Posted on: Monday, June 30, 2008
Posted at: 9:19:00 am
Posted at: 9:19:00 am
SPAIN BABY SPAIN!
Spain won man! I honestly thought Germany would win. But too bad Germany! Haha. You owe me another five bucks. Unlike some people, I have my faith in Spain. Hehe. Sweet sweet victory. Torres is my man! :D
Spain won man! I honestly thought Germany would win. But too bad Germany! Haha. You owe me another five bucks. Unlike some people, I have my faith in Spain. Hehe. Sweet sweet victory. Torres is my man! :D
Well, as you can see by the time this is being posted, I don't have any lessons today. But I have Malay Dance later at 4.30pm. Sighs. Malay Dance just had to spoil my school-free day. I'm so lazy lah. And it will probably end later than 7.30pm ):
The weekends have been spent slacking off after common tests. I still have some holiday homework to be done. But I'm so not in the mood for studying. Haha. On Saturday, had my first Malay Dance practice like after 3 to 4 weeks. I was so rusty man. Haven't been dancing for so long. We were practicing for IRIR competition somewhere around early July though I can't remember the exact date. And since we need minimum 20 dancers, had to add in about 8 people. So there's some major changes in the dance plus we're seriously running short of time. But then again, we made it for Aristal, so this should be a breeze. Haha. After dance, went shopping at Vivo with my family. Spent so many hours walking around Vivo and I only bought a watch and a dress from Forever 21. Haha. But it was worth it (: I'm still waiting for enough greens for my shopping spree!!
Yesterday, just went to Causeway Point to do some grocery shopping and gift hunting for my cousin's birthday. And we had late lunch at Seoul Garden. Every single time I eat there, I will leave feeling super super bloated. In fact, when I was going to sleep yesterday night, I could still feel the bloated-ness. Haha.
I shall end here for now. I really ought to be doing my Economics or GP. Sighs. I'm really getting sick of school >.<
If I can't hear your heartbeat,
you're too far away.
Posted on: Friday, June 27, 2008
Posted at: 5:41:00 pm
Posted at: 5:41:00 pm
Like FINALLY this day has arrived. CTs are over and done with. And I'm so relieved even though I'm pretty confident of screwing up most of the subjects, especially GP, Econs, Lit and History, which is like almost everything lah. Haha. But it's ok. The fact that it's over makes me beam with joy. No more late night last minute muggings - at least till until Promos. And I've succumbed to fate. What can go wrong will go wrong. Besides, I have no school on Monday. Yeah baby! :D
1. Do this quiz
2. Remove 1 question from the quiz
3. Replace it with your own question
4. Tag 9 people to do this quiz
1 ) Who are the most important people in your life?
My family and friends :D
2) What will you die without?
I will die without chocolates, my iPod, my handphone and LOVE (;
3) What will you do if tomorrow is the end of the world?
I will go Candy Empire and eat all the chocolates till my heart's content, go on a wild search for CK and confess to him that I have an insane crush on him (Oh. TTC too. Hehe.) or maybe I'll just stay at home and watch TV. Haha.
4) Do you believe in angels or fairies?
Fairies nope. But I believe that we al have our own guardian angel and not necessarily in the magical form (:
5) What did you eat this morning?
A chocolate muffin i think or something that looks like it. Haha.
6) What did you do, at 10am today?
I was halfway sitting through my History paper >.<
7) Who was the last person who lay down on your bed?
I want to say Fernando Torres but some people will get jealous. LOL.
8) Will you choose to live in an island alone or to live with an island full of annoying people? Why?
An island full of annoying people. There may be cute guys. Hehe. And I can live with that.
9) What was the last text in your inbox? Who was it from?
My last text stated that there's going to be dance practice tomorrow from 8am to 11am in the school gym. From Saniah. I'm too lazy to go dance tomorrow. Haish.
10) What was the last movie you caught?
If I'm not wrong, it was Congkak. Funny memories man. Haha.
11) Who was the last person you chatted with online?
Lizhu (:
12) Do you believe in fairytales in real life?
I want to. I'm still waiting for my prince charming to come and save this damsel in distress. Haha.
13) Do you have a crush?
It's not a matter of whether I have one but rather, how many. Haha.
14) What’s your favorite cartoon?
