friday was malay dance family dinner. we had dinner at Tambuah Mas Indonesian Restaurant at Tanglin Shopping Centre - teachers' treat (: yay! thanks teachers for the wonderful dinner. the food was nice and we had lots of laughs together. though i think the restaurant wouldn't want us coming back again cos we were just too noisy! haha. and even though the night could have been much better for me (if you know what i mean HAHA), it's always nice just to be with my dearest dancers :D

and i've been wondering if the risk is worth taking at all. do i have anything to lose? or just the possibility of gaining something? even if things don't work out the way i hope they would, at least i would gain closure right. at least i will know. i've always believed that it's better to regret the things you did do and never the things you didn't. but things like these are always easier said than done. cos honestly, i don't think i have enough courage to take action. i admit that i am afraid of rejection. and i don't want to get my hopes up and have them shattered again. so what do i do? when all my heart wants to do is scream out how i feel about you.

ok random thought. why is it suddenly so cold and windy tonight? when it was like scorching hot earlier today and the days and nights before. hmm. maybe it's the unpredictable recent weather conditions that has been causing my headaches and mini-flu ):

this week will be another long week, i predict. all study and no dance makes lissya really bored. haha.

'nuff said :D