Posted on: Monday, April 30, 2007
Posted at: 5:13:00 pm
Posted at: 5:13:00 pm
practicals are finally over. and so is dreadful SS. unfortunately, i have 6 more days of exams. oh wells. it's only midyears and maybe, that's why i feel i haven't been studying hard enough. so lazy lah. oh wells. it'll be over by next thursday. must endure!
on a lighter note, watched dance floor finals yesterday. im so disappointed with the results. i have nothing against Vas&Pris but i wanted Fantastic Four to win! haish. but at least, the show was rather fine. got to see Hady! *squeals* and my beloved J.D.I! *squeals louder* and BENJI! *screams* haha. simply adore benji. my fave contestant from SYTYCD2. and he can dance. and he won! haha. im nuts.
looking forward to after exams. have a whole lot of plans already. hehe. can't wait!
enough said. ciao.
To Dance Is To Live.
To Live Is To Dance.
TO DANCE IS TO LIVE.
on a lighter note, watched dance floor finals yesterday. im so disappointed with the results. i have nothing against Vas&Pris but i wanted Fantastic Four to win! haish. but at least, the show was rather fine. got to see Hady! *squeals* and my beloved J.D.I! *squeals louder* and BENJI! *screams* haha. simply adore benji. my fave contestant from SYTYCD2. and he can dance. and he won! haha. im nuts.
looking forward to after exams. have a whole lot of plans already. hehe. can't wait!
enough said. ciao.
To Dance Is To Live.
To Live Is To Dance.
TO DANCE IS TO LIVE.
Posted on: Thursday, April 19, 2007
Posted at: 4:36:00 pm
Posted at: 4:36:00 pm
Over For Now
I knew someday it would have to end
I knew eventually I'd have to go back to calling you friend
It's killing me now that day has come
If it's for the best, then where is this pain from?
I know deep inside this is what I had to do
But it's breaking my heart to walk away from you
I'm trying my best to appear strong
But it's hard when part of me says in your arms is where I belong
I still love you with all my heart
That's not going to change even though we're apart.
There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss
Your hugs, your laughs, your love is bliss
All the words I said or wrote still hold true
But now, from a distance, is where I'll be loving you
I think you'll need me as a friend to help you through
And maybe, in time, you'll be there for me too
We both have issues no one knows of
And neither of us has the strength to lie to love
Maybe we'll be together again if we were meant to be
But for now, please don't forget to remember me
Though we're not together, I'll still be here
With a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear
The story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye
But our story won't be over until the day we die.
- inspired by events that has happened and that i can't seem to let go of. written during chem lessons. haha. (:
love this song (wait for you). it's so sweet. i'm a sucker for this type of songs. haha. anyway, hml exams are over. and mye is officially starting next week. won't be updating much. till then, enough said. ciao.
I knew someday it would have to end
I knew eventually I'd have to go back to calling you friend
It's killing me now that day has come
If it's for the best, then where is this pain from?
I know deep inside this is what I had to do
But it's breaking my heart to walk away from you
I'm trying my best to appear strong
But it's hard when part of me says in your arms is where I belong
I still love you with all my heart
That's not going to change even though we're apart.
There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss
Your hugs, your laughs, your love is bliss
All the words I said or wrote still hold true
But now, from a distance, is where I'll be loving you
I think you'll need me as a friend to help you through
And maybe, in time, you'll be there for me too
We both have issues no one knows of
And neither of us has the strength to lie to love
Maybe we'll be together again if we were meant to be
But for now, please don't forget to remember me
Though we're not together, I'll still be here
With a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear
The story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye
But our story won't be over until the day we die.
- inspired by events that has happened and that i can't seem to let go of. written during chem lessons. haha. (:
love this song (wait for you). it's so sweet. i'm a sucker for this type of songs. haha. anyway, hml exams are over. and mye is officially starting next week. won't be updating much. till then, enough said. ciao.