What type of question is this? I'm very mature ok. I don't watch cartoons. Hahaha.
15) How old are you now?
Sweet seventeen (:
16) If you could have a superpower, what would it be? Why?
I want to be able to read people's minds so that misunderstandings can be avoided. Oh and I want to fly too so that I don't ever have to top up my EZ-Link card anymore. Hehe.
17) Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
People used to call me Lizard, which was very hurtful ok. Haha.
18) Are you currently happy?
Currently, yes 'cause common tests are over and Spain won baby.
19) What are you proud of?
The fact that I have great friends and family ((:
20) Define the meaning of friends.
Friends are the family we choose for ourselves and they're always there for you no matter what.
21) Differentiate what is love and what is like.
Love is the most amazing feeling ever and is really indescribable. Like is just a mutual attraction that can just be skin-deep like a crush or infatuation.
22) Are you bored now?
I'm going to be bored if this quiz doesn't end soon.
23) Do you prefer strawberry ice-cream or a hot coffee?
Strawberry? I don't like strawberry but I loovvee ice-creams. I guess I'd choose hot coffee provided it's from Starbucks. Haha.
24) Black or white?
White (:
25) Do you believe that dreams do come true?
Very much so and very much want to.
26) What was the meanest thing you had done ?
Nothing. I'm very kind ok. Hehe.
27) Are you in love?
Nope. But I'm in like :D
28) What annoys you most?
Right now, this quiz.
29) Who annoys you most?
Right now, the person who tagged me to do this quiz.
30) Have you ever committed any crime?
You want me to get caught by the police is it?!?
31) What’s the color of your room?
Light blue (:
32) Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Hmm. Why not? A billion is a heck lot of money.
33) Who was the last person who lay on your bed?
Isn't this question repeated? But I know it was Torres just now but it just changed to Steven Gerrard. Haha.
34) Do you have a life?
*sarcastic tone* Oh. I don't. I'm currently dead and typing on my laptop.
35) Who was the last person you dreamt of?
CUTE KENDARAT - seriously. Hee.
36) Do you walk with your eyes close or open?
I refuse to answer such a stupid question.
37) Have you ever learnt any musical instrument?
And because I was studying for darn History till late at night, I was too sleepy to watch the Spain-Russia match. But it's ok 'cause Spain won and I'm going to be $5 richer. Haha. You better pay up soon hor. SPAIN BABY SPAIN! (:
And to a dear dear friend, I just want to say that I'm here for you aites? I may not be able to understand what you're going through now and maybe I never will. But it really breaks my heart to see you so upset. You don't have to act strong in front of me. Heck, you were always there for me. So give me this one chance to let me be there for you too. I promise you that I'll help you get through this ok. Even superman needs a little help sometimes. So I'll be your wonderwoman. Hehe. Just call me if you need me and I'll fly to your side. ((:
Now, I shall do the quiz that my dearest sis has tagged me to do. I have nothing else to blog about anyway.
Instructions:
2. Remove 1 question from the quiz
3. Replace it with your own question
4. Tag 9 people to do this quiz
1 ) Who are the most important people in your life?
My family and friends :D
2) What will you die without?
I will die without chocolates, my iPod, my handphone and LOVE (;
3) What will you do if tomorrow is the end of the world?
I will go Candy Empire and eat all the chocolates till my heart's content, go on a wild search for CK and confess to him that I have an insane crush on him (Oh. TTC too. Hehe.) or maybe I'll just stay at home and watch TV. Haha.
4) Do you believe in angels or fairies?
Fairies nope. But I believe that we al have our own guardian angel and not necessarily in the magical form (:
5) What did you eat this morning?
A chocolate muffin i think or something that looks like it. Haha.
6) What did you do, at 10am today?
I was halfway sitting through my History paper >.<
7) Who was the last person who lay down on your bed?
I want to say Fernando Torres but some people will get jealous. LOL.
8) Will you choose to live in an island alone or to live with an island full of annoying people? Why?
An island full of annoying people. There may be cute guys. Hehe. And I can live with that.
9) What was the last text in your inbox? Who was it from?
My last text stated that there's going to be dance practice tomorrow from 8am to 11am in the school gym. From Saniah. I'm too lazy to go dance tomorrow. Haish.
10) What was the last movie you caught?
