Posted on: Friday, March 06, 2009
Posted at: 9:38:00 pm
Posted at: 9:38:00 pm
time for updates.
this is the first time this week that i can actually go online. mostly cos the stupid lightning attacked my internet and my wireless modem is now spoilt. so now my whole family is surviving on an old and slower internet modem which means that i can't access the internet on my laptop since there's no wireless. sucks right. and i always can't use the main computer to use the internet cos my mum/dad/sis has more 'important' stuff to do. i feel so deprived ):
but in other news, malay dance has officially taken over my life. this week we had training on sunday, monday, tuesday (three days consecutively!) and on thursday morning AND afternoon and there's training tomorrow too. i'm not complaining but i'm really really tired. by the time i reach home and attempt to do my homework, i'll end up falling asleep. and i know my mum isn't too pleased about this either. but i can't help it ): and to make matters worse, i re-injured my tailbone. cos on tuesday, we were doing a step which involved twirling down in one count so i think i like slipped on my pants or smth and fell butt down. it's not funny k. i think the impact was quite hard cos right now my tailbone hurts like shit. but i'm praying that it will get better asap. and i REFUSE to see the doctor. but thanks to everyone who is concerned about my 'tail', i really appreciate it. i feel so loved :D haha
and i've been trying to figure out smth. like how the hell can he know if he does know. and if he doesn't know then what does that mean. shit maybe i'm just being too hopeful. i know i have this tendency to over analyse things and make it mean smth that will make me feel good when the chances of it are pretty slim. and this is why i get heartbreaks ): damn it. but nvm lissya this may all just be some silly teenage infatuation that will eventually fade away.
and i can't believe it's already march. one month nearer to syf. one month nearer to alevels. speaking of alevels, results are out today. and yeah lizhu told me that alot of our seniors did pretty well. so proud of them all (: wonder if i can do half as good when my turn comes. gosh it's damn scary >.<
enough said. till next time.
this is the first time this week that i can actually go online. mostly cos the stupid lightning attacked my internet and my wireless modem is now spoilt. so now my whole family is surviving on an old and slower internet modem which means that i can't access the internet on my laptop since there's no wireless. sucks right. and i always can't use the main computer to use the internet cos my mum/dad/sis has more 'important' stuff to do. i feel so deprived ):
but in other news, malay dance has officially taken over my life. this week we had training on sunday, monday, tuesday (three days consecutively!) and on thursday morning AND afternoon and there's training tomorrow too. i'm not complaining but i'm really really tired. by the time i reach home and attempt to do my homework, i'll end up falling asleep. and i know my mum isn't too pleased about this either. but i can't help it ): and to make matters worse, i re-injured my tailbone. cos on tuesday, we were doing a step which involved twirling down in one count so i think i like slipped on my pants or smth and fell butt down. it's not funny k. i think the impact was quite hard cos right now my tailbone hurts like shit. but i'm praying that it will get better asap. and i REFUSE to see the doctor. but thanks to everyone who is concerned about my 'tail', i really appreciate it. i feel so loved :D haha
and i've been trying to figure out smth. like how the hell can he know if he does know. and if he doesn't know then what does that mean. shit maybe i'm just being too hopeful. i know i have this tendency to over analyse things and make it mean smth that will make me feel good when the chances of it are pretty slim. and this is why i get heartbreaks ): damn it. but nvm lissya this may all just be some silly teenage infatuation that will eventually fade away.
and i can't believe it's already march. one month nearer to syf. one month nearer to alevels. speaking of alevels, results are out today. and yeah lizhu told me that alot of our seniors did pretty well. so proud of them all (: wonder if i can do half as good when my turn comes. gosh it's damn scary >.<
enough said. till next time.
i love you too much it shows
all my emotions go out of control