Posted on: Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Posted at: 10:40:00 pm

"Tragedies happen. What are you going to do? Give up? Quit? No. I realise now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're alive. Because you are and that pain you feel, it's life. The confusion and fear, that's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better and that something is worth fighting for."

- James Lafferty as Nathan Scott (One Tree Hill)

and so, i'm not going to give up. i'm not going to fall. i'm not going to let you hurt me anymore. and though what we had was special, maybe they're better off as memories. maybe we're better off being just friends. maybe that's how it was meant to be. i'm picking myself up and i'm starting my life over. the mess that you made in my life, i'm going to clean it up. i don't want to go to sleep crying and waking up feeling wasted anymore. this is where it ends. and this where my life begins. and though i can never respect your decision, please remember that i still love you as a friend. and that, my friend, will never change.