If I'm not wrong, it was Congkak. Funny memories man. Haha.
11) Who was the last person you chatted with online?
Lizhu (:
12) Do you believe in fairytales in real life?
I want to. I'm still waiting for my prince charming to come and save this damsel in distress. Haha.
13) Do you have a crush?
It's not a matter of whether I have one but rather, how many. Haha.
14) What’s your favorite cartoon?
What type of question is this? I'm very mature ok. I don't watch cartoons. Hahaha.
15) How old are you now?
Sweet seventeen (:
16) If you could have a superpower, what would it be? Why?
I want to be able to read people's minds so that misunderstandings can be avoided. Oh and I want to fly too so that I don't ever have to top up my EZ-Link card anymore. Hehe.
17) Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
People used to call me Lizard, which was very hurtful ok. Haha.
18) Are you currently happy?
Currently, yes 'cause common tests are over and Spain won baby.
19) What are you proud of?
The fact that I have great friends and family ((:
20) Define the meaning of friends.
Friends are the family we choose for ourselves and they're always there for you no matter what.
21) Differentiate what is love and what is like.
Love is the most amazing feeling ever and is really indescribable. Like is just a mutual attraction that can just be skin-deep like a crush or infatuation.
22) Are you bored now?
I'm going to be bored if this quiz doesn't end soon.
23) Do you prefer strawberry ice-cream or a hot coffee?
Strawberry? I don't like strawberry but I loovvee ice-creams. I guess I'd choose hot coffee provided it's from Starbucks. Haha.
24) Black or white?
White (:
25) Do you believe that dreams do come true?
Very much so and very much want to.
26) What was the meanest thing you had done ?
Nothing. I'm very kind ok. Hehe.
27) Are you in love?
Nope. But I'm in like :D
28) What annoys you most?
Right now, this quiz.
29) Who annoys you most?
Right now, the person who tagged me to do this quiz.
30) Have you ever committed any crime?
You want me to get caught by the police is it?!?
31) What’s the color of your room?
Light blue (:
32) Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Hmm. Why not? A billion is a heck lot of money.
33) Who was the last person who lay on your bed?
Isn't this question repeated? But I know it was Torres just now but it just changed to Steven Gerrard. Haha.
34) Do you have a life?
*sarcastic tone* Oh. I don't. I'm currently dead and typing on my laptop.
35) Who was the last person you dreamt of?
CUTE KENDARAT - seriously. Hee.
36) Do you walk with your eyes close or open?
I refuse to answer such a stupid question.
37) Have you ever learnt any musical instrument?
Does the recorder count? Haha. Oh and I have Grade 4 in piano too.
38) Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?
For CK, nope. For TTC, I'm not sure. He might suspect i think.
39) Do you speak other language other than English?
38) Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?
For CK, nope. For TTC, I'm not sure. He might suspect i think.
39) Do you speak other language other than English?
Bahasa Melayu (:
40) Do you play games often?
What kind of games?
41) If you have to choose between friends and love which will you choose?
Both. I LOVE all my friends (:
42) What are you doing right now?
Doing this freakingly long quiz while watching TV.
43) Which primary school are you from?
Si Ling Primary School.
44) Who do you admire the most?
Hmm. I don't know.
45) Which month are you born in?
May (:
46) Where are you now?
At home, in the dining room.
47) At which age do you wish to get marry?
23 to 24 but definitely before 26.
48) When was your last time you sat in an airplane?
Last December (:
49) Who are you missing now?
CK! Haha.
50) What do you wish for?
Right now, I wish that I will find CK soon! Yes, I still haven't given up on him. Hehe.
40) Do you play games often?
What kind of games?
41) If you have to choose between friends and love which will you choose?
Both. I LOVE all my friends (:
42) What are you doing right now?
Doing this freakingly long quiz while watching TV.
43) Which primary school are you from?
Si Ling Primary School.
44) Who do you admire the most?
Hmm. I don't know.
45) Which month are you born in?
May (:
46) Where are you now?
At home, in the dining room.
47) At which age do you wish to get marry?
23 to 24 but definitely before 26.
48) When was your last time you sat in an airplane?
Last December (:
49) Who are you missing now?
CK! Haha.
50) What do you wish for?
