Posted on: Monday, March 12, 2007
Posted at: 4:47:00 pm
had dance today. damn tiring, i tell you. got blasted alot. i guess everyone is just so stressed since SYF is like less than a month away and we don't really have a decent dance yet. must stay positive. work hard. and strive for that Gold, which we want but have not gotten it - YET. haha.

he called me today. i was shocked. he asked me how i did for the competition. and i told him everything. i was happily chatting away about our success. and then, he said it. the words i've been dreading to hear. my heart literally skipped a beat. he told me he had found a new girl. without realising, he revealed that he had liked her for a long time. since we were together. fuck. my hopes of us ever being together again were crushed - just like that. though he has put me through a lot of pain, i can't deny that i miss him. i miss us. shucks. i've got to learn to move on. someone please show me how.

enough said. ciao.

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on,
It gets so hard to walk away...
I'm gonna remember you,
You're gonna remember me.