Posted on: Friday, April 13, 2007
Posted at: 9:36:00 pm
Posted at: 9:36:00 pm
sports day today. woke up early for public duty. thought i was going to be late, just to find out that the gate is not opened yet. wtf. waste my time only. so anyways, did duty. not many casualties. the VP fell though - twice. teruk seh. ran for inter-unit relay. but baton dropped. so, we got last. but nvm. had fun anyways. guys didn win either. like what mdm yati said, we're life savers not athletes. haha.
then, went home and went out again. went to far east with huda and shirin. ate and just did major window shopping. and now my feet are like seriously killing me. coupled with the muscle aches in my legs i've been having since yesterday. i feel like shit right now. like i'm paralysed or something. argh. the unbearable pain.
and yah, we did get SILVER. haha. we did it girls, and of course guys!! my last SYF in sec sch. and we finally, got SILVER. we rock man. i think we showed cikgu and the rest of the sch who thinks we're crap. we're not ok. we work hard. and we did it!! whee~ to my dear juniors, including the guys, don't stop dancing. make it ur cca lah. 2nd, 3rd, whatever lah. work hard for the next syf. i'll be supporting.
enough said. ciao.
don't know why but i've been seeing alot of my ex-bfs this wk. wth. it's not easy to see some of them again. don't know why.
and a certain someone is really getting on my nerves!!
then, went home and went out again. went to far east with huda and shirin. ate and just did major window shopping. and now my feet are like seriously killing me. coupled with the muscle aches in my legs i've been having since yesterday. i feel like shit right now. like i'm paralysed or something. argh. the unbearable pain.
and yah, we did get SILVER. haha. we did it girls, and of course guys!! my last SYF in sec sch. and we finally, got SILVER. we rock man. i think we showed cikgu and the rest of the sch who thinks we're crap. we're not ok. we work hard. and we did it!! whee~ to my dear juniors, including the guys, don't stop dancing. make it ur cca lah. 2nd, 3rd, whatever lah. work hard for the next syf. i'll be supporting.
enough said. ciao.
don't know why but i've been seeing alot of my ex-bfs this wk. wth. it's not easy to see some of them again. don't know why.
and a certain someone is really getting on my nerves!!
Posted on: Thursday, April 12, 2007
Posted at: 6:59:00 pm
Posted at: 6:59:00 pm
i feel so lethargic today. felt like sleeping throughout all the lessons. SYF results are announced today. although i haven't received a reply from Cikgu yet, i guess it's quite confirmed that we got SILVER. cuz Azimah's younger sister told her the results for most schools. according to her, not many schools got Gold. and schools like Teck Whye, Zhenghua, and NJC got Bronze. i really think they are way better than us. but i don't really know the real results - just from rumours and stuff. so, won't comment much. but i think we get Silver. just need Cikgu to confirm. haha. cuz it's like too good to be true. Gold would be better. but Silver is just as satisfying. at least, we improved! (:
didn't have anything after school. so, went home straight. too tired to do anything else. and i guess that was a good decision. cuz just as i was about to enter the lift at my house, guess who came out? haha. yah. my cute neighbour. i haven't seen him for a looong time - since O Level results were announced. wonder what he's doing now. he dyed his hair. ahh. so cute! damn. i've been crushing on him for so long (4 years?) and hardly know him. i know his sister though - we went for this course together in primary 2 or so. too bad i don't know her that well. wish i have the guts to talk to him. but what if he's already taken? damn. but he's so cute. ahh. craps. >.<
well, tmr's Sports Day. i have public duty. and unfortunately, i'm running for inter-unit relay. on the bright side, there's no studies tmr. whee~
enough said. till next time. ciao.
didn't have anything after school. so, went home straight. too tired to do anything else. and i guess that was a good decision. cuz just as i was about to enter the lift at my house, guess who came out? haha. yah. my cute neighbour. i haven't seen him for a looong time - since O Level results were announced. wonder what he's doing now. he dyed his hair. ahh. so cute! damn. i've been crushing on him for so long (4 years?) and hardly know him. i know his sister though - we went for this course together in primary 2 or so. too bad i don't know her that well. wish i have the guts to talk to him. but what if he's already taken? damn. but he's so cute. ahh. craps. >.<
well, tmr's Sports Day. i have public duty. and unfortunately, i'm running for inter-unit relay. on the bright side, there's no studies tmr. whee~
enough said. till next time. ciao.