Right now, I wish that I will find CK soon! Yes, I still haven't given up on him. Hehe.
I know I'm supposed to tag 9 people but I shall tag 4 unfortunate souls only. Haha.
- Fiqah
- Shirin
- Huda
- Lizhu
Sometimes I wish I could save you.
Posted on: Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Posted at: 2:41:00 pm
Posted at: 2:41:00 pm
It's been quite some time since I last updated. The reason is obvious: I've been desperately mugging last minute for CTs which I may very well flunk. The bright side is that there's only one paper left and I have no paper tomorrow which means I have time to study BUT it's history!! Don't get me wrong, I like history. I just don't like the studying-for-exams part. Haha. Especially International History. But I must must stay positive. It will soon be over and there's no school on Monday for me!! :D
Hmm. I really have nothing else to blog about. Let me see, last Saturday, instead of mugging, I went to Geylang with my family to buy baju raya. Haha. I can't wait for raya! 'Cause I didn't get to enjoy last year's thanks to darn O Levels. Tapi puasa pun belum. Haha. And after Saturday is all a blur. Must be side effects from mugging till the wee hours. Hehe.
And I miss a certain someone terribly.
And I havn't given up on my search for Cute Kendarat. Hehe.
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY DEAREST!
And now I want to take a long long nap :D
Hmm. I really have nothing else to blog about. Let me see, last Saturday, instead of mugging, I went to Geylang with my family to buy baju raya. Haha. I can't wait for raya! 'Cause I didn't get to enjoy last year's thanks to darn O Levels. Tapi puasa pun belum. Haha. And after Saturday is all a blur. Must be side effects from mugging till the wee hours. Hehe.
And I miss a certain someone terribly.
And I havn't given up on my search for Cute Kendarat. Hehe.
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY DEAREST!
And now I want to take a long long nap :D
that's what you get when you let your heart win
Posted on: Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Posted at: 10:11:00 pm
Posted at: 10:11:00 pm
well, to start it off, life's been pretty much stagnant. i've been slacking off as usual when i know that i should have started mugging for cts but gosh, i feel so damn lazy. it's like i'm still on holiday mode since last december holidays. heh. but i did start on some homework which is better than nothing though revisions are still on the way - i hope. haha. i don't wanna school to reopen lahh!!
other than sort of worrying about cts, i've been on a desperate and frantic search for CK. silly i know. but i just can't fucking get his face out of my head. and i don't even know why. it's been over a week already and the feeling should die down already. but nooo, it's only getting stronger. everywhere i go, anyone i see who looks in the slightest way like CK makes my heart beat a little faster. shittes! i only know him for like what 6 hours and i don't have a clue what his bloody name is. but every time my mind drifts away, it's him i picture in my head and what he said to me and all the could-have-beens. and everytime that happens, i have this butterfly in the stomach feeling. and and argh, it's stupid. so so stupid. if only he had not spoken to me at all, maybe i wouldn't be so full of regrets right now. or maybe if i had acted on my gut feeling that day. *sighs very loudly* so now, all i can do is wait and hopefully, i really do hope, i will get to see him again. just once. please.
well, off i go to contemplate if i should start studying history or not. haha. i'll try to have some important stuff to blog about the next time aites? toodles :D
love at first sight,
never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe.
Posted on: Friday, June 13, 2008
Posted at: 9:20:00 pm
Posted at: 9:20:00 pm
honestly, i feel lazy to update but kinda guilty if i don't. so this will be a short post. heh.
this week has been filled with 'reunions'. haha. met up with all my girlfriends who i havn't see in ages. i miss them all oh so much. and i had a blast with them. one of the more memorable moments this week is watching congkak with dear fiqah and azimah. haha. damn hilarious lah we all. sampai tutop muke dgn olvl cert. hahaha. hope to meet them all soon :D
other than that, there's really nothing much. i havn't made significant progress in doing hmwk or mugging for common tests - as usual. but i did start ok. haha. and i'm still on the search for CK!!
enough said. the tv is waiting for me. hehe.
is wishing & hoping & waiting all i can do?
