I am dead tired today. Today was as dull and boring as ever, with the exception of SEA History tutorial and the lizard incident. Somehow, I have an eye for spotting lizards even if they're like damn tiny and look like sticks. So the story goes something like this... We went into the class and sat down (like duh right?). Then I noticed this small brown thing on the floor and it was like moving. But it looked like a stick or something, and I thought the wind was blowing it, that's why it was moving. Then I asked YF if it was a lizard, and she said it wasn't. Then suddenly the thing moved again and it was most definitely a lizard - a small, dying, thin lizard that's stuck to the ground. But it was so disgusting and was wriggling away. So me, YF and ZX screamed and hopped onto our seats/tables. And the teacher in the other class actually came in to ask what's wrong. Haha. In the end, JM picked it up (eew!) and threw it away. It was superbly gross ok. I HATE LIZARDS! But yeah, that's what you get when your class is all girls. Haha.

27 more days to Promos. Haha. I must keep reminding myself to let it in sink in. Schedule for Promos is out and I'm relieved that my last paper is on 24 Sept. It doesn't clash with raya! Haha.

'The Great Escape' by Boys Like Girls is playing on my iTunes. And I remember that it used to be our song. You know, sometimes when I think about it, I don't think I will ever get over you. We were the best of friends and then, we made a big mistake - we fell in love. Now, it's like we were never even friends before. And it breaks my heart to see us so apart. We both did agree as lovers and I thought maybe we'd be better off as friends. But now I don't know what to think anymore. I just know that every time I see you with her, it still hurts so damn much. 'Cos I know that if I was just a bit more selfish, it would still be me who is by your side. But I knew that your heart just wasn't in it anymore, so I had to walk away. What else could I do? And even though it's been more than a year, I still can't completely get over you. I never thought I would be replaced so soon. And I guess now that you're with her, it'll never be the way it used to be. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time. I wish we were still friends at the very least. I wish I hadn't let you go. And I still dream about us sometimes. I still shed a tear for you every once in a while. Tell me how do I get over you when I see you more often than I really want to. I really can't keep on living my life this way. You're not my everything, not anymore. I want to go back to this day two years ago and when you asked me to be your lover, I would have said no.

Enough said. My heart's breaking just thinking of this.