Posted on: Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Posted at: 5:24:00 pm
Posted at: 5:24:00 pm
i want to forget about you.
i want to get over you so bad.
i thought that if i said it like i mean it,
then maybe i'll believe it like it's true.
but i cant deny it anymore.
and no matter how hard i try,
the truth is,
im still not over you.
but if you're still in my mind,
then where do i place him?
i need to make up my mind.
so confused.
i didn't think i'd miss you this much
6 papers, 13 days left! (:
i want to get over you so bad.
i thought that if i said it like i mean it,
then maybe i'll believe it like it's true.
but i cant deny it anymore.
and no matter how hard i try,
the truth is,
im still not over you.
but if you're still in my mind,
then where do i place him?
i need to make up my mind.
so confused.
i didn't think i'd miss you this much
6 papers, 13 days left! (:
Posted on: Friday, October 26, 2007
Posted at: 6:04:00 pm
Posted at: 6:04:00 pm
hey! i am super duper happy for many2 reasons:
- i survived through 4 papers this week. amath was quite manageable. and i really expect to at least pass - i hope. chem was also manageable. and today was history. and i am so damn glad that pacific war came out for SEQ. yeah! at least staying up till 3.30am wasnt wasted seh. haha.
- there's only 18 days and 12 papers left till freedom. yeah baybeh. (:
- By Definition won Live The Dream. yeah! they're damn good lah. and so deserved it. maybe i'll go to their concert. hmm..
- Victor didnt win. HAHAHA. padan muke dier. XD
- two of my closest friends are FINALLY talking to each other again. no more being the middle-girl and having to take sides anymore. i love both u guys the same lah. so, lain kali jangan gaduh2 lagi tau. ((:
i guess that about sums it up. but i really, really, really miss him alot. haish. i admit that i've fallen head over heels for someone whom i know will never be mine. that kinda happens to me alot. what the hell is wrong with me?
on a brighter note, i'm going jalan raye with my family later. cause my dad is finally back from indonesia and i think i really deserve a break after history. haha. anyway, macam tak puas lah raye this year. if you know what i mean. haha.
till next time. ciao!
pinch me, where's the catch this time?
can't find a single cloud in the sky.
help me before i get used to this guy..
Posted on: Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Posted at: 5:09:00 pm
Posted at: 5:09:00 pm
WTF!!
i just know that i screwed up my bio prac.
but nvm.
it's not the first time. haha.
so, 16 more papers and 27 more days left.
and the wait is driving me nuts!!
oh, and he is so damn ADORABLE! hehe.
i just know that i screwed up my bio prac.
but nvm.
it's not the first time. haha.
so, 16 more papers and 27 more days left.
and the wait is driving me nuts!!
oh, and he is so damn ADORABLE! hehe.
Love is when u go out to eat
& give somebody most of ur French fries
without making them give u any of theirs. <3
Posted on: Friday, October 12, 2007
Posted at: 9:36:00 am
Posted at: 9:36:00 am
yo pple!
yesterday was chem prac.
i think i did ok.
i hope i did ok. haha.
one paper down, 17 more to go!
32 more days!
i think i'll go nuts.
like seriously. haha.
but on a brighter note, tmr's hari raya.
yeah baybeh. cant wait! (:
so, wishing SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all in advance.
mohon maaf byk2! hehe. ((:
& listen to: Teman Istimewa by Taufik Batisah (if u havn already heard it). <3
yesterday was chem prac.
i think i did ok.
i hope i did ok. haha.
one paper down, 17 more to go!
32 more days!
i think i'll go nuts.
like seriously. haha.
but on a brighter note, tmr's hari raya.
yeah baybeh. cant wait! (:
so, wishing SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all in advance.
mohon maaf byk2! hehe. ((:
& listen to: Teman Istimewa by Taufik Batisah (if u havn already heard it). <3
Posted on: Friday, October 05, 2007
Posted at: 8:31:00 pm
Posted at: 8:31:00 pm
as promised, graduation day pics. wish i could've taken more pics. but i didn have enough time. plus my cam was giving problems. and i think i look like shit in the pics. haha. my specs are like extra blue. hahaha. but anyways, ENJOY! ((:
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Posted at: 5:59:00 pm
Posted at: 5:59:00 pm
after four years, it all ends here...
graduation day today. supposedly, our last day in school. at least, that's what EVERYONE thought. but we still have to come to school on monday! like WTF lah!! don't feel like going but i don't think i'll have a choice.
anyway, today was erm...interesting. we still had first two periods of lessons but we spent the whole two hours mostly taking pictures and whatnot. well, most of us anyway. haha. after that, was graduation day ceremony. and it wasnt that enjoyable at all. the speeches were four too many and waaayyy to long lah. could have died of absolute boredom. haha. and truth be told, the dance performance by modern dance was not fabulous. the first part was super weird and kaku. and cikgu osman called us tengkoraks. hahaha. bpian idols performance literally gave me goosebumps. haha. at least the slideshow sort of saved the ceremony. sort of. it was ok but didn't make me cry, which i expected to do so. not enough pictures and the song choice was odd. but at least, we got nasi briyani. haha. can eat for buke later. BUT even though the ceremony wasnt what i hoped for, i am still appreciative lah. i am going to miss bp. :(
and now, as i think about it, i am going to miss bp. maybe not the building or most of the teachers. haha. but i'll miss the friends i've made over the four years and all the memories we share. i'll remember all the heartbreaks, laughter, tears, pain, scoldings and whatnot. i'll miss my st john days and malay dance. in short, i'll miss many, many things. and though we know we'll try to keep in touch, we cant deny that things wont ever be the same. most of us will part ways. and that's the most painful and difficult thing to do. but that's life. and goodbye is inevitable. damn it lissya. don't cry now...