Posted on: Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Posted at: 6:05:00 pm
Posted at: 6:05:00 pm
it's finally over. SYF is finally OVER. all those months worrying that we won't have a dance on time. all those gruelling practices when we had to rush to get our dance right. all those times we worried about our costumes. all those times we got blasted by Cikgu. all those other instances when we just felt like giving up. all those times that are now finally OVER in just a matter of 5mins of dancing...
woke up at 4am today. i was like a zombie. i stumbled my way through everything just to get ready for school. got to school at 5.40am. i have never gone out so early before. it was kinda nice actually. hehe. after cikgu arrived, we went to ML2 to transfer all our stuff to CL1. then, we started to make-up. i hate this part of every performance. as usual, it was very chaotic. i put the foundation for 3 of the guys and it was damn hilarious i tell you. each of them had wierd expressions and reactions the instant the foundation was on their face. haha. towards the end, we had to rush cuz the bus had arrived. but in the end, everyone was properly dressed before we boarded the bus. thank god.
we left school at 8am and arrived at UCC at 8.30am. we were like 30mins earlier than our reporting time. we were the first school to arrive. since we had lots of time, we entertained ourselves by taking group photos and whatnot, and also, eating away. then, other schools started streaming in and i was kinda threatened at first, at their costumes. and so, i reassured myself that their dance might not be as good as their costumes. haha.
at 9.15am, we headed backstage. by then, i was damn nervous already. then, at 9.30am, we danced. we were the first performance for the day. considering that we have never been to UCC to practice before, we actually used the space quite well. there weren't many mistakes. they just told me that Farrina went in slightly late. and also, Rasyid's payung was on the other side compared to the other guys. but other than that, we actually danced well, at least in my opinion, and the guys as well. they actually looked quite good. hope we get at least a silver. but a gold would be best lah. haha. i'm so proud of us! *beams*
after the dance, we watched the other schools perform until 12.30pm. all of us were too malas to go back to school. cause later must join back lessons. haha. some of the school's put up a really good performance. others were just so-so. but towards the end, i was half-sleep. haha. went back to school, and removed all our make-up and everything. everyone we met was like asking about our results. when we were finally done, it was only 1.30pm. so, cikgu actually got us permission to leave school early and eat outside. she belanjed us eat at McDonalds. so nice. thanks Cikgu! can you imagine buying 21 meals?! so while everyone else was busy studying in school, we were happily eating at Mac. isn't life wonderful? haha.
tmr is back to school. blergh. actually, come to think of it, i'm kinda going to miss dance but i got this feeling that my dance experience will not stop just yet. there's still JC you know. well, we'll see. i may not be the best dancer but i honestly do enjoy it, behind the blastings and stress and all. haha.
enough said. ciao.
and hope we get GOLD (with honors)!
woke up at 4am today. i was like a zombie. i stumbled my way through everything just to get ready for school. got to school at 5.40am. i have never gone out so early before. it was kinda nice actually. hehe. after cikgu arrived, we went to ML2 to transfer all our stuff to CL1. then, we started to make-up. i hate this part of every performance. as usual, it was very chaotic. i put the foundation for 3 of the guys and it was damn hilarious i tell you. each of them had wierd expressions and reactions the instant the foundation was on their face. haha. towards the end, we had to rush cuz the bus had arrived. but in the end, everyone was properly dressed before we boarded the bus. thank god.
we left school at 8am and arrived at UCC at 8.30am. we were like 30mins earlier than our reporting time. we were the first school to arrive. since we had lots of time, we entertained ourselves by taking group photos and whatnot, and also, eating away. then, other schools started streaming in and i was kinda threatened at first, at their costumes. and so, i reassured myself that their dance might not be as good as their costumes. haha.
at 9.15am, we headed backstage. by then, i was damn nervous already. then, at 9.30am, we danced. we were the first performance for the day. considering that we have never been to UCC to practice before, we actually used the space quite well. there weren't many mistakes. they just told me that Farrina went in slightly late. and also, Rasyid's payung was on the other side compared to the other guys. but other than that, we actually danced well, at least in my opinion, and the guys as well. they actually looked quite good. hope we get at least a silver. but a gold would be best lah. haha. i'm so proud of us! *beams*
after the dance, we watched the other schools perform until 12.30pm. all of us were too malas to go back to school. cause later must join back lessons. haha. some of the school's put up a really good performance. others were just so-so. but towards the end, i was half-sleep. haha. went back to school, and removed all our make-up and everything. everyone we met was like asking about our results. when we were finally done, it was only 1.30pm. so, cikgu actually got us permission to leave school early and eat outside. she belanjed us eat at McDonalds. so nice. thanks Cikgu! can you imagine buying 21 meals?! so while everyone else was busy studying in school, we were happily eating at Mac. isn't life wonderful? haha.
tmr is back to school. blergh. actually, come to think of it, i'm kinda going to miss dance but i got this feeling that my dance experience will not stop just yet. there's still JC you know. well, we'll see. i may not be the best dancer but i honestly do enjoy it, behind the blastings and stress and all. haha.
enough said. ciao.
and hope we get GOLD (with honors)!
