And the past week has been spent attending SEA History lessons from Monday to Wednesday. Gosh. It felt like god knows how long since I sat through lectures. And I am not saying I enjoyed it. Haha. 

And yesterday was MLDDS Seniors' Farewell!!! The day started off with waking up at 6am to fry fishballs and nuggets. I can't remember when was the last time I actually woke up that early. Haha. Then met the rest at Woodlands MRT at 7.30am and my dad 'transported' all the stuff for the day and some of us to Sentosa. They should really have better signs at Sentosa cos it took us a long time to find the parking lot for Tanjong Beach. Damn confusing k. So anyway, as soon as we reached our spot, we prepared all that had to be prepared and waited for the seniors to arrive. The seniors came at 11 plus and we started off with games! There were a lot of wet games and Safa kept drenching everyone. Haha. But it was dammn fun. Then we had some free time and so we played in the sea. And even though I'm not a big fan of the deep blue ocean (mostly cos I can't swim!), it was really fun! Everyone got soooo hyper. After that, we had lunch followed by the formal handing over. Then the seniors left and us, juniors, decided to stay and slack off for awhile. We just sat in the water and talked about boys and marriage and whatnot. Haha. Girl talks are the best! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!! And after a loooong and tiring BUT FUN day, we washed up, packed up and went home. 

And now, I am suffering from terrible sunburns!!! Stupid me, I forgot to apply sunblock lotion before spending the day at the beach yesterday. Smart huh. Gosh my face and shoulders are especially red and stinging like crazy )): Oh and my tan lines are horrendous!!!

Pictures of farewell to be uploaded soon!!!

Enough said. I'm off to get my daily dose of One Tree Hill :DDD

I wouldn't want to bore my dear readers with a boring post about my boring life. So I thought of "showing off" this poem that I wrote. Haha. I think I wrote it somewhere way back in secondary school (though I can't remember when exactly). It really isn't that good but I found it cute that I actually wrote it. I wonder who was the inspiration behind this poem? Heh. I haven't been writing much poems and not because of the lack of inspiration - believe me, I have loads of inspiration. Haha. It's just that I don't quite have the time. But I might write a few this holidays seeing that I have more time and that I have a new inspiration in my life. Hehehe. Anyways, enjoy the poem! :D

Anyways, the weekends have been great. Saturday was spent with Dhiya, Haslina, Rasyiqah at Sentosa. We were recee-ing the beaches for our MLDDS Seniors' Farewell. Found a great spot and decided to sit, enjoy the scenery and discuss our plans for the farewell. But we didn't get very far into our discussions cos it started to drizzle and there were dogs running loose on the beach. Damn irritating lah. The signs explicitly said that all dogs must be leashed yet all these young Singaporeans think they're so high-class by letting their dogs run free. It's really not ok. Rasyiqah even called the 'park ranger' to complain. Haha. Oh and me and Rasyiqah saw Ammar but since he didn't acknowledge us, we pretended we didn't see him either. Hahaha. We decided to go back to Vivo, where we were joined by Safa, to have early dinner and continue our discussions. Hopefully, our farewell will turn out well (:

Didn't do much on Sunday but I did get a new phone (: Don't get me wrong, I wasn't even thinking of getting a new phone. I'm pretty much contented with the one I had but my dad had a $500 + $12o voucher. So, he decided to buy a new phone for himself but there was ALOT of balance left in the voucher. In the end, my dad bought both an iPhone3G and Samsung Omnia. Like wth right?! Who needs two phones? But he also offered to buy me a Samsung SGH-F480 which is quite cool so I took the offer. Hehe. And it's in Coral Pink (: Loovveee it! Oh almost forgot, we were in the car at some traffic light and my sister told me, "Eh, look its Aliff Aziz" and so, I looked out and there he was right outside my window. But it's really no big deal. Come on lah, it's only him. That's the reason why I can't understand why my sister got so hyped up about. If it's Taufik or something, then it's different lah. If it's someone more worthy of getting hyped up about, I would immediately wind down my window, take his/her photo and ask for his/her autograph. Haha.

That's it for my updates but since I have nothing better to do, I shall do the quiz that my irritating sister tagged me to do.

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then, tag 8 people, list them out at the end of the posting. Notify them in their tag board that he/she has been tagged.

Questions:
1)Does people treat you as side dish?
What the hell does that mean??

2)What's your most favourite thing to do?
That's quite simple. I love to SHOP! (:

3)What's your favorite school level in your whole life ?
Hmm. So far, Sec 3.

