Posted on: Monday, August 24, 2009
Posted at: 12:07:00 am
ok i am officially going on a HIATUS. or at least i will try to. but it's not like i update my blog that regularly anyways, so i guess i was already on an unofficial hiatus? haha. but yeah, all this is in a bid to try to stay away from the computer so that i can focus on mugging. whether successful, i can't be sure but hey at least i'm making an effort to :D


with only nine days left to prelims, i am starting to freak out. i actually remember not too long ago freaking out when i realise i have like 4 weeks to prelims and yet, i let those weeks pass by without doing much at all -.- but yes, now it's time to get serious cos i really have little time left. and what's worse is that i just came down with a terrible flu today, leaving me with a blocked nose and a terrible headache. plus the fasting month started on saturday, so i am sick and weak and i have to mug. life's just perfect isn't it?


i know i owe like updates on a number of events. so i'll just sum it up in a few sentences. first, for the malay dance seniors' farewell celebrations held last sunday, i just wanted to say a million and one thanks to all my beloved juniors. i really had fun that day and we will miss you all sooooo much! ): and colours award celebrations was held on friday. i think the duration i spent getting ready was more than the ceremony itself. like wth -.- but it was nice to hang out with fellow dancers and a01-ers. plus the mini ice-cream cum gossip session after that was fun too! :D


yupyup i guess that's it. i won't be updating my blog till after prelims i suppose (that is if i survive prelims haha). so wishing all the j2s the best for mugging and prelims! :D wish me the best of luck too. cos i really really need it! haha and don't miss me too much people! :DDD


ooh in the meantime, enjoy my newly updated blogsongs (: which include songs from bigbang, gdragon and 2ne1. here's the english translated lyrics to 'stay' by bigbang, which is my personal fave from their latest japanese album. enjoy people, till next time ~

Stay by Big Bang

[GD]
Oh bring it

[TY]
Ohh yeah yeah yeah yeah
Why don't you stay right here with me?
Stay here by my side

[GD]
I'm still here for you

[TY]
Here for you...

[GD]
Can you feel me now?
Take a deep breath and let me explain
All the pain that's been wreckin' my brain
Gettin so close to goin' insane
And see you standing there
The feeling's never gonna be the same
Seems like we missed the whole damn train
Blame is all we have for us

[TOP]
And I can't let it get in the way
Even if the love is the costly price to pay
Lookin' back like love was the game of cliche
Gotta move away sacrifice my heart and let you breathe again baby girl

[SR]
Everything is too late now,
The way she never spoke at times,
That our relationship was becoming solitary,
Now that I'm alone

Honestly...
Her being by my side was something I thought was natural,
The mail I sent;
User unknown

[DS]
In the empty closet,
The promise ring we chose together for her birthday,
Lays in the corner

[TY]
Before the door closes, baby please don't go away,
I regret not expressing my feelings, want you to say,
Although I come to regret now, I know it's late,
There is nobody who can take her place,
I want you to stay, want you to stay

[SR]
The last words, yes,
They were 'Thanks' rather than 'Take Care'
It shows it's the end,
Getting over me

It's the proof that I could not give what she wanted,
The key of the mail box,
End of the story

[TY]
The night will come in the room I'm alone in,
I can't see the lady who would be smiling in pictures

[DS]
There will be no chance that I can forget you,
Baby please don't fade away,
You won't erase all day,
Want you to stay,
Because it makes me this sad, I know it's late
Her existence which I had to keep,
I want you to stay, want you to stay

Posted on: Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Posted at: 11:57:00 pm
the broken clock is a comfort
it helps me sleep tonight
maybe it can stop tomorrow
from stealing all my time

yeah. that perfectly sums up how i feel. i'm really stressed out for prelims. and mostly cos i have barely done any revision at all. how screwed am i. i'm on the verge on a nervous breakdown and i've contemplated breaking my right hand just so i won't have to sit for prelims. the scary thing is that i'm dead serious about it.

