Posted on: Monday, November 27, 2006
Posted at: 10:53:00 pm
Posted at: 10:53:00 pm
first day of hospital duty today was quite tiring cause of standing alot and boring when we had nothing to do. well, at least it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. but i'm still not looking to four more days of it. ):
Posted on: Sunday, November 26, 2006
Posted at: 8:48:00 pm
Posted at: 8:48:00 pm
my weekend has been more interesting than the dreadful weekdays i spent at home, lazing around. yesterday, had my piano lessons. then, went to Far East Plaza to eat with my mum and siblings. and yah, saw Shafeeq there, out of all places. i think it was him. but who cares anyways? its not as if i havent seen him for a million years. in fact, just met him on Thursday at the void deck. and i've realised that his hairstyle hasnt changed much since primary sch? haha. just something random. hmm, then went to Isetan to shop! and they were giving out free pearls for every $35 spent there. managed to redeem 2 pearls. and they really extracted the pearls from the oysters on the spot! very cool and prettae too! ((:
today, went to my cousins' house for awhile. dropped off some birthday presents. had fun. then, went to Changi Airport to pick up my dad. hmm. then, went to East Coast to eat. yumm. (: then, went to Vivo to do abit of shopping. finally got my jacket which my dad promised to buy me! hehe. love him loads for the very fact that it cost $119 and he still bought it for me! finally, went to see some of the potential schools that my sister might be going.
right now, i'm beat. and there's Hospital Duty tomorrow. i'm so dreading it! full u! damn early in the morning! argh! and i've barely started to revise some of my nursing stuff!!! really, HELP!
today, went to my cousins' house for awhile. dropped off some birthday presents. had fun. then, went to Changi Airport to pick up my dad. hmm. then, went to East Coast to eat. yumm. (: then, went to Vivo to do abit of shopping. finally got my jacket which my dad promised to buy me! hehe. love him loads for the very fact that it cost $119 and he still bought it for me! finally, went to see some of the potential schools that my sister might be going.
right now, i'm beat. and there's Hospital Duty tomorrow. i'm so dreading it! full u! damn early in the morning! argh! and i've barely started to revise some of my nursing stuff!!! really, HELP!
Posted on: Friday, November 24, 2006
Posted at: 6:54:00 pm
Posted at: 6:54:00 pm
so freakin bored today. too lazy to go out, much less do anything else. just stayed home, watched tv, and watched time pass by. haish. but this time next week, i'll be regretting wasting all the free time i have now. cause next week onwards, i'll be busy with what else if not BLOODY ST JOHN! urg.
as Hanif and Huda have kindly pointed out that i missed Ammar and not HML lessons (haha guys), i've begun to miss primary school life even more. and yah, i miss AMMAR and KANG RUI - the two guys who have never failed to irritate me. haha. and i miss Rasyiqah and Zeenath. simply put, i miss everyone. it's so sad that i've lost contact with most of them. and to think that i have to go through another one of these heart-wrenching ordeals by the end of next year is so DEPRESSING. ):
well, i better get started with the piles of homework and revising my home nursing stuff for hospital duty next week. and of course, prepare that bloody FULL U of mine. HELP ME!!!
as Hanif and Huda have kindly pointed out that i missed Ammar and not HML lessons (haha guys), i've begun to miss primary school life even more. and yah, i miss AMMAR and KANG RUI - the two guys who have never failed to irritate me. haha. and i miss Rasyiqah and Zeenath. simply put, i miss everyone. it's so sad that i've lost contact with most of them. and to think that i have to go through another one of these heart-wrenching ordeals by the end of next year is so DEPRESSING. ):
well, i better get started with the piles of homework and revising my home nursing stuff for hospital duty next week. and of course, prepare that bloody FULL U of mine. HELP ME!!!
Posted on: Thursday, November 23, 2006
Posted at: 5:07:00 pm
Posted at: 5:07:00 pm
today, followed my sister to my ex-pri sch to get her PSLE results. 100% passes for EM1/EM2. 75% passes for EM3. ok, i guess. but as compared to my batch, they dropped in terms of number of passes. top student in SLPS is a malay girl with 275, second is a chinese girl with 26something and third is a malay girl with 262. all girls. haha. GIRL POWER. to come to think of it, if i were in this batch, i would be one of the top three students since i also got 262. i would have gotten $$. haha. but indeed, SLPS academic achievements has dropped since my batch. ):
saw quite a number of my ex-SLPS schmates and my fave teachers. missed them all so much. i wish i was still in primary school. we were way more carefree back then and school wasn't so tough. i miss HML lessons when we would fool around without a care in the world and in the middle of lessons, chickens would just pop in suddenly. haha. yeah, good times. (:
well, i just hope that my sister will get into a school that she likes. at least, she has a chance to get into the express stream. good for her. ((:
enough said. ciao.
i miss you...
saw quite a number of my ex-SLPS schmates and my fave teachers. missed them all so much. i wish i was still in primary school. we were way more carefree back then and school wasn't so tough. i miss HML lessons when we would fool around without a care in the world and in the middle of lessons, chickens would just pop in suddenly. haha. yeah, good times. (:
well, i just hope that my sister will get into a school that she likes. at least, she has a chance to get into the express stream. good for her. ((:
enough said. ciao.
i miss you...
