Posted on: Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Posted at: 5:17:00 pm
i'm really bored today. just spent the whole day watching videos of Princess Hours and listening to the soundtracks. cried plenty of times. haha. i guess i'm still suffering from the after-effects of Goong. and i'm still frustated and disappointed that Goong 2 will not feature the original main cast and will be a new plot. don't think i would enjoy it as much as the first one. JJH & YEH aka Shin and Chae-Kyung are such a cute on-screen couple! plus, JJH is HOT!! <3

ok. enough about Princess Hours. as i was saying, i'm really bored today. it was raining so i was cooped up at home. not as if i had any mood to go out in the first place. i have a transformational leadership wkshp tomorrow. from 8.30am to 5pm! damn. what's with all these courses? frankly, they are of not much use. they're just a waste of time to me. i would rather stay home and cry my heart out watching Goong videos. hahaha.

they say every new day brings new and unexpected events. hmm. i shall see...

ciao.


everything happens for a reason...
but why is it i can't figure out the reason this time?

Posted on: Monday, October 30, 2006
Posted at: 9:27:00 pm
finished my Malay 'O' Levels today! whee~ i guess it was quite alright. pray hard that i would get a distinction. an A2 at least? >.<

well, just finished watching the last disc or last 3 episodes of Princess Hours. gosh. i can't believed i cried so much. i'm hooked. and now that i finished watching it, what am i to do for the next 2 months?!? argh! life would be so boring. i think i would watch it all over again on Channel U. hehe. i heard that there would be Goong 2 or Prince Hours but that it would not really be a continuation of Goong 1. how disappointing! and the cast is all different! hmph. i protest for a continuation of Goong 1!! SHIN! ^^

haish. i'm really gonna be bored to death now that there's no more Princess Hours to look forward to. the ending was sort of unexpected and i really wish that they could continue on it. hmm. what am i to do this holidays?

enough said for now. ciao.

Posted on: Saturday, October 28, 2006
Posted at: 1:06:00 pm
feel rather lazy to update. so, shall just say the highlights of yesterday.

1) Graduation day yesterday. so gonna miss the sec4s. and our turn is nearing. omg.

2) School farewell concert yesterday. had public duty. was quite fun. the concert and caterpillar walk was not extroadinary but everyone seemed to be high.

3) then, my dad's friend came to visit last minute as they just came back from malaysia. ^^ my dad thought that we should just get them KFC since there was nothing else to buy late at night and no ingredients to be cooked at home. haha. very wierd.

enough said. today, gonna jalan raye some more! hehe.

ciao.



i love you

Posted on: Monday, October 23, 2006
Posted at: 5:00:00 pm
to all muslims, Selamat Hari Raya! maaf zahir dan batin, ya?

i can't wait. the long awaited day is tomorrow! i want to let my hair down tomorrow and just forget about my worries - just for then. i want to eat till i can't eat no more! i want to collect all the money and shop till i drop. simply put, I CAN'T WAIT!!!

today was a pretty hectic day with me running around the whole school just for some forms. i better lose weight because of this. haha. st john is really getting on my nerves. i hope no one bugs me during my festive mood. or else... >.<

enough said. i am so excited about tomorrow, though my house is in a state of complete mess. hahaha.

ciao.


SHIN IS HOT!

Posted on: Saturday, October 21, 2006
Posted at: 2:36:00 pm
Happy Deepavali!

yesterday marked the end of the 2 day Student Leaders Conference - FINALLY. i seriously couldn't stand it. it was uber boring. and it caused us to miss the BPian Idol. wth. when we were finally allowed to go watch, everything was already over and we only watched the prize presentation. =(

i'm officially hooked on Princess Hours. SHIN! so hot. hehe. almost finished watching the DVD. but so sad, the cast of Goong 2 is all different and they're generally not as good looking as the original cast. so, shall watch the first one over and over again. haha. what can i say, i'm addicted.

exams are just over. hari raya is around the corner. but i have TONS of HOMEWORK to do by next week. some Emath worksheets by Monday, which is fine, and a whole stack of Malay papers by Thursday! that's inhumane. doesn't Cikgu celebrate Hari Raya?!? gimme a break! and my holidays are all GONE. i have something on practically every other day. haish.

well, tomorrow, my aunt is coming from KL. i can't wait to see all my cousins. i'm so in the hari raya mood! 3 MORE DAYS!!!!

ciao.