Posted on: Sunday, June 08, 2008
Posted at: 9:47:00 pm
Posted at: 9:47:00 pm
fuhh! i'm so damn tired. my legs are aching like nobody's business and my whole body is aching like hell. BUT at least i can finally take a break now. but all this pain is so worth it ((:
well, yesterday was my cousin's nikah. went to the bride's house at jurong. and the tok kadi was late! haha. and when he finally reached, he could still joke around and all. kecoh betul. haha. the rest of us on the other hand were suffering from the leg cramps and feeling hot and stuffy. oh and i saw one of the nj malay teachers there. haha. it's a small world after all (: wonder how we're related or there's no relation at all? after that, went back to help making the berkat and all until like 10pm. actually it's not that late but considering how unfit i am these days, i was dead beat after that >.<
today was the sanding. and boy, was i tired. had to walk around the whole day to give out the berkat. i swore my feet never hurt so much. imagine abt 6h walking around non-stop. but interesting things happened (: firstly, saw this guy (i think he's younger than me) who really resembles aliff aziz, which of course sort of reminded me of ttc. haha. btw, i'm doing fine though i haven't seen him in like two weeks. lol. secondly, there were other kendarats to help clear the plates and wipe the tables. so us girls didnt have to do it. and one of them was not bad looking. i nicknamed him CK - cute kendarat. haha. come on lah, it's me. i live in search for cute guys. LOL. and i swore i got a vibe from him that maybe just maybe he was interested too? i don't know but it really felt that way. but arghh! i won't ever be able to see him again - unless a miracle happens and we're like fated or something. it's so damn frustrating. should have asked for his name at least. or better, his number. AARRGGHH!! i wish i could fucking turn back time!! damn it lissya, damn it!
my life is just so full of regrets and things that are left unsaid. i mean i had a perfect opportunity and i blew it yet again. seriously, how the hell am i going to achieve my aim of getting a boyfriend if i keep this up?!
right. i'm crapping. so off i go to regret some more and then sleep. haha.
lastly,
CONGRATS to
my cousin, ASRUL NIZAM and his bride, SITI MARIAM!
SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!! (:
my motto in life but too bad i don't usually live up to it :
always regret the things you did do
never the things you didn't
Posted on: Friday, June 06, 2008
Posted at: 9:35:00 pm
Posted at: 9:35:00 pm
just came back from my short holiday with my family in Bintan. it was short and nothing very special but i really needed a breather and a change in scenery. just got a bit of unsightly tan lines ): heh.
the weekends are coming and i foresee that i'll be worn out. cuz my cousin's getting married and i'll be supperr busy for sure. tomorrow is nikah and sunday is sanding in which i will be one of the kendarats ): i dont like being a kendarat cuz i'm very lazy!
since i have nothing much to blog about, decided to do the quiz which FIQAH tagged me to do (:
1. At what age do you want to get married?
between 24 to 26 - hopefully.
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
friends! simply because i don't have a bf right now. hehe.
3. Who is or/are the person/people you trust most?
my family and friends (:
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
definitely... NOPE.
5. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?
if it was a lizard, then be my guest. LOL.
6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
i don't believe in it. it really does happen! and there's a scientific reason for it right??
7. What is your goal for this year?
to cope with cca and sch work, get promoted to J2 and most importantly, get a boyfriend!! haha.
8. Do you believe in eternal love?
hell yes!
9. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
oh man. i really hope not.
10. What feeling do you love most?
being happy, the feeling you get when your heart flutters and that butterflies-in-your-stomach feeling (:
11. If one day your best friend and boyfriend quarrel, who will you side with?
no one.
12. Do you believe in love at first sight?
maybe. but i definitely believe in infatuations at first sight. haha.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
like DUH.
14. Do you like to hang out with friends?
again, DUH.
15. What/who do you think is/are the most important in your life?
friends, family, LOVE plus my handphone, chocolates and music :D
16. If you were on a ship, your mother and your boyfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?
i'll throw it in btwn them. they can share. haha.
17. If your boyfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?
no questions asked. just dump him lah.
18. If time were to rewind, where will you want it to be?
when i was in sec 3. i want to make a few changes (:
19. Have you ever felt the true meaning of love?
depends. what's your definition of true love?
20. Have you ever thought that you made a wrong decision and you're in a dilemma after that?
loads of times ):
NOTE:
Remove 1 question from the above and add in one personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them at their tagboard that they've been tagged.
- lizhu
- huda
- shirin
- syarmin
- samantha