4)What kind of boyfriend / girlfriend do you want?
Someone who knows how to treat me right, fun to be with, sweet and romantic and of course, at least pleasant to look at. Heh.

5)Is there somebody in your heart right now?
Yeah I guess. Maybe even more than one somebody. Haha.

6)Do you believe that you can survive without money?
Honestly, probably not. You can't deny that money is important in this world today.

7)Are you afraid of pain?
Yup. Who isn't?

8)What do you feel like doing now?
Weird as it seems, I feel like dancing. I MISS MALAY DANCE!!!! ):

9)If there is someone you like, will you confess to him/her?
If it's a one-sided kind of like (which it usually is), then most probably no. I don't have the guts to do it. I'm kinda a coward at this sort of things plus, I like it better when the guy makes the first move (:

10)What are you craving for right now?
Hmm. Chocolate Indulgence cake from Secret Recipe (:

11)What are the 5 things you are most passionate about at the moment?
Shopping, sleeping, my MacBook, my iPod and MALAY DANCE (:

12)If you can have 3 wishes granted, what will it be?
1. I wish I could slow down time (seeing that A Levels is like next year. YIKES!)

2. I wish to find a boyfriend SOON! Being single for too long is getting abit lonely ):

3. I wish I never have to grow up!!!!

13)If you have a chance to be rich or happy, which one will you choose?
Happy (:

14)If you have the chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Being less of a lazy ass and be more hardworking. Haha.

15)If you are unhappy, what will you do?
Bottle it up. Not good, I know.

16)Which country do you like the most?
Not sure which I like most, but I wanna go SPAIN!!!

17)Which is your favourite band?
Simple Plan is ONE of them (:

18)Are you happy?
Hmm. I could be happier.

19)What are the three things you like about your family?
They're always there when I get home, they're there for me through thick and thin & without them, I wouldn't be me (:

Ok. Done. I'm not tagging anyone. If you wanna do the quiz, be my guest. Till next time (:

But yeah, yesterday was the last dance training for the year. And we were so close to canceling training cos we had no venue. BUTT the damn ds1 just had to be available! ): So we had treacherous pt and ft which resulted in muscle aches everywhere. Imagine doing splits for five counts of eight SIX TIMES! Like Hui Wei said, it's like giving birth to six children. Haha. Then we danced and blablabla. After training ended, me and Lizhu wanted to eat ice-cream so after MUCH MUCH persuasion, we went to someplace (whose name I really can't remember) along Sixth Avenue with Gwen, Nghia, Porkpau (who just came back from OBS!), Travis, Thinking and Kurt to have ice-cream! Kurt was even as nice as to offer to treat us to ice cream but us girls, who are so nice and actually have a conscience, turned down his offer (: Hehehe. Then Thinking and Lizhu left while the rest of us went off for dinner. Well actually, the guys had dinner. Gwen and I just watched them eat. We're on diet! Haha. Played lame games and told sick jokes before heading home. Yupp, so that was a sort of super mini bonding session with what's left of the dance group before we all head our separate ways for the holidays. Ok, I make it seem as if we're never meeting again. Haha. But I'LL MISS YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH!!!! What the hell am I going to do for the rest of the holidays? Rot at home I guess. Heh.

And today, went out with my sister and cousin to watch HSM3 yet again cos my sis haven't watched it. And to think I didn't even want to watch it at all. In the end, I watched it twice. THE HORROR! Haha. After the movie, we went shopping at Bugis street and got myself a new pair of shades, a pretty top and a super cute tee (: Despite my muscle aches, I managed to walk through Bugis for more than an hour. When it comes to shopping, no pain can stop me! Haha. 

And I desperately need advice on something but let's touch on that some other time eh? My arms are aching like craaaaazzzzzyyyyy!!!!!!! ):

EVERYTHING IS OKAY IN THE END.
IF IT'S NOT OKAY, IT'S NOT THE END.

Do you believe in happy endings? Well apparently, I kinda do. I don't believe in fairytale happily-ever-after endings but I do believe and want to believe in endings where everything turns out alright. Believing in that kinda keeps me sane and not lose hope when things go terribly wrong. So to a dear friend, I don't think I can ever understand what you're going through right now but I can feel the pain you're feeling. But you've got to believe in yourself and believe that things will get better 'cos it will. Once you hit rock bottom, the only way is to go up. I know that you have the strength to pull through and don't worry, I'll be there in case you fall.

