Posted on: Sunday, December 21, 2008
Posted at: 10:05:00 pm
this post is dedicated to you, my dear friend:

i just wanted to say that i've made up my mind. i'm not going to be confused anymore. cos all that matters to me now is for you to promise me that you'll be happy. even if it's not with me. even if it's with her. even if we're not lovers. even if we're not friends. even if we're strangers. i just want you to be happy. knowing that you are happy will set me free. 

but i will always have a little faith in us. i have always believed that if we were ever meant to be, we will be. love always finds a way right? so for now, i'll keep you locked in my heart and move on with my life. i need to be able to put aside my feelings for you. i need to open up my heart again to others. even if you're not the one, i want to be able to love and be loved again. 

and know this too, the feelings i have for you will always be there buried deep inside my heart. like a secret admirer, i'll love you from afar - both physically and emotionally. you'll always take my breath away. and if one day, you decide to have the same feelings for me too, i'll be waiting my love. i'll always be waiting.

so always be happy ok. don't break that promise.


i'm not the one you sweep off her feet
and lead her up the stairwell.