Posted on: Monday, October 16, 2006
Posted at: 3:55:00 pm
Posted at: 3:55:00 pm
i guess they were right when they said that the hardest thing to ever say is GOODBYE.
damn tired right now. i want to sleep but i can't seem to put my mind at ease. haish. today did alot of checking of scripts. got back my English, Emath, SS, History and Physics. well yeah, didn't fail anything. other than History, my other marks were crappy; they were not up to my expectation. well, i passed Physics. that's a first. but didn't get back Section C yet so, i can't be 100% sure. i can't believe i failed Emath (P1). haish. look like there's no hope to get into a good JC if i keep up this standard for my O Levels. way to go Lissya. i guess somehow i deserved this. but what if i'm happy with my marks, my parents never will be satisfied. they only want me to be the best and only the best.
then, there was the cultural performance. wtf. firstly, the make-up went haywire and we had to rush like mad. i don't we looked that nice as compared to previous performances. but that's not the worst part. we totally screwed up the dance. it was uncoordinated and just plain crappy all thanks to the lack of preparation.
went home after seeing a number of teachers. i have tons of St John deadlines to meet. just when i was happy that exams are over. oh, and i haven't even done the Amath redo thing. wth. then, in the mrt, got a call from him. he wanted to meet me about something important. so, met him at causeway pt. and all i can say is that i left crying. all i can do now is just pray and hope that he will stay here. or else, i'm really gonna miss him- really.
gtg now. till next time. ciao.
damn tired right now. i want to sleep but i can't seem to put my mind at ease. haish. today did alot of checking of scripts. got back my English, Emath, SS, History and Physics. well yeah, didn't fail anything. other than History, my other marks were crappy; they were not up to my expectation. well, i passed Physics. that's a first. but didn't get back Section C yet so, i can't be 100% sure. i can't believe i failed Emath (P1). haish. look like there's no hope to get into a good JC if i keep up this standard for my O Levels. way to go Lissya. i guess somehow i deserved this. but what if i'm happy with my marks, my parents never will be satisfied. they only want me to be the best and only the best.
then, there was the cultural performance. wtf. firstly, the make-up went haywire and we had to rush like mad. i don't we looked that nice as compared to previous performances. but that's not the worst part. we totally screwed up the dance. it was uncoordinated and just plain crappy all thanks to the lack of preparation.
went home after seeing a number of teachers. i have tons of St John deadlines to meet. just when i was happy that exams are over. oh, and i haven't even done the Amath redo thing. wth. then, in the mrt, got a call from him. he wanted to meet me about something important. so, met him at causeway pt. and all i can say is that i left crying. all i can do now is just pray and hope that he will stay here. or else, i'm really gonna miss him- really.
gtg now. till next time. ciao.