in much happier news,
18 august was G-DRAGON's 21st birthday :D and also the release of his solo album, which is awesome btw :DD happy belated birthday GD!!
and today (19 august) is BIG BANG's 3rd year anniversary :D and the release of their 1st japanese album, which of course is kickass awesome too :DD happy anniversary BB!!
and and DAESUNG's surgery went well! yay! even though he has to miss his musical, family outing shooting and big bang's japan concert has to be postponed, it's ok! get well soon daeee! :D

Posted on: Sunday, August 09, 2009
Posted at: 11:37:00 pm
first of all, wishing all singaporeans a HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! :D though i didn't really feel the spirit of national day this year, i'm still thankful for the long weekend it brings heh

so my long weekend started with me ponning national day celebrations in school on friday. haha.
i really didn't feel like wasting my time in school and i was really productive at home ok. i finished all my intl history outlines plus i read 61 pages of my kashmir notes (which i didn't finish reading before heh)! it's really a remarkable achievement for me and i don't regret or feel bad about ponning school at all :DD

and yesterday was spent SHOPPING :D i think this could be the last weekend i can really shop with ease cos next weekend onwards, i should stay at home and mug right? heh. but yeah, went to ion for the first time and boy was it big. it got kind of confusing actually. but i really loved the toilet haha. it was soooooo damn nice (: oh and i found out that i have some mild eye infection when i went to get my new specs done. so i'm advised not to wear contacts for at least 2 weeks before getting them checked out again ): and the worst part is my new specs will only be ready on friday so i most probably will have to go to school this week in my ugly old specs ):

and today was a day spent with family - both distant and close. went to the cemetery in the morning to do some visiting before the fasting month starts. then after that went to my cousin's in-laws' house for a kenduri (smth like a ceremony?) and got to see all my dear cousins. and omg my cousin's recently-born baby is like sooooo damn cute. i really really wished i could take her home! she's like only 3 months old but weighs 8kg already! but she's really round and CUTE :DD

yup yup that about sums up my weekend thus far. there's no school tomorrow but i should spend it mugging again. blueks ): but what choice do i have?

enough said (:

ps. hurry the hell up august 18th and 19th! i want gd's solo album and big bang's new japanese album really bad! :X

Posted on: Saturday, August 01, 2009
Posted at: 11:19:00 pm
urgh i've been having this terrible headache since i woke up this morning. tried to sleep it off, tried getting rid of it with panadol but it won't go away! ): my head is like spinning like crazy. and i was walking around the whole day like some drunk person haha

ok anyways, as expected, i have nothing much to blog about because of my oh so uneventful life right now. but gosh i just realised that it's already 1 August. like wth. 7 months just flew past me and i didn't even notice. counting down to prelims now. and since the first paper is on 4th September, that leaves me around 34 days which is a little less than 5 weeks. *faints* part of me is dreading it because of all the mugging i have to cram in such a short period of time but another part of me actually can't wait because i really really want to get it over and done with!! life sucks.

in other news, i really can't wait for 18 August becauseee it's the long-anticipated and much delayed release of G-Dragon's solo album! i bet it'll be good cos he does write/produce great music (even if he's fashion sense these days is a little too over the top and uhm strange haha). can't wait for it :D and on top of that, on the exact same day, Brave Brothers will be releasing their album too, having been representative producers for YG and having written great songs for Big Bang, Son Dambi, After School, etc. it'll be the 'showdown' between the teacher (Brave Brothers) and student (G-Dragon) on who'll have the higher album sales. cool right?! but what's cooler is that Brave Siblings will be collaborating with the very singers they have produced for like BIG BANG and Son Dambi. AWESOME! hurry up August 18th! :DD

oh and there have been alot of news going around recently about a possible breakup of DBSK/TVXQ? not the biggest fan of them, but for the benefit of my friends who are crazy over them (haha), i sincerely hope all ends well (: