Posted on: Friday, July 25, 2008
Posted at: 9:48:00 pm
Posted at: 9:48:00 pm
This week has been yet another busy and hectic week for me. Schoolwork is piling, malay dance trainings have re-started and there's just a million and one things that I have to do but just don't have the time and/or energy to. And someone kindly reminded me that promos is like only a freaking 6+ weeks away. SHITTES! And here I am thinking that I have all the time in the world to buck up and revise. I really do want to be promoted 'cause another year in jc will drive me nuts.
Anyway, met with Shirin and Huda today. Haven't seen them in what seems to be ages and I miss them so so terribly. After meeting at Causeway Point to have lunch, headed to BP to meet Arifah and collect their O Levels certs and testimonials. I missed Arifah like crazy too! So sad that Nina couldn't make it and the fact that she owes me money shouldn't be ignored either. Haha. And we came back at such a perfect timing 'cause they were having rehearsal for national day parade. I miss St John! I wish I could march with them! I miss listening to my own timings! LOL. And I really really want to watch the parade on 8 August. I don't give a shit to NJ's celebrations, if there is any lah. Haha. Anyone want to join me to go back to BP? (:
Oh and I absolutely loooveee the weather this week. Even though it has caused me to doze off in many lessons this week. Haha.
I suddenly thought of something random. Do you believe in soulmates? Do you believe that there is one person especially for you? Your perfect match? I guess I used to and I want to believe in it still but now, I'm not so sure. I mean how would you know that someone is your soulmate? Any random guy you meet on the bus could be your soulmate and you wouldn't even know it. And it's just as hard to find someone that you love much less find someone who's perfect for you. I guess all of this boils down to the fact that I thought that someone was perfect for me and I even saw a lifetime together ahead of us but boy, I was so wrong. What I really want right now is to just find a guy whom I care about and cares for me back. I need a boyfriend. I've been lonely for far too long ): Any guy up for the position? Hahaha.
Enough said.
We all wanna believe in love.
We all wanna believe in something bigger than us.