Posted on: Monday, March 03, 2008
Posted at: 9:11:00 pm
i am so freaking happy today! i won't elaborate on it but my classmates should already know why. LOL. so i must thank YIHFANG and RAJA. and YITONG and YANHUI too for providing the more concrete memories. i owe you guys. :DD

and because we were talking about our life plans, i realise i don't have any. all i know is that i definitely want to go to university after completing alevels and get a degree in something, like psychology or what, and then get a stable career. teaching maybe? then, i'll find a guy to marry, preferably tall (at least 1.75m), handsome (or at least easy on the eyes) and if not rich, at least financially stable. and hopefully, when i get married, it'll be before the age of 26. and i want 3-4 children. so much for no life plans huh? haha. but seriously, i would rather go with the flow and just see where life takes me. i'm not the sort of person who worries to much of the future. i like to live my life day by day and enjoy life to the fullest. for all i know, tomorrow may never come and what i plan may all crumble into pieces and i'll be left disappointed. come what may, JUST DO IT. lol :D

and here's an exerpt that was shared by a friend of mine. it's damn meaningful and touching. and it teaches us not to be over-optimistic and all. so enjoy ((:

i could promise to hold you and to cherish you. i could promise to be there in sickness and in health. i could say till death do us part but i won't. those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope and i do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. i am not optimistic. i am not hopeful, i am sure i am steady and i know that i am a heart man. take them apart, put them together. i hold them in my hands. i am a heart man. so for this i am sure you are my partner. my love. my very best friend. my heart, MY heart beats for you. so on this day, on the day of our wedding, i promise you this. i promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands. i promise you me.

enough said. ciao! :D
on the outside, shying away,
on the inside, dying to say..