and to you, you may not know this. i know you don't. but i'm gonna miss seeing you around. everytime i see you, i feel happy. you're the motivation that makes me wanna wake up every morning and go to school. you're the one who always puts a smile on my face when i'm feeling down. just the thought of you, the sight of you, gives me strength. but you don't even realise it. and i hope, that after the olevels, i'll gather up enough courage to tell you...
olevels officially starting next week. and i think i've made minimal progress in my revision. haha. i've started but very barely. must endure lissya. only 38 days till the last paper!! after that, we're free. can't wait! can't wait! can't wait! hahaha. but first, must study like hell. then, all hell will break lose. haha.
to all those taking olevels, ALL THE BEST. may luck be with you too. endure for a couple more weeks. then, it's over. haha. just remember, in the words of Eminem,
"You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime"
well, i guess enough is said. i'll upload the graduation day pics later when my dad comes home with his laptop. to say that i won't be updating till after olevels would be lying. haha. so, let's just say i wont be updating much, hopefully, not at all for i MUST start mugging no matter how much i hate it. haha. i promise much more exciting and eventful updates from 13 Nov onwards...
till then, CIAO!
graduation day today. supposedly, our last day in school. at least, that's what EVERYONE thought. but we still have to come to school on monday! like WTF lah!! don't feel like going but i don't think i'll have a choice.
anyway, today was erm...interesting. we still had first two periods of lessons but we spent the whole two hours mostly taking pictures and whatnot. well, most of us anyway. haha. after that, was graduation day ceremony. and it wasnt that enjoyable at all. the speeches were four too many and waaayyy to long lah. could have died of absolute boredom. haha. and truth be told, the dance performance by modern dance was not fabulous. the first part was super weird and kaku. and cikgu osman called us tengkoraks. hahaha. bpian idols performance literally gave me goosebumps. haha. at least the slideshow sort of saved the ceremony. sort of. it was ok but didn't make me cry, which i expected to do so. not enough pictures and the song choice was odd. but at least, we got nasi briyani. haha. can eat for buke later. BUT even though the ceremony wasnt what i hoped for, i am still appreciative lah. i am going to miss bp. :(
and now, as i think about it, i am going to miss bp. maybe not the building or most of the teachers. haha. but i'll miss the friends i've made over the four years and all the memories we share. i'll remember all the heartbreaks, laughter, tears, pain, scoldings and whatnot. i'll miss my st john days and malay dance. in short, i'll miss many, many things. and though we know we'll try to keep in touch, we cant deny that things wont ever be the same. most of us will part ways. and that's the most painful and difficult thing to do. but that's life. and goodbye is inevitable. damn it lissya. don't cry now...
and to you, you may not know this. i know you don't. but i'm gonna miss seeing you around. everytime i see you, i feel happy. you're the motivation that makes me wanna wake up every morning and go to school. you're the one who always puts a smile on my face when i'm feeling down. just the thought of you, the sight of you, gives me strength. but you don't even realise it. and i hope, that after the olevels, i'll gather up enough courage to tell you...
olevels officially starting next week. and i think i've made minimal progress in my revision. haha. i've started but very barely. must endure lissya. only 38 days till the last paper!! after that, we're free. can't wait! can't wait! can't wait! hahaha. but first, must study like hell. then, all hell will break lose. haha.
to all those taking olevels, ALL THE BEST. may luck be with you too. endure for a couple more weeks. then, it's over. haha. just remember, in the words of Eminem,
"You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime"
well, i guess enough is said. i'll upload the graduation day pics later when my dad comes home with his laptop. to say that i won't be updating till after olevels would be lying. haha. so, let's just say i wont be updating much, hopefully, not at all for i MUST start mugging no matter how much i hate it. haha. i promise much more exciting and eventful updates from 13 Nov onwards...
till then, CIAO!
as we go on, we remember, all the times we had together
and as our lives change, come whatever,
we will still be friends forever.
Posted on: Monday, October 01, 2007
Posted at: 4:35:00 pm
Posted at: 4:35:00 pm
4 more days till graduation.
just 4 more days.
and suddenly, i want time to stop.
i don't want any of this to end.
at least not so soon.
i need more time.
just this once, i wish time would slow down.
'cause i don't think i'll be fine saying goodbye.
just 4 more days.
and suddenly, i want time to stop.
i don't want any of this to end.
at least not so soon.
i need more time.
just this once, i wish time would slow down.
'cause i don't think i'll be fine saying goodbye.
once in a lifetime means there's no second chance