Posted on: Thursday, April 27, 2006
Posted at: 4:22:00 pm
Posted at: 4:22:00 pm
Hmm. my latest poem. it's really very simple. maybe it's meant for him. i don't know..
.Emotions.
I don't want diamonds,
I don't want the world;
I just want you to hold me,
and call me your girl.
Though you're not there
to hear my cries;
The simple thought of you
dries my eyes.
You always put
a smile on my face;
You make my world
a better place.
I don't know what,
I could possibly do;
I would do anything,
just to be with you.
I want to hold you
close to me;
But I don't know how,
to make you see.
I truly love you,
with all my heart;
I miss you so much
each time we're apart.
I get so lost
when you're around;
My knees go weak
when I hear the sound.
Of your voice
when you talk to me;
I'm determined
to make you see.
I love you so much more
with every day;
but this simple three words are just
too hard to say.
.Emotions.
I don't want diamonds,
I don't want the world;
I just want you to hold me,
and call me your girl.
Though you're not there
to hear my cries;
The simple thought of you
dries my eyes.
You always put
a smile on my face;
You make my world
a better place.
I don't know what,
I could possibly do;
I would do anything,
just to be with you.
I want to hold you
close to me;
But I don't know how,
to make you see.
I truly love you,
with all my heart;
I miss you so much
each time we're apart.
I get so lost
when you're around;
My knees go weak
when I hear the sound.
Of your voice
when you talk to me;
I'm determined
to make you see.
I love you so much more
with every day;
but this simple three words are just
too hard to say.
Posted on: Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Posted at: 8:11:00 pm
Posted at: 8:11:00 pm
ok. i know i said i'll be on a hiatus but i just can't help myself. haha. well, so far things been pretty hectic. another paper down though. rather not talk about it. hehe. there's no school tomorrow. whee~ finally, some time to catch up with amath and physics. i hope. hmm. what else is there to say... oh ya, after spending 4h with him (and a few others) at the national stadium, i found out he's not really sociable and quite quiet. but maybe that's what i need and want right now: peace and quiet. oh wells. i leave that to time to decide.
ok, enough said for now. better get back to studying..
ok, enough said for now. better get back to studying..
Posted on: Friday, April 21, 2006
Posted at: 5:53:00 pm
Posted at: 5:53:00 pm
i'll be on a hiatus till after mid-year exams. all the best to everyone for exams. study hard people! and the best of luck to the BP band tomorrow.
we don't always get what we want.. so just accept it and move on..
we don't always get what we want.. so just accept it and move on..
Posted on: Thursday, April 20, 2006
Posted at: 5:37:00 pm
Posted at: 5:37:00 pm
whew. school's finally over for today. what a hectic day. there's so much homework to be done over the weekend. not forgetting the social studies exam on tues. my head is spinning. lol. had the malay oral just now. was kinda easy. can't believe they almost forget about me. hmph.
he cut his hair - again. i lost track of how many times he cut his hair this year. haha. he looked cuter last time. nevertheless, he's still is so damn cute. but i couldn't find him in the crowd during morning assembly this morning - probably because of his hair. hehe. crap.
hmm. took the bus home today. met him at the interchange. he was soaking wet. haish. guys. lol. but i'm quite disappointed with him actually. i know that it's been a long time since we met up with the past competition and what not. i really missed talking to you. i need you to lend me a listening ear but all our conversations just now were filled with awkward silence. haish. oh wells. maybe, after the exams, i'll tell you every single detail of what happened. haha.
well, enough said for today. i need to study for physics test tomorrow. i hate physics. feel like dropping it. hmm..
he cut his hair - again. i lost track of how many times he cut his hair this year. haha. he looked cuter last time. nevertheless, he's still is so damn cute. but i couldn't find him in the crowd during morning assembly this morning - probably because of his hair. hehe. crap.
hmm. took the bus home today. met him at the interchange. he was soaking wet. haish. guys. lol. but i'm quite disappointed with him actually. i know that it's been a long time since we met up with the past competition and what not. i really missed talking to you. i need you to lend me a listening ear but all our conversations just now were filled with awkward silence. haish. oh wells. maybe, after the exams, i'll tell you every single detail of what happened. haha.
well, enough said for today. i need to study for physics test tomorrow. i hate physics. feel like dropping it. hmm..
Posted on: Sunday, April 16, 2006
Posted at: 7:41:00 pm
Posted at: 7:41:00 pm
yesterday was definitely one of the most saddest day of my life. as you all know, yesterday was the most-dreaded competition. haish. the results were very unsatisfactory.
first up was first aid: short case. we were the first team. it was a really good thing cause the judges have no expectations yet. the case was surprisingly easy. there was no cpr - which was kinda of a good thing cause i had mouth ulcers although i had been training hard for it. there was open fracture, nosebleed and heat exhaustion. i took the one with heat exhaustion and leg cramps. no offense, but his legs was damn hairy. i was very disgusted when i had to massage his legs. eww.
next was footdrill, supposedly our forte. things were going well at first. but something really unexpected happened. nadia's boots suddenly flung off. haha. it was hilarious. but of course, things went downhill after that incident. one more big mistake was the ke-kiri and ke-kanan pusing. i misheard the command and so, executed it wrongly. haish. and the judge was really sarcastic. i seriously cried in the waiting room.
last was home nursing. honestly, we were horrible. there was no need for tpr. so, our whole sequence went topsy-turvy. we also had a hard time searching for the medicine. haish. wasted a lot of time on that. we didnt get to complete bed-making and there was no time for nutritional talk. it was really disheartening.
the results were just terrible. out of all the 4 teams, only the nc team didn't get top 3 positions. they said we got 4th. haish. we really cried our hearts out. congrats to the other teams. you guys did BP proud...
well, let bygones be bygones. there's still next year. we have to train much harder. and like what he said, just take this as a learning chance. hehe. he really cheered me up yesterday... :))
tomorrow's the start of another misery - MYE!!! i am so stressed out. well, enough said. better continue to study...