Posted on: Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Posted at: 6:34:00 pm
life's been hectic, crappy, stressful, unpredictable, disappointing. but i still believe that everything happens for a reason. until i find out what those reasons are, i have to face the music, even if i might hurt myself trying.






would you still remember me even if you went away?

Posted on: Monday, October 16, 2006
Posted at: 3:55:00 pm
i guess they were right when they said that the hardest thing to ever say is GOODBYE.

damn tired right now. i want to sleep but i can't seem to put my mind at ease. haish. today did alot of checking of scripts. got back my English, Emath, SS, History and Physics. well yeah, didn't fail anything. other than History, my other marks were crappy; they were not up to my expectation. well, i passed Physics. that's a first. but didn't get back Section C yet so, i can't be 100% sure. i can't believe i failed Emath (P1). haish. look like there's no hope to get into a good JC if i keep up this standard for my O Levels. way to go Lissya. i guess somehow i deserved this. but what if i'm happy with my marks, my parents never will be satisfied. they only want me to be the best and only the best.

then, there was the cultural performance. wtf. firstly, the make-up went haywire and we had to rush like mad. i don't we looked that nice as compared to previous performances. but that's not the worst part. we totally screwed up the dance. it was uncoordinated and just plain crappy all thanks to the lack of preparation.

went home after seeing a number of teachers. i have tons of St John deadlines to meet. just when i was happy that exams are over. oh, and i haven't even done the Amath redo thing. wth. then, in the mrt, got a call from him. he wanted to meet me about something important. so, met him at causeway pt. and all i can say is that i left crying. all i can do now is just pray and hope that he will stay here. or else, i'm really gonna miss him- really.

gtg now. till next time. ciao.

Posted on: Friday, October 13, 2006
Posted at: 6:24:00 pm
today was tiring and fun! woke up earlier than usual to go to school. had dance practice. and we just found out that the performance will be in the hall - in front of all the Sec1s-3s!! omg. and i thought that we would be just performing in front of the thai people in an enclosed room. so we were like cracking our brains just to recall all the steps. heh. in the end, we managed lah. then, tuesday have graduation day rehearsal. so, can't go for St John. haha. yeah! oops. but i won't be missing much anyways except for PT maybe. hahaha.

well, i also found out that on Monday, we will be checking papers in the hall the whole day. so, no need to bring books! haha. we'll be checking English, Social Studies, Emath, then it's recess (when i'll be doing my makeup), and last, Physics. i'll be checking my Physics in my full costume with thick stage makeup. omg. i can just die. >.<

after dance, went home. rested awhile. then, went out again to meet him. didn't really know what to do. so, just went round shopping. bought all the bdae gifts that i owe people. some dating back to 2 months ago! haha. while walking around, i was so tempted to eat lah. so hungry. nvm. only few more minutes, then, it's EAT, EAT, EAT! hahaha.

ok. gtg help my mum prepare food for break fast. toodles.

Posted on: Thursday, October 12, 2006
Posted at: 1:52:00 pm
it suddenly hit me that i am gonna miss the exam period for the very fact that there wasn't any CCAs. but now that exams are over, it's back to the hectic and stressful life of St John once again. like for instance, i just finished doing my monthly report, updated files and such. not to mention that the Malay Dancers have to perform this coming Monday for some visitors. haish. there's practice tomorrow. i'm so dreading it. but at least i'm meeting him tmr. that's definitely something i'm looking forward to. hehe. can't wait.

hmm. the sec4s will stop going to school next tues onwards. right? i think so. i'm gonna miss them. and i'm definitely not anticipating next year which will be our turn to mug for O Levels and then, say goodbye to all our dear friends. aww. time sure flies. must cherish all the moments that we have now! plus, we'll be in that "new" school. blergh. life sure is getting wonderful eh?

i have nothing much to post about. i've done nothing since the end of exams on tues except watch tv, sleep, and stuff like that. hmm. maybe i'll go out later if i feel like it...

ciao.

