Posted on: Friday, February 29, 2008
Posted at: 6:17:00 pm
Posted at: 6:17:00 pm
sorry for the lack of updates because well, there really isn't much to update about. let me see...
malay dance practices have been damn slack these days. and i'm so damn happy that i don't have to dance contemp for aristal! haha. i really can't do contemp lah. so far, i'm only dancing the traditional dance :D
currently, me and my classmates have been obsessed with boybands and bubblegum pop songs all over again. i don't know how the hell it happened. but it did. haha. we sound like some super outdated bunch of people. and currently, our fave song (with actions) is byebyebye by nsync. we sing it anytime and anywhere. it should be our trademark. haha. i think we should form our own bubblegum pop band or something. we can 'sing' and 'dance'. LOL.
& lately, i've been thinking. maybe it's just time for me to let go of you. i shouldn't hang on much longer. 'cause i know what i'm trying to hang on to just isn't real anymore. they're just memories. and it's so fucking hard to be strong. it's so hard to live everyday telling myself that it's ok. 'cause it's not. it really isn't. i do regret. i regret letting you go before. now, i can't have you back. and all i want is for you to tell me that it really is going to be fine and that you'll always be here for me - at least as a friend. is that too much to ask?
enough said. now, i feel to depressed to carry on. hehs.
malay dance practices have been damn slack these days. and i'm so damn happy that i don't have to dance contemp for aristal! haha. i really can't do contemp lah. so far, i'm only dancing the traditional dance :D
currently, me and my classmates have been obsessed with boybands and bubblegum pop songs all over again. i don't know how the hell it happened. but it did. haha. we sound like some super outdated bunch of people. and currently, our fave song (with actions) is byebyebye by nsync. we sing it anytime and anywhere. it should be our trademark. haha. i think we should form our own bubblegum pop band or something. we can 'sing' and 'dance'. LOL.
& lately, i've been thinking. maybe it's just time for me to let go of you. i shouldn't hang on much longer. 'cause i know what i'm trying to hang on to just isn't real anymore. they're just memories. and it's so fucking hard to be strong. it's so hard to live everyday telling myself that it's ok. 'cause it's not. it really isn't. i do regret. i regret letting you go before. now, i can't have you back. and all i want is for you to tell me that it really is going to be fine and that you'll always be here for me - at least as a friend. is that too much to ask?
enough said. now, i feel to depressed to carry on. hehs.
the worst thing i could do
is to cry in front of you.