Posted on: Saturday, April 07, 2007
Posted at: 9:55:00 pm
Posted at: 9:55:00 pm
woke up at 6+ am today. thinking it was Sunday, i was like why on earth i am up so damn early on a Sunday. haha. lucky, my mum woke me up or i'll be so late for dance. so yah, had dance practice from 8am to 10am. cikgu bought for us noodles for breakfast. too bad, most of us didn't finish it. so wasted. anyways, danced in the hockey pitch under the hot sun for two hours. very hot seh. but nvm, now we all have a lot of vitamin D. hahas.
after dance, we went to Lot 1 with cikgu to buy makeup for SYF. we bought ALOT of makeup. at Watson, when we were paying for the things, our reactions was hilarious. we were all so anticipating the total price. i tell you, with our reactions, the cashier thought we were going to faint when we saw the total price. $200+ just for makeup! after adding hair acessories and makeup containers, it should add up to about $300. omg. that's alot. pitied cikgu. she used her money. the school better let us claim the money. but cikgu was so nice lah. after that, we went Mac and she blanjer us milo each and fries. and there was like 7 of us. thanks cikgu! hehe.
went home after that. then, went out again for piano lessons. after that, went to Vivo and ate at Chicken Rice Shop. yumm. walked around Vivo and for the first time, i didn't buy anything! haha. it isnt easy for me ok. explored parts of Vivo we never had a chance to before. fun. and my sister was so hyper lah. she was like having fun playing amidst the little kids at the playground. after a long day, we went home.
watched A Walk To Remember on TV. i know it's an old movie but i was bored lah. an no matter how many times i watch that movie, i will always cry. it's so SAD. and so SWEET. man, i really cried my heart out. and Shane West is hot. (:
well, enough said. ciao.
SYF is only 3 days away!!!
To Ex-BPians and Ex-BPdancers: Come support BP's Malay Dance for SYF.
Time & Venue: 9.30am at NUS Cultural Hall.
If you wanna help us with make-up and all that, 6am at BPGHS (ML2/CL1).
Ur support and/or help will be appreciated. (:
after dance, we went to Lot 1 with cikgu to buy makeup for SYF. we bought ALOT of makeup. at Watson, when we were paying for the things, our reactions was hilarious. we were all so anticipating the total price. i tell you, with our reactions, the cashier thought we were going to faint when we saw the total price. $200+ just for makeup! after adding hair acessories and makeup containers, it should add up to about $300. omg. that's alot. pitied cikgu. she used her money. the school better let us claim the money. but cikgu was so nice lah. after that, we went Mac and she blanjer us milo each and fries. and there was like 7 of us. thanks cikgu! hehe.
went home after that. then, went out again for piano lessons. after that, went to Vivo and ate at Chicken Rice Shop. yumm. walked around Vivo and for the first time, i didn't buy anything! haha. it isnt easy for me ok. explored parts of Vivo we never had a chance to before. fun. and my sister was so hyper lah. she was like having fun playing amidst the little kids at the playground. after a long day, we went home.
watched A Walk To Remember on TV. i know it's an old movie but i was bored lah. an no matter how many times i watch that movie, i will always cry. it's so SAD. and so SWEET. man, i really cried my heart out. and Shane West is hot. (:
well, enough said. ciao.
SYF is only 3 days away!!!
To Ex-BPians and Ex-BPdancers: Come support BP's Malay Dance for SYF.
Time & Venue: 9.30am at NUS Cultural Hall.
If you wanna help us with make-up and all that, 6am at BPGHS (ML2/CL1).
Ur support and/or help will be appreciated. (:
Posted on: Friday, April 06, 2007
Posted at: 1:40:00 pm
Posted at: 1:40:00 pm
I love this song: Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. and the acoustic version sounds damn nice.
Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
One look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.
Cover up with make up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend,
one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down,
a new life she has found.
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown I
see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say your right again,
say your right again
heed my lecture
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend,
one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down
a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt
she says I finally had enough..
Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt
she says I finally had enough..
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.
Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend,
one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down,
a new life she has found.
Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend,
one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down,
a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt she says,
this doesn't hurt
she says I finally had enough.
Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
One look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.
Cover up with make up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend,
one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down,
a new life she has found.
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown I
see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say your right again,
say your right again
heed my lecture
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend,
one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down
a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt
she says I finally had enough..
Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt
she says I finally had enough..
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.
Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend,
one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down,
a new life she has found.
Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend,
one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down,
a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt she says,
this doesn't hurt
she says I finally had enough.