nurLISSYA bte suwandi
finally nineteen
18may1991
slps, bpghs, njc, nus

i am very into korean stuff, be it music, dramas or movies. i'm a full-time VIP and HOTTEST! Big Bang, 2PM and SHINee are absolute loves! i'm also into FT Island, 2NE1, 2AM, CNBLUE, Beast, MBLAQ, SS501, Kara, T-ara, Rain & many more (:

i’m made of sugar, spice and everything nice (: i’m a malay dancer who can’t live without music. no genre, just music. i love to shop till i drop and then i’ll shop some more. i love anything chocolate. i’m a believer of true love and am a hopeless romantic. i can be a bit insane at times but then again, i’m just me :D.

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Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift (Lyrics)

Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be.

I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about.
And she's got everything
That I have to live without.

Drew talks to me.
I laugh, cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see
Anyone, when he's with me.

He says he's so in love.
He's finally got it right.
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.

Drew walks by me.
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly.
The kind of flawless I wish I could be.

She better hold him tight,
Give him all her love,
Look in those beautiful eyes,
And know she's lucky, cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.

So I drive home alone.
As I turn out the light,
I'll put his picture down,
And maybe get some sleep tonight.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.

He's the time taken up,
But there's never enough.
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see.

This song has been playing in my mind over and over again. It is a fcuking nice song. But I guess it's also because I can so relate to it. Like the time you called and told me all about HER. And you sounded so happy that it broke my heart. Cause I miss you now and a million times over, I told myself that that girl should have and could have been me. Was I wrong to let go of you? Cause I can't move on, can't walk away. But can I really do that? Can I ever forget you? Do I even want to? So now as I'm thinking, I'm wondering... What will I say to you when we meet again?

Today, dragged myself out of bed much much earlier than usual. Met Huda and Zeenath at Causeway Pt to discuss stuff about our P6 class gathering. We were supposed to meet at 10am - supposedly. But they were both late! Buat penat je rush to reach there on time. Hmph. >.< But nvm. And so we planned. We progressed, no matter how little lah. Yeah! Haha. Can't wait to see the rest of them again this Sat! The last time we had a gathering was on Teachers' Day this year. Hopefully, most of them will turn up. I MISSED THEM! And I'm praying that it won't rain on that day or else, die lah. Haha. What to do?

I've been trying my best to cut down on shopping which is like damn hard lah. I've been overspending for the past weeks since OLevels ended and I'm only left with $65 to last me the rest of the holidays. And knowing me, IT'S NOT ENOUGH! And I don't wanna get a job. Cause honestly, I'm just too much of a lazy bum and I want to enjoy what I have left of this holiday before PAE starts. How? Hmm. Maybe I'll do some extra chores around the house and beg my mum for more money. Hahaha. I'm desperate lah.

I'm in a K-Drama frenzy yet again. I guess that's why I've been sleeping late these days. Currently watching "Spring Waltz", which aired in Korea last year. It's not a Romance/Comedy, just Romance. Haha. But I LIKE! Cause there's Daniel Henney!! *screams like a lunatic* He's HOT! Like really so damn fcukin hot!! Maybe cause he's American but half-Korean and half-British... Hmm. All I know I first fell in love with him when I watched "My Lovely Sam Soon". And the lead, Seo Do Young, is not bad either. Gosh. I'm nuts!!

I'll be off to Thailand next week for about four days. It's not that long but I can't wait. For one, I just need to be in a different atmosphere than Singapore. Getting bored and sick of Singapore actually.

Enough said.

Hey all. It's been some time since I last blogged. It's kinda ironic 'cause I think I blogged more during the exam period rather than now. Haha.

Anyway, I've been kinda busy. And I've been on many shopping sprees, spending so much more than I really should. I really need to spend my money more wisely or I would be bankrupt soon. Need to have self-control, Lissya.. Hehe.

Just finished watching yet another K-Drama - "Witch Yoo Hee" / "Witch Amusement". It's very entertaining to watch. My mum's friend lent the DVD for us to watch but halfway through, I decided to just buy it 'cause I realise I will definitely want to to rewatch it. Haha. The plot started out fine but in the middle, there were some parts which were kinda draggy and the ending was disappointing - not that it wasn't what I hoped for but I wished they had wrapped things up more nicely. Seeing the ending, it seems that there's hope for a WYH 2. Haha. One that is a continuation of the plot from the first series and not a totally different series with the same name. Hmm. But I would give the drama 3 and a half stars out of 5 'cause there are many nice, funny and sweet moments that make it sooo entertaining. Plus, there are many eye-candies to look out for. One of them is Kim Jeong Hoon, the actor that played Lee Yul in "Goong". Fans of his will be somewhat happy 'cause he's one of the three lead actors. There's also Dennis Oh who plays a half-Korean, half-American French chef. He is damn GORGEOUS and when he smiles... WOW! *screams* Haha. And there's also Jae Hee, one of my fave Korean actors. He is so DAMN FREAKIN CUTE!!! And I absolutely loooveee the character he plays - so sweet and funny. If only I had a boyfriend like his character... Hehe. So, if you're looking for something light-hearted and funny to watch, go watch this, just don't have too high hopes on the ending. (:


The main cast is unbelievably good looking. ((:

Prom yesterday was simply memorable and fun. It was nice to see almost all of the Sec 4s and 5s again. Everyone looked so different - but definitely in a good way. Had a blast from the camwhoring to the food to the nonsensical acts of the Prom King and Queen nominees to the dancing. I mean it from the bottom of my heart when I say that I would never ever forget and would never ever want to forget the night.

