my life has been a whirlwind of results since syf ended last week. 

it started with the AWESOMEST results ever - getting gold and gold with honours. even now, i'm still really really proud and happy that we got that double gold :D NJC MALAY DANCE IS LOVES <3

then the day after, we got back PW results. i honestly doubted that i would get an A and had already convinced myself that i could be satisfied with a B. but yay! all that hard work paid off and i got an unexpected A :D but PW still sucks. wishing all my juniors the best in PW! haha. oh, i got back my math test results that day too. i got a C i think. its not a great pass but a pass nonetheless. thought i would fail the test cos i rmb that the day before the test, we had dance practice till 9pm and i didn't get to finish studying and i was having a bad headache during the test itself. so given those conditions, i think i did pretty ok (:

and today, we got back the SEA section of our history test. yes the one i sacrificed so much sleep for. and almost died studying so hard for. haha. well at least i passed the sbq - 14/25 - not too bad given that this is the first time we're doing an sbq test. but the essay was utterly horrendous. i totally misinterpreted the question and went out of point luh. though i don't know my grade for the essay yet (cos she wants us to review our essays first in return for our essay grade), i am positively sure it's a very bad fail ): i hope i'll do better for the international section. and miso on was like scaring the shit out of us about alevels and whatnot. i really feel compelled to start mugging like now. i really need to wake up my idea and buck up. at this rate, i don't think i can survive alevels. ahhh! stress! >.<

i think i should make full use of these two weeks of no dance to catch up on my studies. but gosh i'll miss being able to see my fellow dancers almost everyday though i will still get to see them sparingly in school. haha. and i think part of the reason why i'll miss the intensive syf practices is cos then, i had some sort of excuse (at least to myself) to just slack and not study or do work. but without any dance, i don't have such excuses anymore ): i honestly can't imagine life after stepping down from dance permanently and all there's left to do is to mug. OMG THE HORROR! 

tmr is a shit day. speech/campaigning day. but at least there's no lessons (:

enough said.

PS. sorry for the lack of cohesiveness. my mind going on standby mode soon. so i can't piece my thoughts properly. i promise a proper update soooonnnn! :D