ALL THE BEST FOR MYE! STUDY HARD PPLE! ;)
first up was first aid: short case. we were the first team. it was a really good thing cause the judges have no expectations yet. the case was surprisingly easy. there was no cpr - which was kinda of a good thing cause i had mouth ulcers although i had been training hard for it. there was open fracture, nosebleed and heat exhaustion. i took the one with heat exhaustion and leg cramps. no offense, but his legs was damn hairy. i was very disgusted when i had to massage his legs. eww.
next was footdrill, supposedly our forte. things were going well at first. but something really unexpected happened. nadia's boots suddenly flung off. haha. it was hilarious. but of course, things went downhill after that incident. one more big mistake was the ke-kiri and ke-kanan pusing. i misheard the command and so, executed it wrongly. haish. and the judge was really sarcastic. i seriously cried in the waiting room.
last was home nursing. honestly, we were horrible. there was no need for tpr. so, our whole sequence went topsy-turvy. we also had a hard time searching for the medicine. haish. wasted a lot of time on that. we didnt get to complete bed-making and there was no time for nutritional talk. it was really disheartening.
the results were just terrible. out of all the 4 teams, only the nc team didn't get top 3 positions. they said we got 4th. haish. we really cried our hearts out. congrats to the other teams. you guys did BP proud...
well, let bygones be bygones. there's still next year. we have to train much harder. and like what he said, just take this as a learning chance. hehe. he really cheered me up yesterday... :))
tomorrow's the start of another misery - MYE!!! i am so stressed out. well, enough said. better continue to study...
ALL THE BEST FOR MYE! STUDY HARD PPLE! ;)
Posted on: Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Posted at: 9:40:00 pm
Posted at: 9:40:00 pm
last comp training today. so tired. not yet stressed out. had a short cca council meeting today. very happy. hehe. tomorrow's sports day. half excited. half dreading. friday's good friday. yipee? saturday's comp!!!! WHEE~ (rolls eyes) monday: the start of mid-year exams. what a life... haish...
Posted on: Sunday, April 09, 2006
Posted at: 2:58:00 pm
Posted at: 2:58:00 pm
some things are just meant to be. some things happen for the better. sorry...
Posted on: Saturday, April 08, 2006
Posted at: 5:07:00 pm
Posted at: 5:07:00 pm
this week has been GREAT! many, many happy things happened. napfa test is finally over! whee~ but, sobs, i can't get gold again. because of stupid inclined pull-ups. haish. nevermind. this coming week will be abit more hectic. i have 2 biology tests, emath test, chemistry test and physics test. gosh. i don't know how i'm gonna cope. hmm. thursday is sports day. have public duty. so sad. can't get to be with him. saturday is COMPETITION! so not prepared lahs. but must strive harder. think about HIM! gosh. he's cute! haha. okay, better get back to doing homework or i'll never be able to finish them. till next time, toodles. ((:
Posted on: Sunday, April 02, 2006
Posted at: 2:19:00 pm
Posted at: 2:19:00 pm
HOMEWORK! it's driving me insane. luckily, there's not much homework this weekend. but i still havent started on amaths, history and literature. haish. if i were to become president or something, i want to abolish homework and exams. haha. so lame.
today, i tried to get his number from my friend. but she say she don't have. :(( what's worse, she say that she doubts that he even has a handphone. so disappointed. but i won't give up until i find out whether that is really true. hehe. i hope not but even if i do get his number, i wonder what i'll do. hmm...
gosh. my mind just drifted away thinking about him. he's so CUTE and NICE!!! wonder if he's attached...hehe. what if he is?!? then i'll be very very very very sad. :(( haha. wonder if he likes me? what if he does?!?! gosh! that'll be a dream come true...
oops. sorry. i'm crapping. i think i really am lost in fantasies but i can't help it. i'm head over heels about him. hehe. ok. ok. better end here before i irritate you all further. see you guys at school tomorrow. :))
today, i tried to get his number from my friend. but she say she don't have. :(( what's worse, she say that she doubts that he even has a handphone. so disappointed. but i won't give up until i find out whether that is really true. hehe. i hope not but even if i do get his number, i wonder what i'll do. hmm...
gosh. my mind just drifted away thinking about him. he's so CUTE and NICE!!! wonder if he's attached...hehe. what if he is?!? then i'll be very very very very sad. :(( haha. wonder if he likes me? what if he does?!?! gosh! that'll be a dream come true...
oops. sorry. i'm crapping. i think i really am lost in fantasies but i can't help it. i'm head over heels about him. hehe. ok. ok. better end here before i irritate you all further. see you guys at school tomorrow. :))