Honestly, the reality of having graduated from BPGHS hasn't fully sunk in yet. It's really hard to believe that 4 years have come and gone so fast. It's even harder to believe that we have finally completed the biggest hurdle in secondary school - O Levels. I'm gonna miss all the memories I've made in this school. All the bittersweet memories during St John - the scoldings, the punishments, shouting at the cadets, rushing to meet deadlines, but most of all, the wacky moments that we had and the bond we've made over the 4 years of being together as a squad. (Let's have a gathering this holidays, yeah?) All the bittersweet memories in Malay Dance too - the tiring practices, being shouted at always, the costumes that never did really turn out that nice, the chaotic make-up sessions and the performances that we somehow manage to pull off (at least most of the time). I'm even gonna miss little things like meeting up with my dearest friends during recess every time and just talk about everything. I think most of us take for granted the fact that we see each other every day in school 'cause come next year, we won't be able to do so anymore. True, we will still be able to meet our friends every once in a while but it won't really be the same again, will it? I guess it'll soon be time for us to learn to let go of the past and live for the future. Hmm...

Well, anyway, here are the pictures from yesterday's prom. Some of them came out much darker than expected because of the dim lighting. But nonetheless, ENJOY. (:














Me, just before going out of home. (:










Me and Azimah. (:










Me & Fiqah. (:










Me & Arifah. (:










Arifah, Me, Shirin & Nadirah.










Me & Azie. (:










Me, Arifah, Huda, Shirin. (SN4 minus Nina)










I have no idea what this is. Haha. I think it's on the dancefloor.











Zimah, Arifah & Me on the dancefloor!











Darlings ku yang giler on the dancefloor. Haha.











Them AGAIN. Haha.











Me & Arifah. (:












Fiqah is lost in her thoughts. Tengok ape? Hot guy ke? Hehe.










Me & Mas Ayu. (:











Me & Fiqah. (:

Me, in the car, on the way home. Sempat camwhore lagi. Haha.

Enough said. I'm still a bit worn out from yesterday. (:

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny.

got all the essentials for prom. only left with the accessories. shall shop for them tomorrow. can't wait for monday! (:

simple plan will be in singapore on 27 nov for a showcase or something like that. and i can't go! damnit. but they still rock anyways. haha. ((:

and i really admit that i miss him. so many regrets are going through my mind. so many "what if", "maybe.." and "i should have..". it's so frustrating. so damn frustrating..

these are just some of the random thoughts that i have in my head right now. so many things happened and so many that i hope will happen. i want to express them fully. but they just come out as distorted fragments. and right now, i'm a mess.

enough said.

olevels ended. like two days ago. haha. and i'm enjoying every single minute of my freedom right now.

on tuesday, after the paper, went out with Fiqah & Azimah. there was frustration at first because of the movie tix. then, we got lost at Bugis. then, we ate, window-shopped and watched the movie, which was damn nice. but in all, i had a blast. yesterday, collected my passport. waited bloody long at that bloody ICA building. i could have died and live again and it still wouldn't be my turn. too exaggerating? haha. today, i'm just staying home to ROT. hahaha.

i guess that's about it. too lazy to type in all the details lahh. haha.

ooh. and Simple Plan's back! yeah! after such a looong wait, they're finally back with a new single: When I'm Gone. it rocks. simply perfect. they're just so fucking great lah. can't wait for their new album. ((:

till next time, ciao!

hey people! chem paper 1 today. finished it in like 30mins and felt like sleeping for the rest of the 30mins. not that it's super duper easy lah. just getting sick of sitting for exams. but nvm. cuz tmr is the LAST PAPER. i know, i know. olevels are over for most people. but i still have freakin bio paper 1 tmr. arghh! so damn malas lah.

over the weekend, went SHOPPING. it's been a seriously long time since i did that. it felt damn syiok lah. haha. bought a tee from Rip Curl which i kinda regret buying cause its yellow. did i mention that i hate yellow? well, yeah, now you know. haha. also bought a white cardigan to match my prom dress. don't quite like it also. but i couldn't find any other and i was too lazy to look around some more. hmm. nvm lah. other than that, also bought a pair havaianas - this i like. hehe. ooh. not forgetting i bought a bunch of cds for post-olevel. hahaha. (:

and i got a new phone! FINALLY. haha. its Samsung SGH-U700/ Ultra 12.1. very nice. i like very much. haha. my mum and sis also bought new hp. and the best part? we didn't even have to fork out a single cent for them at all. cause my dad got two vouchers worth $500 and $170 each. and my phone only costs $148 with student plan. without student plan, it would cost about $300++. so yah, it was definitely worth it. ((:

hmm. i guess that's about it. i SHOULD carry on revising bio. haish.

till then, ciao!

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

- What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts

breath in, breath out. breath in, breath out.

ok. good. i still know how to breathe. haha. lame. but i've been so goddamn busy the past few weeks what with olevels and whatnot. but now i am FREE-er. haha. only 2 more papers left till FREEDOM! yeah baybehh! but i can finally relax cause all that's left are just Chem and Bio Paper 1. the papers so far were ok i guess. maybe with the exception of SS, which i must declare is the crappiest out of all the crappy papers. but what do i care anymore? IT'S OVER. hahaha.

i want to sleep after this. like really sleep. if i were to total up the no of hours of sleep i have gotten since friday night, i think it's less than 10. gosh. i think if i sleep, i wont ever wake up anymore. hahaha.

really, really, cant wait till after olevels (yeah. what's new?) which is only about 7 days away. ((:

ooh. almost forgot. got a msg frm mdm yati in the morning. i got the eagle's award. (: guess all the blood and tears i shed for st john werent really wasted. now, i feel really, really, really bad if i dont go back for st john trainings. hmm. maybe i will...once in a blue moon..hehe

hmm. i seriously don't know what else to type. yeah, my life is that dull. all thanks to that friggin olevels. hopefully i'll get my life back on 13 nov, 1030h. (:

till then, ciao.