Well on a brighter note, this week, or rather the past two days, have been pretty much enjoyable for me.

On Monday, I woke up with a swollen left eye. Not sure why I got it but it doesn't hurt. So I had to wear my ugly spectacles to school ): Speaking of going to school, I had History lessons in the morning. I was so not in the mood for any studying but Mr Han was like scaring us about next year and all. Oh I so don't want next year to come! After that, went with Haslina to Bugis to meet Safa, Rasyiqah and Dinah. We had lunch at Banquet at Raffles Hospital then went to Bugis Street to buy slippers/sandals for myself and Haslina cos our shoes got drenched in the rain. Haha. And after that we headed off to Esplanade rooftop to discuss the plot for MLDDS drama and camwhore too! It was crazy discussing the plot with them in the slight rain. The plot got all confusing and very chick-flicky. I guess that's what you get when 5 girls get together to discuss. Hahaha. Then, me and Dinah left earlier cos I was so damn tired luh but yeah, had fun nonetheless. And here are some pictures from our camwhoring session on Monday courtesy from Rasyiqah's blog! But I'm too lazy to put in any captions. Hehe (:

I've been doing some thinking. Ok imagine this scenario. You like this person ALOT and you're really happy being with him/her but things happen causing you to break up with this person. Even though you initiated the breakup, you feel devastated. After many many months of regretting and feeling miserable, you finally start to move on but just as you do so, this person comes up to you out of the blue and admits that he/she misses you and basically wants you back. So what would you do? Would you take him/her back?

Well even for me, I would take him back given the above scenario. It sounds like the perfect ending to some Hollywood movie doesn't it? But reality isn't that simple. I can't take him back no matter how much I wanted to. It really doesn't matter how much I loved him. Things just can't be the same. For one, he wasn't even sincere when he wanted to take me back. He didn't even break up with his gf for god's sake. And that hurt a lot, thinking that he has a 'backup plan' if getting back with me wasn't successful. Bastard lah. But putting that aside, I can't go back to that part of my life no matter how happy I was 'cos I promised that I wouldn't let myself fall for you again. Remember that you were my friend, my very good friend, first before you were my bf. And I want that back. I want the times when we were just friends. Things were much simpler then. We were happier and we didn't have to worry much. You were there when I needed you and I was there for you too. We lasted longer as friends than we ever did as more than just friends.

So the bottom line is that no matter how much I really love you, I can't go back and get hurt all over again. My heart really can't take it anymore. So for now, I can only love you as a friend and maybe, just maybe, in time, we'll end up being more than just friends again. Only time will tell. So let's start over from the very beginning and undo all the mistakes we made. Besides, she still needs you.

Enough said. And I'm not being emo or anything if that's what you're thinking. I'm just reflecting that's all (:

Oh and listen to 'Yesterday' by Leona Lewis. Fucking awesome song. And it's kind of the soundtrack of my life for now.

And and I got to see my future husband, 

my I''m-not-sure-what-this-feeling-is-but-it's-definitely-something guy (he's new! hehe) 

and one of my eyecandies. 

Hahahaha. 

Yupp that pretty sums it up.

Today was definitely a great day even though it didn't start out great.

Felt all jittery and nervous in the agonising wait for OP to be over.

And had my first day of cramps today. 

Out of all days, it just had to be on my OP exam right?

But I managed to survive the day with an overdose of panadol. Haha.

Well enough said.

Sorry for the rather short and abrupt post.

Cos I can't sit up for very long.

My back is like so strained and aching all over thanks to the birthday girl. Haha.

Till next time! (:

Hmm but today's just another boring Monday and even though there's no school, the thought of it being Monday is just so depressing. I hate Mondays 'cos it means that a brand new week has come, reminding me how fast time passes by. Sometimes I just wish things could slow down. I really can't believe it's Nov already. Sometimes it's hard to even believe that I'm already 17 and in junior college. Gosh. I might as well get married already. Hahaha.

But there is one thing about this fast-paced life that I'm grateful about and that is there's only 4 more friggin days till my OP exam and the end of all my PW miseries!! Heh. It's like I couldn't care less what grade I'm going to get for PW. All I care is to get it over and done with. Uhm but of course, I would love to get an A for all the blood and tears I've shed over this bloody subject. Just 4 more friggin days. So I must persevere!

Enough said. I still have InR to do and I need to memorise my OP script. Bleurgh.