Posted on: Monday, February 18, 2008
Posted at: 8:35:00 pm
Posted at: 8:35:00 pm
first of all, MY HAIR SUCKS. the fringe is too short lah.
anyway, tmr is jae posting results as we all know. though the real feeling of anxiety hasnt really sunk in yet, i still feel nervous. i really really hope i can stay in njc. i dont want to go to acjc. some pple might say that i may go through the same dilemma i was in the last time. you see, i really didn't want to go to nj. i seriously hated it but after i while, i came to enjoy my stay in nj. i may not love it yet but yeah, i definitely will miss it if i can't stay...
what i will miss most if i don't get to stay is definitely my classmates. pae is damn cruel i tell you. it bonds a group of pple together just to break us up. screw pae. i love my classmates, each with their own unique character. its this uniqueness that makes us so united i guess and so whacky. haha. and though im very aware that even if i do stay in nj, there will be very few of us left in A01. but it's fine cuz most of them will be staying in nj (i hope!) and seeing them around school is just as good. but no matter what, we will always be the original 08A01! ahh i love you all sooo much!! :D
another thing i'll miss will be malay dance. i've been in malay dance since like pri 2 and i don't want to stop now. i get high everytime im dancing. it's like im on drugs. it numbs my pain (as in all the muscle aches. haha) and i feel liberated. there's no malay dance in acjc. and that simply sucks lah. dance is my passion. i'd rather die without it.
and of course, i'll miss ttc! haha. to come to think of it, i havent seen him since fri. that's been like 4 freaking days lah. i feel so deprived. LOL. must see him tmr just in case i don't get the chance to see him again!
if i don't get into nj tmr, i swear i will cry. but then i will defintely appeal. if i still can't get in after it all, then someone just kill me please. i'm not a big fan of changes. so, just let me stay k?
(lizhu told me not to put "enough said". so, i shall try not to. haha.)
anyway, tmr is jae posting results as we all know. though the real feeling of anxiety hasnt really sunk in yet, i still feel nervous. i really really hope i can stay in njc. i dont want to go to acjc. some pple might say that i may go through the same dilemma i was in the last time. you see, i really didn't want to go to nj. i seriously hated it but after i while, i came to enjoy my stay in nj. i may not love it yet but yeah, i definitely will miss it if i can't stay...
what i will miss most if i don't get to stay is definitely my classmates. pae is damn cruel i tell you. it bonds a group of pple together just to break us up. screw pae. i love my classmates, each with their own unique character. its this uniqueness that makes us so united i guess and so whacky. haha. and though im very aware that even if i do stay in nj, there will be very few of us left in A01. but it's fine cuz most of them will be staying in nj (i hope!) and seeing them around school is just as good. but no matter what, we will always be the original 08A01! ahh i love you all sooo much!! :D
another thing i'll miss will be malay dance. i've been in malay dance since like pri 2 and i don't want to stop now. i get high everytime im dancing. it's like im on drugs. it numbs my pain (as in all the muscle aches. haha) and i feel liberated. there's no malay dance in acjc. and that simply sucks lah. dance is my passion. i'd rather die without it.
and of course, i'll miss ttc! haha. to come to think of it, i havent seen him since fri. that's been like 4 freaking days lah. i feel so deprived. LOL. must see him tmr just in case i don't get the chance to see him again!
if i don't get into nj tmr, i swear i will cry. but then i will defintely appeal. if i still can't get in after it all, then someone just kill me please. i'm not a big fan of changes. so, just let me stay k?
(lizhu told me not to put "enough said". so, i shall try not to. haha.)
ain't it funny how you think you're gonna be ok
till you remember things will never ever be the same again