So off we were to do something more beneficial than just stoning in school. Me, Edywna, Qiaowen, Huiyi and Jiaomei decided to go Cine to catch a movie. And the only movie that fit our timing was HSM3. We agreed to watch it cos we wanted to see how crappy it was. Haha. I really can't believe I actually watched it when I was like so totally against it from the very beginning. And we met with quite a number of other NJCians who also watched HSM3 with us.

So here's the deal. I strongly feel that the movie has no plot. I mean it is so expected lah. And I really can't stand Zac&Vanessa or Troy&Gabriella. They're just oh so lovey-dovey and I hate Gabriella's "oh golly gee I'm such a goody two shoes" attitude. There's just too many scenes of them both and the whole movie practically revolves around them only. Bleurgh. BUTT, I must admit that it's kinda worth watching for the songs and dance. I really like the songs and of course, my Charles Klapow always comes come up the best choreography (: Funny how I watch the movie mostly to see one of the dancers in the background. Hehehe. But he's hawt! And I loovveee Sharpay. She's so bimbotic but cute. Haha. Okaayy, and I gotta admit that I almost teared up at some of the touching scenes. Aside from the fact that it's Zac&Vanessa, some scenes were really quite sweet. So all in all, I would give the overall movie 2 stars but 4 stars just for the songs and dance. It's really more worth to buy the soundtrack than the movie itself. Heh. But yeah, that's just my opinion. Apparently, somebody finds it nice, even watched it twice! Hahaha.

Then after that, we parted ways and I decided to go home. And on the MRT, there was this man who was standing like right smack in front of me! I was sitting down and his butt was practically in my face lah and his pants kept sweeping against my leg. I was so tempted to kick his leg or something but I tried to be patient and tried falling asleep. Thank god he moved away after 2 stations or I would have seriously kicked his butt or something. Hahaha. 

Well, enough said.

The long weekend is here and I must admit, it has been great. Saturday was spent jalan-ing raya with my girlfriends from NJC and yesterday was spent jalan-ing raya with my BP friends. It was definitely tiring but fun! But I think I ate just a little too much. Hehe. I shall exercise this coming holidays. No, I MUST exercise this coming holidays!! Haha. And yesterday reminded me how much I really really miss BP ): It's nothing new but being with all my friends is really very nostalgic. 

Today was spent being a lazy pig. Woke up 10, bathed, ate breakfast and fell asleep again. Haha. Woke up at 2 plus, ate lunch and here I am slacking off again. Macam mane tak gemuk lissya? Hehe. But then again, you can't blame me cos for the past two days, I've been reaching home so late. I need to recuperate okay. Heheee.

I really can't wait for 7 Nov, which is like 11 days away? Omg it seems so damn far away. Why 7 Nov? Cos that's my OP exam date and the last day of torturous PW!!! PW seriously pisses me off. Every damn thing about it makes me want to blow my top. And it's true, PW does bring out the worst in people. Panas darah betul dengan ahli-ahli kumpulan ku. Rasa macam aku je yang buat kerja semua. ARGH! Whew, maintain lissya maintain. Just can't wait to get everything over and done with so that I can finally celebrate the end of the school year properly.

Enough said. Hope the rest of the week turns out fine (:

Our day started off with us having to report for morning assembly after what seems like eons of not having to. Ok lah, it's been only a week but waking up at 6am seems like such a distant feeling. Haha. Instructions were given out for us to get into groups of 40 and stand in front of the cadets holding up the cards. And qw made sure we stood in front of the most good-looking cadet there, which after close scrutiny, wasn't that cute. Haha. But thankfully, he was joined by another cadet who is waaayyy cuter and who we like to call "long eyelash guy". Haha. He just made my day(:

Ok after that was blablabla. Shan't go into all the boring details. Let me see, the first thing I remember was Ah Meng getting his face painted GREEN! Haha. Then we went into some jungle/forest to learn some of the survival methods they use. We got to try the SAF insect repellent and it works! Not a single creepy crawlie came near me!! Should have gotten it for OBS and whatever camps I've been to. Haha. Then, there were demonstrations of the weapons and whatnot used. And my classmates were so sporting - they did a great job participating in all the demonstrations. So proud of them (: Heh. And lastly, we had some lecture cum short demonstration on Night Vision Goggles, which meant sleep time for me. Can't blame me cos I was feeling damn hot, tired and HUNGRY ):

But the best part was definitely the class photo taking sessions. Haha. We took class photos with all our three guides and after that, someone came up with a damn embarrassing idea of taking individual photos with the three guides. It was damn stupid lah. The three guides were like statues and we were taking turns to take photos with them. Haha. That was not what we intended but in the end, I guess it's ok 'cos we did get to take photos with them, more importantly, 'long eyelash guy'. Hehe. I shall the post the pictures when I get them and then, you can judge for yourselves how cute he really is. Heeeheeee.

