nurLISSYA bte suwandi
finally nineteen
18may1991
slps, bpghs, njc, nus

i am very into korean stuff, be it music, dramas or movies. i'm a full-time VIP and HOTTEST! Big Bang, 2PM and SHINee are absolute loves! i'm also into FT Island, 2NE1, 2AM, CNBLUE, Beast, MBLAQ, SS501, Kara, T-ara, Rain & many more (:

i’m made of sugar, spice and everything nice (: i’m a malay dancer who can’t live without music. no genre, just music. i love to shop till i drop and then i’ll shop some more. i love anything chocolate. i’m a believer of true love and am a hopeless romantic. i can be a bit insane at times but then again, i’m just me :D.

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i have quite alot of time in my hands now. not sure how to spend it. so, decided to update my blog. since, i dont know when the next time i can do so. hmm. let's see. did nothing much today except do homework. finished most of my homework. yipee! i only left to study for amaths. i absolutely HATE amaths!!! it seriously sux and sometimes, i dont understand a damn thing. (sorry, i get a bit out of control when it comes to my undying hate for amaths :P )

im not sure why but i feel kinda empty these days. it seems quieter, probably because my phone has not been ringing a lot since sat. haha. maybe that's why i've been bored to death. on the other hand, at least my phone bill wont be so high. hehe. crapz...

well, that's about it for now. till next time, take care!!! :))

hey! happy chinese new year to all! haha. today went to east coast with my cousins. had fun. but i dont wanna elaborate on that cause i dont think you guys would be bothered by it. hmm. then, got bored and moved on to west coast park. haha. had loads of fun too.

i have a lot of homework but i only managed to finish emaths today. hehe. so lazy. homework really dampens the holiday mood. but, i shall persevere. (i just felt like using that word. hehe)

i miss him. everytime my phone rings, i hope it would be him...

to make long stories short. cny concert was boring. i liked it when the sec 1s got scolded. HAHA. things are definitely looking up for me. hope they'll get even better or at least stay the same. i have a lot of homework. and im just so damn tired. lastly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all! have a great long weekend. take care. :))

"i love you" has 8 letters, so does BULLSHIT! haish. sorry bout that. i justi feel so broken up. why does this keep happening to me? are all guys the same? do they just go around breaking our hearts? eergh! i feel like giving up on this thing called love. but i know im just way too young to be jaded. i dont wanna give up. im still waiting for a guy that will prove that he's not like the rest. i hope he comes along soon. i cant stand this anymore!!!

*just ignore this post. im just feeling a bit emotional. its the only way i can express how i feel*

sorry for not been updating these past days. been really busy with st john, malay dance, homework and what nots. so, in just a few sentences, i will share the highlights of my week.

on tuesday, had our first st john corp training for the first time this year. nothing special there. on wednesday, i broke down for the first time this year due to many reasons. on thursday, watched the full-length preview of I Not Stupid Too. cool movie. i seriously recommend you to watch it. today, had comp training - AGAIN.

im really mentally and physically tired. homework's piling. trainings' increasing. i have splitting headaches almost every day. and the only reason why im blogging is because there's no one to talk to. eergh! i don't wanna go back to my depressed and a-bit-but-not-really suicidal state. haish. got to go do homework now.

haish. i'm so stressed out. can't seem to concentrate on my homework. i still have my history essay, karangan, biology and amaths left. eergh! at least there's something to look forward to. my aunt and cousins from kl are coming for a vist today.

well, went to town yesterday. spent $60 just on CDs. haha. and much more money on other stupid stuff. i guess spending money is a way i de-stress myself. i'm flooded with homework and am in such a huge dilemma. i think i might be falling for a guy. but i know that it's just so damn wrong. oh wells, that's life for me. ( don't mind me. i just feel so confused and depressed. ;P)

today had comp training frm 1 to 5.30pm. im so worn out but it was worth it. asmond, gerald, stephanie and safiyah came down. they were of great help - especially asmond. thanks! btw, fiqah's the commander. i'm sooo happy. hehe. being the commander is stressful. asmond said that i am the timer - tentatively. i realli dont mind. kinda fun actually. and i found it to be a really freaky coincidence when me and sufyan timed together for like twice in a row. seriously, im crapping cause there's not more to type about. hmm... let me see... yup, there's nothing else. that's it for now. till next time, take care.

hey there. just finished my karangan. whew. really cracked my brain for that. anyways, the nc had training today with the help of sufyan and rasyid. thanks. at least we accomplished something. we finally know the basic procedures when doing a case study. it was cool and i think that sufyan makes a good electrocuted casualty. haha.

oh yah. had assembly today. it was about a play called 'love bites'. it was okay, i guess - i've seen better. but some of the scenes really brought back memories. hehe. craps. craps.

that's it for today. not much happened as you can see. but tomorrow is a brand new day that brings new hopes and dreams. crapping again. but seriously, tomorrow will be interesting especially after school. hmm.... ;)

firstly, i would like to wish everyone a wonderful hari raya haji. im sick out of all days and am forced to be cooped up at home because of the weather. my relatives are not coming over cause my aunt's sick. everyone's sick. plus, im stressing out with homework. haish. life is unfair to me.

i have been really confused these days. probably, causing my throbbing headaches. i seriously dont want to type it here. haish. cant everyone just give me a break? it's only the beginning of the year!!!

1st day of school today. just 2 words to describe it - DAMN BORING! too much admin work. but i love my new form teacher. from what kak seri say and when he taught me last year, i think i'll be looking forward to form classes and english. hehe. mr paul odsgoby is my lit teacher. he's quite funny actually. my emaths teacher was pretty dull. i cant believe im saying this but i honestly miss VLee. haish. my other teachers sound okay. except for bio and chem. mrs wong AGAIN!!! and i really wanted ms chew again. haish. nvm.

my class is quite okay. missed 01 alreadi. haiz. oh btw, i think i love the new homework thingy. since i just realised that my lessons end at 2.10 for 7 out of 8 days (not including fridays). the others can feel the torture of being in triple. muahaha. lol. im crapping.

gtg now. need to start on lit and emaths hmwk. 1st day got hmwk readi. :/