Well actually I'm not really in the best of moods these days. There's all these feelings in me and even my superman can't save me this time. Cos I know he's going through a rough patch right now and I don't want to place my burden on him. But it's really killing me from the inside. And it's not helping that promos are coming and I'm freaking stressed out about it. My heart can only take so much. Sometimes I feel like locking myself in the room, blast the music out loud, scream my lungs out and just bawl my eyes out. I really can't take it. And all I can do is to bottle it up. Bottle them all up and just smile and reassure myself that I'm ok. But I'm scared no I'm so terrified. And now my heart is so battered and bruised. And I'm trying to put back the pieces but it's just hurting so much more. Maybe it's true what they say - that a broken heart is like a broken mirror; it's better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself trying to fix it. I need to find the strength in me to get through this. I gotta have faith. Heart, please please don't fail me now. Courage, don't desert me 'cos I need you to get through this. 

But on the flipside, watching Camp Rock has brightened my mood. I think it's waayyy better than High School Musical. And the Jonas Brothers are awesome! Especially Joe Jonas who is damn damn haaawwwtttt! Need to buy soundtrack. Need to buy DVD. Haha. Plus, I'm happy that Roger Federer won the US Open! Yeah, go Federer!! (:

There isn't more for me to say simply 'cos I'm just too lazy. And if you're worried about me, don't be. I'll be fine. Really.