So that about wraps up what I did today 'cos after I got home all I did was sleeeeeeeep my lazy ass off. Haha. And now I'm off to do my looonnngggg overdue first draft of I&R :(

After that, slacked and ate lunch at Pizza Hut with Dinah, Hazi and was joined later by Rasyiqah and Haslina. Service there was damn SLOW and BAD. Kinda pissed off. After lunch, helped prepare stuff for the MLDDS booth. Safa joined us much later. So kecoh lah this bunch. It's never boring with them around. You'll laugh your heart out no matter what. Open Day is tomorrow and I'm damn nervous for my performance 'cos I'm scared my sarung will tersangkut again. And once that happens, I will be super panicked and forget my steps. Super embarrassing kan?! But even so, you are all welcome to come and watch me dance. I just looveee being in the limelight. Hahaha.

Besides all that kecoh-ness and whatnot, I've been reflecting and thinking. I've been thinking about some stuff that happened not too long ago. And the lyrics of the song below really sums up how I feel. It's an old song but really nice and right now, I can so relate to it. It really hits home. It talks about moving on and accepting reality, which I haven't been doing lately. I want a fresh start with us. I want to erase all those bad memories and start anew. I think we can do it. I think I can do it.

As for that one person, I wasn't exactly shocked when I heard the news. Part of me sort of felt that it kinda serves you right but another part of me felt kinda sad and disappointed. But nonetheless, I am praying VERY HARD for you. Come what may, you will always be who you are to me now. Of course, I do hope things will turn out well for you. I really do.

But but there's no more 'normal lessons' for the rest of the year! Just dry runs, tech runs and other planned activities and whatnot. But it doesn't mean I can totally slack off cos there's still that damn PW. Nevermind. Must just endure. 7 November and it will all be over!!! (:

Oh if you're free, come to NJ Open Day this Saturday, 9am to 3pm. Come watch my performance then you can leave for all I care. Hahaha.

But yeah, I'm getting a little anxious over promo results. And to prolong the agony, we're only getting back our papers this Wednesday. Part of me doesn't really want to find out my results. But a huge part of me is curious to find out if I have to stay on another year in this hell hole. Haha. I guess time will soon tell. But so far, I've done much better than expected for SEA History although it really isn't that fantastic. Still, I am more than satisfied with it. Just hope that International History won't pull my marks down. Plus, for H1 Math, there's like 100% passes for the promo paper (: The highest mark is 85. I'm just happy for all of us for passing the paper. And I soooo loooveeee Ms Ling for treating us to ice-cream to celebrate our good results. She's such an awesome teacher. It's just too bad that she won't be teaching us next year ):

Some raya updates: Last Friday, I went jalan raya with my some of my ex-SJAB squadmates. Sad that not everyone could make it. And we only went like 5 houses. But I enjoyed it nonetheless. Had alot of fun reminiscing the bittersweet memories of St John. Kinda makes me wanna go back just to see how my dear juniors are doing. I shall upload the pictures as soon as someone uploads them all *hints hints to someone* heheee. And over the weekend, continued to jalan raya with my family but masih tak puas ah. If only there wasn't school, I would jalan hari-hari sampai puas hati. Hahaha.

Enough said. I have some pw-ing to do. Argh. PW is driving me insane!!!!!!!

Yes, unfortunately, I'm still alive. Haha. Actually I'm just barely alive. PW has dried up all my brain cells and drained me mentally. Dance has resumed too and it's draining me physically. My whole damn body is aching like shit. Every step I take is excruciating! That's how bad it is. BUT MUST PERSEVERE LISSYA!!! *just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold onnnnn!*

But despite all that, I'm looking forward to jalan raya with my ex-SJAB squadmates later today!! I miss them all so so sooooo much! I just don't how I will survive all the walking and whatnot. Haha.

Enough said. I'm too tired to type anymore. This post is just to remind everyone that I'm still alive but not well ya? Hahaha. Sorry for the lack of updates though >.<