Posted on: Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Posted at: 12:38:00 pm
Posted at: 12:38:00 pm
Yesterday was the last day of raya. that means, i officially won't get any more duit collection. haha. that's too bad. sent my dad to the airport yesterday. he's going on a business trip to indonesia for a week. he promised to buy me my adidas jacket once he returns. hehe. can't wait.
right now, the house feels so empty and boring, with my dad gone for a week and my granny gone to KL to take care of my cousins and won't be back till the end of the month. miss her cooking! sobs. but the house is definitely not quiet with my brother and sister constantly fighting. ergh. it's giving me headaches!
well, i've finally started on my homework. it's indeed a remarkable breakthrough for me. i usually end up mugging and doing my homework at the very last minute. but i really want to shake off that bad habit and buck up. i have to wake up and realise that i only have a year before my 'O' Levels. i need to start revising and whatsoever before it's too late. i don't want to be a disappointment anymore. WAKE UP, LISSYA!
well, enough said. tomorrow's my sister's PSLE results. and i don't know why, but i'm kinda nervous for her. haha. i wish i was still in primary school. the carefree and good times.
ciao.
Love is the first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way.
right now, the house feels so empty and boring, with my dad gone for a week and my granny gone to KL to take care of my cousins and won't be back till the end of the month. miss her cooking! sobs. but the house is definitely not quiet with my brother and sister constantly fighting. ergh. it's giving me headaches!
well, i've finally started on my homework. it's indeed a remarkable breakthrough for me. i usually end up mugging and doing my homework at the very last minute. but i really want to shake off that bad habit and buck up. i have to wake up and realise that i only have a year before my 'O' Levels. i need to start revising and whatsoever before it's too late. i don't want to be a disappointment anymore. WAKE UP, LISSYA!
well, enough said. tomorrow's my sister's PSLE results. and i don't know why, but i'm kinda nervous for her. haha. i wish i was still in primary school. the carefree and good times.
ciao.
Love is the first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way.
Posted on: Monday, November 20, 2006
Posted at: 1:15:00 pm
Posted at: 1:15:00 pm
i'm really bored these days. haven't got much to do lately. just busy lazing around while i still can. next week, hospital attachments at changi. yikes! i'm kinda scared that i'll mess up or something. hehe.
went shopping with my family yesterday and saturday. went to vivo and other places. can't seem to find anything nice to buy, though. i'm very fussy, mind you. hehe. and when i did find something nice, it was a tad too expensive. i really need to save up about at least $2000 just to buy half the things on my wishlist. hehe. in the end, i just bought myself Hady's CD (<3) and My Heart VCD. finally watched it today. so sad. made me cry so much. ): so gonna watch it again. hehe.
there's much homework to be done. and i really would love to do them but just can't bring myself to. haha. super lazy...
enough said. ciao.
Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs
went shopping with my family yesterday and saturday. went to vivo and other places. can't seem to find anything nice to buy, though. i'm very fussy, mind you. hehe. and when i did find something nice, it was a tad too expensive. i really need to save up about at least $2000 just to buy half the things on my wishlist. hehe. in the end, i just bought myself Hady's CD (<3) and My Heart VCD. finally watched it today. so sad. made me cry so much. ): so gonna watch it again. hehe.
there's much homework to be done. and i really would love to do them but just can't bring myself to. haha. super lazy...
enough said. ciao.
Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs
Posted on: Thursday, November 16, 2006
Posted at: 8:42:00 pm
Posted at: 8:42:00 pm
Really bored. and i've got nothing to blog about. so, did this quiz just for pure entertainment. found it on someone's blog. can't remember who. enjoy (:
1. Single, taken or crushing?
Taken. (:
2. Are you happy with your life now?
I guess so but it could be better. I'm quite contented really.
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
It depends 'cause I don't think I'll be able to know he's the right one for sure, at first.
4. Have you ever been heart broken?
Yes, plenty of times. ):
5. Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
NEVER! If you don't love somebody, telling the truth is better than to cheat on that person.
6. Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?
Like I said, no. I don't like cheaters even if he's the most handsome guy on Earth!
7. Have you talked about marriage to someone else before?
Yes but just casually. I don't think I want to worry about marriage at this point of my life.
8. Do you want children?
Yes, definitely!
9. How many?
Not sure but 3 sounds nice.
