. i'm so dead beat. school sure sucks the life out of me. and tmr, i have aristal preview. hope everything will turn out well :D
had my 2.4km run today. it was raining damn heavily in the morning. and when my pe lesson started, the rain just stopped - which is a good thing. cuz the weather was damn nice and cool. but my timing sucks lah. i deprove so much from last year ): my timing was 14:15. is that a B at least? i hope so. cuz i'm aiming for a gold and i need to get at least a C for all 6 items. and when running, Joycelyn was giving me moral support. she was like shouting "ttc is in front!" and i actually did imagine him running in front of me, giving me moral support. haha. but it's only all in my head. too bad. LOL.
after school, met nina, shirin and huda at KAP. yay! haven't met them since the march holidays. and i missed them soooo much. although i only got to see them for like 1h cuz i had to go back to school for cip, it was really nice to see them again. after i left, they went to town. too bad i couldn't follow ): but i think this sort of short meet-up sessions after school is great too. at least we get a chance to see each other and catch up on each other's lives. and i miss arifah so terribly. haven't seen her since pae. omg. that's a freaking long time. ):
something random: a song that sure describes my state of mind right now is Upside Down by A*Teens. haha. i know it's a super old and bubblegum poppish song. but it really does suit me. the song is about a girl/guy having a crush on someone - THAT'S ME. and i must say, i'm terribly obsessed. haha. and the song is all bouncy and cheery - which i usually am in school when i see my EC. whee~
enough said. i'm so dead beat. school sure sucks the life out of me. and tmr, i have aristal preview. hope everything will turn out well :D
upside down, bouncing off the ceiling
inside out, stranger to this feeling
got no clue what i should do
but i'll go crazy if i can't get next to you!
Posted on: Monday, April 07, 2008
Posted at: 10:24:00 pm
Posted at: 10:24:00 pm
oh man. im like so dead beat. danced from 4.30 to 7.30 on an empty stomach ): and now, my stomach feels all weird. and i feel like sleeping but there's just too much homework to be done. did i mention that I HATE SCHOOL!!!
anyway, for dance today, i was choreographed into the umbrella dance. i'm happy of course. but there's still so many of them who still aren't in the dance. i hope they all do get a part in the dance. then everyone will be happy :D haha. dance has been really tiring and hectic cuz aristal is drawing nearer and the showcase is like this sat! wth. so far, we only completed one dance. the other two are still under progress. i can't wait till aristal is over. i need my life back lahh.
i was feeling quite happy today for no particular reason. my day started out horrible. i was feeling so damn pissed and all. but throughout the day, it got better. saw my ec loads of time. hehe. got my MBTI test results back and i'm ENFP. haha. i think it really does suit me. throughout the whole day, the song 'touch my body' by mariah carey was like stuck in my head. and i was singing it out loud since that's what i do best. lol. and everyone thought i was some horny lunatic. i probably was at that time. hahaha. oh and most importantly, i'm super duper happy bcuz of good alevel results and whatever shit, tmr is a half-day!!! *grins like a lunatic*
enough said. back to doing work. urg. SCREW HOMEWORK.
anyway, for dance today, i was choreographed into the umbrella dance. i'm happy of course. but there's still so many of them who still aren't in the dance. i hope they all do get a part in the dance. then everyone will be happy :D haha. dance has been really tiring and hectic cuz aristal is drawing nearer and the showcase is like this sat! wth. so far, we only completed one dance. the other two are still under progress. i can't wait till aristal is over. i need my life back lahh.
i was feeling quite happy today for no particular reason. my day started out horrible. i was feeling so damn pissed and all. but throughout the day, it got better. saw my ec loads of time. hehe. got my MBTI test results back and i'm ENFP. haha. i think it really does suit me. throughout the whole day, the song 'touch my body' by mariah carey was like stuck in my head. and i was singing it out loud since that's what i do best. lol. and everyone thought i was some horny lunatic. i probably was at that time. hahaha. oh and most importantly, i'm super duper happy bcuz of good alevel results and whatever shit, tmr is a half-day!!! *grins like a lunatic*
enough said. back to doing work. urg. SCREW HOMEWORK.
men are like public toilets -
they're either full of crap or taken :D
(no offence to all the guys. hehe)
Posted on: Sunday, April 06, 2008
Posted at: 9:18:00 pm
Posted at: 9:18:00 pm
felt like changing my blogskin. cuz i was getting bored of my old one and i felt a need for change. yep. that's the theme of my life - change. i'm starting over a brand new life - at least i'm trying to. i'm letting go of the past bit by bit. i'm keeping the good memories and getting rid of all the bad ones. from this day, i'm living for the future and learning from my mistakes. and ya, i do realise that my new blogskin doesn't reflect any of this. haha.
but one thing i can never seem to change is my procrastinating habits. haha. i still have tons and tons of homework left and i'm supposed to be doing my pi now. hehe. so malas lah.
but one thing i can never seem to change is my procrastinating habits. haha. i still have tons and tons of homework left and i'm supposed to be doing my pi now. hehe. so malas lah.
ain't it funny how you've got your whole life planned,
just to find out it was never ever in your hands?
Posted on: Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Posted at: 10:40:00 pm
Posted at: 10:40:00 pm
and so, i'm not going to give up. i'm not going to fall. i'm not going to let you hurt me anymore. and though what we had was special, maybe they're better off as memories. maybe we're better off being just friends. maybe that's how it was meant to be. i'm picking myself up and i'm starting my life over. the mess that you made in my life, i'm going to clean it up. i don't want to go to sleep crying and waking up feeling wasted anymore. this is where it ends. and this where my life begins. and though i can never respect your decision, please remember that i still love you as a friend. and that, my friend, will never change."Tragedies happen. What are you going to do? Give up? Quit? No. I realise now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're alive. Because you are and that pain you feel, it's life. The confusion and fear, that's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better and that something is worth fighting for."
- James Lafferty as Nathan Scott (One Tree Hill)