Posted on: Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Posted at: 5:00:00 pm
woohoo. exams are finally OVER. another hactic phase of school life has passed. can't wait for Hari Raya.



Channing Tatum is HOT. (just watched She's The Man again)

Posted on: Friday, October 06, 2006
Posted at: 1:18:00 pm
today was Emath (P1) and Literature (P2). it was fine but most importantly, they're OVER. just 2 more days of exams left and 3 more papers to go! can't wait for all of it to be done. i can't take the exam stress anymore. i just want to relax after all the papers and not think of my results. come what may, i'm prepared to face the worst. >.<

life's pretty much the same these past few days. wake up, go to school, sit for exam, go home, mug like crazy, sleep, and the cycle goes on. it's been boring and i can't wait for post-exam activities like SHOPPING. hehe. and of course, SLEEPING. hmm. was supposed to meet didi today but he had to go for some silat thing. aww... was really looking forward to meeting him. happy 3 month anniversary anyways. there's always next week! ^^

right now, i'm going to get some shut eye. then wake up just in time to break fast. i'm so deprived of energy right now...

some food for thought:

People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;
FORGIVE THEM ANYWAY.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
BE KIND ANYWAY.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and true enemies;
SUCCEED ANYWAY.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
BE HONEST AND FRANK ANYWAY.
What you spend years building, someone may destroy overnight;
BUILD ANYWAY.
If you find serenity and happiness, others may be jealous;
BE HAPPY ANYWAY.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
DO GOOD ANYWAY.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
GIVE THE WORLD THE BEST YOU'VE GOT ANYWAY.
You see, in the final analysis,
it is all between you and God;
IT WAS NEVER BETWEEN YOU AND THEM ANYWAY.

-Kent M. Keith

Posted on: Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Posted at: 5:58:00 pm
AMATH SUCKS! ergh. just when i thought i was actually improving on Amath, my hopes of passing are CRUSHED because of a friggin hard paper!!! i couldn't do more than half of the questions. wth. if i pass, it'd be a MIRACLE.

well, tomorrow is History and Physics. more torture. just finished studying history. gonna start on Physics soon. i can't wait for these two papers to be over. after that, there'll be less worry for me. the other papers are not too bad lah.

on a happier note, there's like a 3 day marking day holiday next week! that means no school from wed-sun. whee~ can't wait. plus, there's a holiday after hari raya to make up for deepavali. double whee~ hahaha. really can't wait...

well, back to studying now. ciao.

Posted on: Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Posted at: 6:24:00 pm
taking a break from studying for awhile. urg. Amath tomorrow. my mind might just explode at the sight of another amath question. i hate amath, maybe not as much as i detest Physics but still hate it.

had CME and Lit (Paper 1) today. CME was umm...what's there to say about CME? it was fine, i guess. Lit was not too bad. i think i did quite ok for the essay on Macbeth' downfall though i only started studying it like an hour before the paper! hehe. but i think i totally messed up my Unseen Prose. i had no idea what the hell i was writing about. i actually regret not doing the poem cause it seemed easier but i was afraid i might misintepret it. ergh. wth. it's OVER.

just 5 more days of exams left and 8 more papers to go till FREEDOM (at least for now)! haha. i can't wait till after exams - seriously can't wait. ^^

ciao.

Posted on: Sunday, October 01, 2006
Posted at: 9:41:00 pm
just watched the encore telecast of Singapore Idol. Hady rocks. can't get enough of his singing. Joakim is cute! haha. i'm suffering from post-SI syndrome. there's nothing good to watch on Wed and Thur nights anymore! sobs.

no school for me tomorrow. i really need to start revising. barely done any yet. so lazy. i don't know why but i really don't feel nervous for the upcoming exams. but i'm definitely not feeling overconfident about it. i just want to get the hell over with it!!!

hmm. better get started revising for Lit. haish.

ciao.