Posted on: Friday, October 05, 2007
Posted at: 5:59:00 pm
after four years, it all ends here...

graduation day today. supposedly, our last day in school. at least, that's what EVERYONE thought. but we still have to come to school on monday! like WTF lah!! don't feel like going but i don't think i'll have a choice.

anyway, today was erm...interesting. we still had first two periods of lessons but we spent the whole two hours mostly taking pictures and whatnot. well, most of us anyway. haha. after that, was graduation day ceremony. and it wasnt that enjoyable at all. the speeches were four too many and waaayyy to long lah. could have died of absolute boredom. haha. and truth be told, the dance performance by modern dance was not fabulous. the first part was super weird and kaku. and cikgu osman called us tengkoraks. hahaha. bpian idols performance literally gave me goosebumps. haha. at least the slideshow sort of saved the ceremony. sort of. it was ok but didn't make me cry, which i expected to do so. not enough pictures and the song choice was odd. but at least, we got nasi briyani. haha. can eat for buke later. BUT even though the ceremony wasnt what i hoped for, i am still appreciative lah. i am going to miss bp. :(

and now, as i think about it, i am going to miss bp. maybe not the building or most of the teachers. haha. but i'll miss the friends i've made over the four years and all the memories we share. i'll remember all the heartbreaks, laughter, tears, pain, scoldings and whatnot. i'll miss my st john days and malay dance. in short, i'll miss many, many things. and though we know we'll try to keep in touch, we cant deny that things wont ever be the same. most of us will part ways. and that's the most painful and difficult thing to do. but that's life. and goodbye is inevitable. damn it lissya. don't cry now...

and to you, you may not know this. i know you don't. but i'm gonna miss seeing you around. everytime i see you, i feel happy. you're the motivation that makes me wanna wake up every morning and go to school. you're the one who always puts a smile on my face when i'm feeling down. just the thought of you, the sight of you, gives me strength. but you don't even realise it. and i hope, that after the olevels, i'll gather up enough courage to tell you...

olevels officially starting next week. and i think i've made minimal progress in my revision. haha. i've started but very barely. must endure lissya. only 38 days till the last paper!! after that, we're free. can't wait! can't wait! can't wait! hahaha. but first, must study like hell. then, all hell will break lose. haha.

to all those taking olevels, ALL THE BEST. may luck be with you too. endure for a couple more weeks. then, it's over. haha. just remember, in the words of Eminem,

"You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime"

well, i guess enough is said. i'll upload the graduation day pics later when my dad comes home with his laptop. to say that i won't be updating till after olevels would be lying. haha. so, let's just say i wont be updating much, hopefully, not at all for i MUST start mugging no matter how much i hate it. haha. i promise much more exciting and eventful updates from 13 Nov onwards...

till then, CIAO!


as we go on, we remember, all the times we had together
and as our lives change, come whatever,
we will still be friends forever.