Posted at: 12:18:00 pm
IF IT'S NOT OKAY, IT'S NOT THE END.
Do you believe in happy endings? Well apparently, I kinda do. I don't believe in fairytale happily-ever-after endings but I do believe and want to believe in endings where everything turns out alright. Believing in that kinda keeps me sane and not lose hope when things go terribly wrong. So to a dear friend, I don't think I can ever understand what you're going through right now but I can feel the pain you're feeling. But you've got to believe in yourself and believe that things will get better 'cos it will. Once you hit rock bottom, the only way is to go up. I know that you have the strength to pull through and don't worry, I'll be there in case you fall.
Well on a brighter note, this week, or rather the past two days, have been pretty much enjoyable for me.
On Monday, I woke up with a swollen left eye. Not sure why I got it but it doesn't hurt. So I had to wear my ugly spectacles to school ): Speaking of going to school, I had History lessons in the morning. I was so not in the mood for any studying but Mr Han was like scaring us about next year and all. Oh I so don't want next year to come! After that, went with Haslina to Bugis to meet Safa, Rasyiqah and Dinah. We had lunch at Banquet at Raffles Hospital then went to Bugis Street to buy slippers/sandals for myself and Haslina cos our shoes got drenched in the rain. Haha. And after that we headed off to Esplanade rooftop to discuss the plot for MLDDS drama and camwhore too! It was crazy discussing the plot with them in the slight rain. The plot got all confusing and very chick-flicky. I guess that's what you get when 5 girls get together to discuss. Hahaha. Then, me and Dinah left earlier cos I was so damn tired luh but yeah, had fun nonetheless. And here are some pictures from our camwhoring session on Monday courtesy from Rasyiqah's blog! But I'm too lazy to put in any captions. Hehe (:
Then yesterday, I went to school for dance. It was the second last dance training and I must say that I’m kinda sad ‘cos I will miss it. Even though the numbers are receding every time we go for dance, I find it kinda nice. The smaller the group, the easier it is to learn and teach dance steps, there is more space in the ds and we can sort of bond together better. Haha. But I do miss the others and their silly antics too. Dance has been much more enjoyable the past months. Maybe ‘cos exams have ended and we don’t have to worry much about the mundane and stressful academic stuff. Next year will be hell ‘cos there’s SYF and it’s A Levels year and GAHHH! There’s just too much going on next year!!!!! But at least I have the one thing that can keep me happy and sane – Malay Dance, the CCA itself and more importantly, the beloved people in it. They never fail to make my day (: And somehow, dance practices these days have never failed to make my body ache the next morning. That's a good thing right? That means I'm doing my postures and poses correctly right?? Haha. Been doing contemp steps and it's definitely something new for me 'cos I have NEVER done contemp in my 9plus years in malay dance. And I actually enjoy doing contemp although it's much more tiring and they keep reminding me to firm up 'cos I'm apparently to feminine. When I'm doing traditional, they say I'm not feminine enough but when I do contemp, I'm too feminine. Weird huh? Haha. I LOVE NJC MALAY DANCE (:
And I finally finished the Korean drama that I was currently watching yesterday - 'Three Dads and One Mom'. I love it oh so much! There's not much drama, you know those kind of backstabbing stuff that makes you feel like you want to kill the bad guy. Haha. It's really cute, funny and very light-hearted. Plus, it stars one of my fave Korean actors - Jae Hee. He's so damn cute!!! And the baby in the drama is so adorable too. Hehe.
Yupp that about sums up what I did for the week so far. Heh. Going out later for a BP alumni thing. Apparently, it's a BBQ and durian party. But who cares what it is! I want to meet all my dear friends!! Plus there's gonna be durian! Yupp, I'm a durian lover and proud of it (: Hahaha.
Enough said. Off to watch OTH now and ogle at the yummylicious CMM (:
i thought our days would last forever, but it wasn't our destiny.
'cos in my mind we had so much time, but i was so wrong.