10. Would you consider adoption?
Hmm. Why not?
11. If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feelings?
I'm not really good with this sort of thing but just saying what you sincerely feel in your heart with a box of chocolates and a bouquet of roses should do the trick. haha.
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
It has its ups and downs but to love and have someone to return those feelings is an amazing feeling.
13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
It could happen, but not to me - not yet anyway. I usually experience infatuations at first sight. (:
14. Do you believe you can change someone?
No. I believe that only he/she can change him/herself. I would just be a guiding factor.
15. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
Singapore? haha. To me, it doesn't matter the location of the marriage but more of the heart. Still, I would want to get married here since all my friends and families are here. ((:
16. Do you give in easily when fighting?
If I'm at fault, then maybe. But I usually get my way. haha. But seriously, if things start to become sour, I'll just give in to avoid a situation where both parties would be hurt and regret later.
17. Do you have feelings for anyone now?
Many people, different feelings. haha. It didn't specify what feelings! But if it's the feelings that I think it should be, then, yes.
18. Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
Yes and still now, sometimes, I regret but I've learned to move on. If we were ever meant to be, I'll get another chance - that's what I believe in.
19. Have you ever broken a heart?
Hmm. I think I have.
20. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what will you do?
It has happened before. Twice - same guy, different friends. But i wasn't deeply in love with him, just a crush. Still, it did hurt at first. But, i just let it be. They're my friends. There's no point in fighting for a guy, just to lose a dear friend. Friends are FOREVER, boys are WHATEVER!! haha.
21. Are you missing anyone right now?
Yes, very much.
Memories are just memories - they have no power. You can't make someone love you again with just shared memories. Yet, you can't erase memories.
1. Single, taken or crushing?
Taken. (:
2. Are you happy with your life now?
I guess so but it could be better. I'm quite contented really.
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
It depends 'cause I don't think I'll be able to know he's the right one for sure, at first.
4. Have you ever been heart broken?
Yes, plenty of times. ):
5. Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
NEVER! If you don't love somebody, telling the truth is better than to cheat on that person.
6. Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?
Like I said, no. I don't like cheaters even if he's the most handsome guy on Earth!
7. Have you talked about marriage to someone else before?
Yes but just casually. I don't think I want to worry about marriage at this point of my life.
8. Do you want children?
Yes, definitely!
9. How many?
Not sure but 3 sounds nice.
10. Would you consider adoption?
Hmm. Why not?
11. If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feelings?
I'm not really good with this sort of thing but just saying what you sincerely feel in your heart with a box of chocolates and a bouquet of roses should do the trick. haha.
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
It has its ups and downs but to love and have someone to return those feelings is an amazing feeling.
13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
It could happen, but not to me - not yet anyway. I usually experience infatuations at first sight. (:
14. Do you believe you can change someone?
No. I believe that only he/she can change him/herself. I would just be a guiding factor.
15. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
Singapore? haha. To me, it doesn't matter the location of the marriage but more of the heart. Still, I would want to get married here since all my friends and families are here. ((:
16. Do you give in easily when fighting?
If I'm at fault, then maybe. But I usually get my way. haha. But seriously, if things start to become sour, I'll just give in to avoid a situation where both parties would be hurt and regret later.
17. Do you have feelings for anyone now?
Many people, different feelings. haha. It didn't specify what feelings! But if it's the feelings that I think it should be, then, yes.
18. Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
Yes and still now, sometimes, I regret but I've learned to move on. If we were ever meant to be, I'll get another chance - that's what I believe in.
19. Have you ever broken a heart?
Hmm. I think I have.
20. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what will you do?
It has happened before. Twice - same guy, different friends. But i wasn't deeply in love with him, just a crush. Still, it did hurt at first. But, i just let it be. They're my friends. There's no point in fighting for a guy, just to lose a dear friend. Friends are FOREVER, boys are WHATEVER!! haha.
21. Are you missing anyone right now?
Yes, very much.
Memories are just memories - they have no power. You can't make someone love you again with just shared memories. Yet, you can't erase memories.
Posted on: Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Posted at: 1:45:00 pm
Posted at: 1:45:00 pm
if only the world was a happy place
then I wouldn't have to wrap these wounds
and hide the blood
but if the world was a happy place
I wouldn't have to bleed.
if only I had courage
then I could speak the truth
I could tell you how much I love you
but if I could do that
you might leave.
if only I could touch you
then maybe your heart would race a mile a minute
like mine does whenever you're around
but... if I could touch you
I might be hurt again.
if only the world was perfect
if only my love was pure
if only we knew what we wanted
if only people weren't cruel
if only I wasn't a girl.
I'll bleed a million times
and die a thousand deaths
for you, and only you
if only, if only, you'll lie to me
and say youlove me back won't ever leave.
