Posted on: Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Posted at: 6:44:00 pm
If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
We'd see the day when
nobody died...


chorus of the song "If everyone cared" by Nickelback. it got me thinking. is it really true that we can never reach utopia. is it really that impossible? don't all, no, most of us yearn for the day when there's no more reasons for tears to shed and blood to be spilled on the floors? but then, i wonder what will the world will be like if it's perfect, too perfect, where feelings of hate, anger, jealousy don't even exist? will it disrupt the balance of life? or was that how it was supposed to be from the very beginning?...

ok. that was kinda random. anyways, after getting back more and more papers, i can safely conclude that i have not done well for the mid-years. yes, i did expect some disappointments but there are far more than i had originally expect. what to do? i should just take this as a lesson and work harder next time i guess. by then, it'll be prelims. wow. tine passes by fast.i am not anticipating it at all.

right now, i'm caught in a dilemma. ok, i won't call it a dilemma. that's too drama. haha. but i can't seem to decide. 'cause i don't want a repeat of past mistakes. but my heart's telling me to go and my mind thinks otherwise. oh wells. i'll figure something out.

well, enough said. till next time.