Posted on: Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Posted at: 10:03:00 pm
Posted at: 10:03:00 pm
& so posting results are out today. i got mine at around 6.15am thru sms. i was eating breakfast when i got the msg. & i so did not want to believe what the msg said at first. i kept checking and rechecking. only 5 mins later did the reality of it all sunk in. i wasn't going to stay in njc. i'm going to acjc. & i did the only thing logical. i cried. i cried from 6.20am all the way till morning assembly at 7.30am. i was tired. but i couldn't stop crying. i couldn't hide my disappointment.
& so i'm appealing to stay in nj. i'm appealing thru malay dance. i did all that i could. & so i'm just praying and hoping and wishing that i get this one last chance to stay. i really really do. 'cuz i'm going to miss my classmates though less than 10 are staying in nj. i'm going to miss malay dance. i'm going to miss ttc! which btw, was introduced to me (and several other classmates) by raja today. *melts* he seems nice and friendly. and definitely HOT!! tnx raja!! but should have introduced earlier. haha.
maybe this is retribution. sometimes your wishes do come true. and it's true that you have to be careful of what you wish for. 'cuz sometime last year, i was wishing that i won't get in nj. i so regret that thought. cuz i fucking want to stay in nj ok. i don't want to go acjc tmr. but what choice do i have? haish. i feel so depressed. and so emotionally drained.
the only silver lining is that i don't have to go for road run this friday. LOL. but seriously, i don't mind running 3.1km than go acjc. but don't fret, i'll be back this thursday to crash dance party!! and hopefully, also be back after my three day vacation in acjc! *fingers crossed* so people, do pray hard for me ok? i need all the well wishes, luck and prayers i can get. :D
WAIT FOR ME NJC! I'LL BE BACK!! :DD
& so i'm appealing to stay in nj. i'm appealing thru malay dance. i did all that i could. & so i'm just praying and hoping and wishing that i get this one last chance to stay. i really really do. 'cuz i'm going to miss my classmates though less than 10 are staying in nj. i'm going to miss malay dance. i'm going to miss ttc! which btw, was introduced to me (and several other classmates) by raja today. *melts* he seems nice and friendly. and definitely HOT!! tnx raja!! but should have introduced earlier. haha.
maybe this is retribution. sometimes your wishes do come true. and it's true that you have to be careful of what you wish for. 'cuz sometime last year, i was wishing that i won't get in nj. i so regret that thought. cuz i fucking want to stay in nj ok. i don't want to go acjc tmr. but what choice do i have? haish. i feel so depressed. and so emotionally drained.
the only silver lining is that i don't have to go for road run this friday. LOL. but seriously, i don't mind running 3.1km than go acjc. but don't fret, i'll be back this thursday to crash dance party!! and hopefully, also be back after my three day vacation in acjc! *fingers crossed* so people, do pray hard for me ok? i need all the well wishes, luck and prayers i can get. :D
WAIT FOR ME NJC! I'LL BE BACK!! :DD
& i know it's a wonderful world
but i can't see it right now
well, i thought i was doing well
but i just wanna cry now.