- written by yours truly
supposed to be on a raya outing today but something came up and i've just no mood to go out right now. anyway, i am kinda relieved that my other two raya outings yesterday and tomorrow are cancelled. i need room to breathe, seriously. things happen and they can't be avoided.
if only...
then I wouldn't have to wrap these wounds
and hide the blood
but if the world was a happy place
I wouldn't have to bleed.
if only I had courage
then I could speak the truth
I could tell you how much I love you
but if I could do that
you might leave.
if only I could touch you
then maybe your heart would race a mile a minute
like mine does whenever you're around
but... if I could touch you
I might be hurt again.
if only the world was perfect
if only my love was pure
if only we knew what we wanted
if only people weren't cruel
if only I wasn't a girl.
I'll bleed a million times
and die a thousand deaths
for you, and only you
if only, if only, you'll lie to me
and say you
- written by yours truly
supposed to be on a raya outing today but something came up and i've just no mood to go out right now. anyway, i am kinda relieved that my other two raya outings yesterday and tomorrow are cancelled. i need room to breathe, seriously. things happen and they can't be avoided.
if only...
Posted on: Friday, November 10, 2006
Posted at: 5:01:00 pm
Posted at: 5:01:00 pm
it's the end of the second week of holidays already. haish. been kinda boring lah. there's nothing much to do. haven't even started on homework. i'm just simply too lazy. besides, it's still hari raya. still have three more days of jalan raya next week. yet, i feel so lazy to go. on the bright side, there'll be money. ^^ i love hari raya. it's such an easy way to get money! haha.
went to HQ today. collected the hospital duty record book. then, went bugis with some of them. window-shopped. no money lah. then, went to meet him. fun. he blanja alot - that's what i like about him. hehe. but now, i'm sitting at home with nothing to do once again. i'll just probably watch another Korean Drama. i'm kinda obsessed with K-Dramas this holiday since i've nothing better to do. so far, i've watched and/or re-watched Princess Hours, Making of Princess Hours, Full House, My Girl, and My Lovely Samsoon. haha. i'm running out of dvds to watch. what can i say, i'm BORED.
enough said. i'll update when something exciting actually happens. till then, ciao!
went to HQ today. collected the hospital duty record book. then, went bugis with some of them. window-shopped. no money lah. then, went to meet him. fun. he blanja alot - that's what i like about him. hehe. but now, i'm sitting at home with nothing to do once again. i'll just probably watch another Korean Drama. i'm kinda obsessed with K-Dramas this holiday since i've nothing better to do. so far, i've watched and/or re-watched Princess Hours, Making of Princess Hours, Full House, My Girl, and My Lovely Samsoon. haha. i'm running out of dvds to watch. what can i say, i'm BORED.
enough said. i'll update when something exciting actually happens. till then, ciao!
Posted on: Saturday, November 04, 2006
Posted at: 8:37:00 pm
Posted at: 8:37:00 pm
When you want to spend time with that someone but just don't know why, that's LOVE. <3
Posted on: Thursday, November 02, 2006
Posted at: 5:21:00 pm
Posted at: 5:21:00 pm
wow. just ended one and a half days of transformational leadership workshop. i guess i was wrong - the course was really more fun than what i had expected. also, i enjoyed it way more than the other one. but what i really liked about it was not just the fun games, or the very animated instructor, but the stronger bond that was built among members of the students' and CCA council. i mean, this course has allowed me to get to know people who i didn't even know once existed in the school (no offence! ^^). being in the CCA council isn't all that bad. plus, it gives you 3 extra points for leadership! haha.
"Out of sight, out of mind".
i've been thinking of the above phrase for quite some time. i've heard it plenty of times too. first was when one of my friend said it when asked about him leaving his girlfriend back in his home country. yah, i know it's mean. i also heard it on one of the episodes of Princess Hours, though i can't remember who said it and which episode it was. nonetheless, how would you feel if someone you loved believed in this? for me, it would definitely crush my heart into such fine pieces that if you tried to pick them up, they will just slip through your hand like flowing water. maybe i'm exaggerating a bit. but things like this really makes me wonder... and they said absence makes the heart grow fonder. i guess not - not for everyone.
enough said. till next time then.
ciao.
"Out of sight, out of mind".
i've been thinking of the above phrase for quite some time. i've heard it plenty of times too. first was when one of my friend said it when asked about him leaving his girlfriend back in his home country. yah, i know it's mean. i also heard it on one of the episodes of Princess Hours, though i can't remember who said it and which episode it was. nonetheless, how would you feel if someone you loved believed in this? for me, it would definitely crush my heart into such fine pieces that if you tried to pick them up, they will just slip through your hand like flowing water. maybe i'm exaggerating a bit. but things like this really makes me wonder... and they said absence makes the heart grow fonder. i guess not - not for everyone.
enough said. till next time then.
ciao.