Posted on: Thursday, April 23, 2009
Posted at: 10:08:00 pm
desperately trying to keep this heart of mine steady.
desperately trying to not let myself cave in.
desperately trying to not let myself be vulnerable to you again.
desperately trying.
how can you do this to me?
just when i thought i finally took a step forward, you pull me two steps back.
this is not the way how i wanted things to turn out.

on a brighter note, dance practices will resume next week. and i am kinda looking forward to it. though laziness is slowly getting the best of me. haha. and gosh there are more performances than i had expected (: