Posted on: Monday, October 13, 2008
Posted at: 9:29:00 pm
So today has been an emotional rollercoaster. And I have no idea why. When I'm with my classmates and all, I'm fine. But when I get some quiet time all to myself, I start to feel gloomy and my heart gets heavier and I don't know. There's just too much to think about these days - so much so that my mind will suddenly switch off and turn blank. Like totally blank. I was totally blur during dance practice just now. And my choreographer had to keep on asking if I could get it or if I was okay. I really need to wake up my idea. Haha.

But yeah, I'm getting a little anxious over promo results. And to prolong the agony, we're only getting back our papers this Wednesday. Part of me doesn't really want to find out my results. But a huge part of me is curious to find out if I have to stay on another year in this hell hole. Haha. I guess time will soon tell. But so far, I've done much better than expected for SEA History although it really isn't that fantastic. Still, I am more than satisfied with it. Just hope that International History won't pull my marks down. Plus, for H1 Math, there's like 100% passes for the promo paper (: The highest mark is 85. I'm just happy for all of us for passing the paper. And I soooo loooveeee Ms Ling for treating us to ice-cream to celebrate our good results. She's such an awesome teacher. It's just too bad that she won't be teaching us next year ):

Some raya updates: Last Friday, I went jalan raya with my some of my ex-SJAB squadmates. Sad that not everyone could make it. And we only went like 5 houses. But I enjoyed it nonetheless. Had alot of fun reminiscing the bittersweet memories of St John. Kinda makes me wanna go back just to see how my dear juniors are doing. I shall upload the pictures as soon as someone uploads them all *hints hints to someone* heheee. And over the weekend, continued to jalan raya with my family but masih tak puas ah. If only there wasn't school, I would jalan hari-hari sampai puas hati. Hahaha.

Enough said. I have some pw-ing to do. Argh. PW is driving me insane!!!!!!!